Belief

Shorinji Kempo

2011-05-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

I have literally not posted in ages. So much has gone on in my life that I haven't posted about and probably never will post about. Yang paling penting kan ku blogkan is pasal tajuk di atas, Shorinji Kempo. Some of you may recognise that name, or have seen it on my Facebook page.

Shorinji Kempo is a form of martial arts. Yang ku paham lah a, Kempo ani ibu kepada segala jenis martial arts. Eseh.. Tae Kwon Do, Karate and a bunch of others actually came from Shorinji Kempo. The name comes from Japan, but the original form is actually from China. Have you guessed its proper name? Shaolin Kungfu. I'm sure most of you will recognise that, at least.

Mengapa aku cakap pasal Shorinji Kempo? Basically because it's pretty much taken over my life for the moment. Indonesia has only recently started spreading it to other asean countries such as Brunei. and it's only recently been incorporated as one of the sports to be played in the sea games. I'm lucky enough to be one of the first batch of kenshis in Brunei. Kenshi refers to a person who is studying Shorinji Kempo. So I'm a kenshi.

 Because we are so determined to join the sea games this November, our sensei from Indonesia is really pushing us to learn as much as we can as fast as we can. This means training sessions almost every night. Ngalih banar plang tapi inda jua rugilah.. If not for the sea games, at least we can stay healthy in a most interesting way. and at least we know what to do when someone grabs your hand uninvited.

at the moment, there are only a few girls including myself. Kami kan tambah lagi urang tapi inda sanang eh mencari... I had no idea how much convincing is needed on girls. I guess we just think too much on everything. There are too many pros and cons in joining Kempo this year and they have to be weighed carefully. Time, money, energy, etc.

anyway, that's all from me this time. Bye.

My 2010 Movie Reviews

2010-09-03T07:12:00.000+08:00

Only for the movies that I've actually watched xP

Warning: Movie spoilers.

1. Spy Next Door

"Former CIA spy Bob Ho takes on his toughest assignment to date: looking after his girlfriend's three kids, who haven't exactly warmed to their mom's beau."

I always loved this genre. You know, mixing spying with the average everyday thing. And I love Jackie Chan. So put the two together, and the movie isn't so bad.. The gadgets are one of the best features of a good spy movie and the gadgets here are pretty cool. Then again, I'm easily impressed so don't take it from me. The general outline of the movie is actually pretty cliched. Like, the spy pretending to be boring and geeky, like Arnold Schwartzenegger did in True Lies (1994). And then, the whole mom's boyfriend taking care of the kids while mom is away, kinda like Ice Cube in Are We There Yet? (2005). But still, it's Jackie Chan and he obviously interpreted and played his role quite differently and I enjoyed his performance very much.

2. Percy Jackson

"A teenager discovers he's the descendant of a Greek god and sets out on an adventure to settle an on-going battle between the gods."

Okay, I'd probably be a bit biased here because I kind of fell in love with Logan Lerman. Lol. He has one of the sexiest smiles on a teen actor that I've seen so far. Of course, his acting is not bad either. He really makes it all realistic. Like, I would imagine if I were in his shoes, I'd probably react the same way, for example, to the pen scene. You know, where Pierce Brosnan/Mr. Brunner tells him to use the pen when he needs it. The realistic approach adds a bit of humour, I think, because people can relate to his reactions. Alexandra Daddario was also not bad. I loved her character, wanting to prove herself to her mom and whatnot. And Steve Coogan and Rosario Dawson were hilarious characters. The fact that Jake Abel, a.k.a. Luke, was the bad guy was totally unexpected from my point of view but I'm kinda slow at putting things together so maybe it's just me.

3. Alice in Wonderland

"19-year-old Alice returns to the magical world from her childhood adventure, where she reunites with her old friends and learns of her true destiny: to end the Red Queen's reign of terror."

I thought the Red Queen was hilarious. I memorized half her lines by the end of the movie. Of course, I've forgotten them all now. Still, I usually only remember a character's lines when I really enjoyed watching them so yeah.. I'm totally not into Anne Hathaway's character though. I was like, "Dude, get off the screen." I'm not anti-Anne Hathaway. Just the opposite. I actually like watching her act. This time, though, her character was just, ugh.. Loved the twins, Tweedledee and Tweedledum. I remembered quite a few of their lines as well. As to the plot itself, it wasn't bad, I suppose. But I don't know. Something about the ending doesn't really click for me. The whole Alice fighting the Jabberwocky and stuff. And Alice ending up planning a trip to China for business. I don't know~

4. How To Train Your Dragon

"A hapless young Viking who aspires to hunt dragons becomes the unlikely friend of a young dragon himself, and learns there may be more to the creatures than he assumed."

I like this movie. There aren't a lot of Viking movies, at least not that I've heard of. So this is quite a novelty. Plus, the fact that it's an animated film goes a long way with me. I love cartoons, especially with animals in them ~_~ I think it's a great concept, the idea of training your own pet which happens to be a really dangerous creature. I'm sure a lot of kids have at least thought about it, if not fantasize about it. I'm guilty as charged. I also love America Ferrera's character, Astrid. She's kinda like Alexandra's character, Annabeth, in Percy Jackson (2010). The whole "just-because-I'm-a-girl-doesn't-mean-I-have-to-stay-home-and-cook" attitude. They're both tough, tougher than the main characters at any rate and I always enjoy watching a little girl power at the movies. I love movies that make me cry, or almost cry. This movie made me almost cry, when we all thought Hiccup died and his dad finally realised his error in judgment. That was so sad. And duh, obviously it's okay to cry during an animated movie.

5. Back-up Plan

"A romantic comedy centered on a woman who conceives twins through artificial insemination, only to meet the man of her dreams on the very same day."

Although I usually hate stereotypes, watching them in a movie never gets old. After all, it's all in good humour. I can't really comment too much on the movie. It's gotten a lot of bad reviews, mainly because it's so stereotypical and patronising on women. I think I focused mostly on the dialogue when I watched the movie. That's how I was able to enjoy it better. The ending was stupid though. =)

6. Karate Kid

"Work causes a single mother to move to China with her young son; in his new home, the boy embraces kung fu, taught to him by a master."

Another Jackie Chan movie. I actually blogged about this movie before about how in love I am with Zhenwei Wang. Lol. Personally, to me, the movie was just another karate kid movie, the characters portrayed differently by different actors. The main difference here is that the rival is really cute, albeit too young for me ^_^ Anyway, plot-wise, it's not bad. Not really into Taraji P. Henson's character. Could be better, I think. I loved the training scenes, especially when Jaden Smith had his hands attached to the two sticks held by Jackie and Jackie held him just above the water. Apa nya urang, rugged.. The final fight was awesome, too. I couldn't help but find that Zhenwei was completely adorable when he showed surprise at Rongguang Yu's order to hurt Jaden on his broken leg. He WAS good inside, after all. However, I think my favorite scene is when the bad boys encounter Jackie's character for the first time. Jackie Chan is just awesome.

7. The A-Team

"A group of Iraq War veterans looks to clear their name with the U.S. military, who suspect the four men of committing a crime for which they were framed."

I gotta say, this is one of the best movies of 2010. I absolutely enjoyed it and I have not heard one person complain about it. The action was great, the comedy was funny, and Bradley Cooper and Sharlto Copley are not bad-looking =P Plus, I absolutely loved both their characters. They're my favorites not because of what they look like but because they're really funny. I loved Sharlto's first appearance and the first time we see him fly a helicopter. That was hilarious. Their group leader, Liam Neeson, too, is quite an awesome character, with his cool craziness and whatnot. Jessica Biel wasn't bad either but she's not exactly on my top ten favorite things about the movie.

8. Toy Story 3

"The toys are mistakenly delivered to a day-care center instead of the attic right before Andy leaves for college, and it's up to Woody to convince the other toys that they weren't abandoned and to return home."

Another great 2010 animated movie, although this far surpasses How To Train Your Dragon (2010) in terms of quality, I'm sorry to say. This was just awesome! I nearly cried twice, which is twice the times I nearly cried for the aforementioned Dragon movie. Lol. Sorry, the title's too long and I'm too lazy to type the whole thing. Anyway, Buzz Lightyear's character was hilarious this year, what with the Spanish mechanism on and everything. It was also quite funny to see the Ken & Barbie romance playing out. Cute. I loved the scene where Woody convinces Big Baby that Lotso was evil. That was so heart-wrenching. Poor Big Baby! I hate the ending, though. Why did Andy give Woody away too??? I also hate the fact that Bo Peep's gone prior to the movie. I'd love to watch Woody and Bo Peep together again. They're so adorable, for a couple of toys.

9. Knight and Day

"June Havens finds her everyday life tangled with that of a secret agent who has realized he isn't supposed to survive his latest mission."

This movie was so funny! I'm surprised at the lack of reaction in the cinema. I swear, when I was watching this, it was mostly me, my cousin and my friend laughing throughout the movie -___-' Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz work pretty well together, in my opinion. Their interaction was just too cute in the movie. I don't know if it was the directing, the writing or the acting itself that just made the movie work so well. Regardless of what most people have said to me about it, I myself am quite satisfied with the result.

10. Twilight 3: Eclipse

"As a string of mysterious killings grips Seattle, Bella, whose high school graduation is fast approaching, is forced to choose between her love for vampire Edward and her friendship with werewolf Jacob."

I'm not saying this because I totally prefer Harry Potter (which I do), but this is my honest opinion. The movie kinda sucked. I nearly fell asleep watching it XD I mean, there were a few amusing dialogues but that's it. Even the action was kind of slow to me. I don't think they made the right choice in showing some of the action moves in slow motion. It kinda ruined it for me. I haven't been a big fan of Robert Pattinson, especially since the second Twilight movie. This third installment has not helped to improve that, sorry to say. The wolves were cool though. Mostly what amused me was the fact that Taylor Lautner's character kept taking full advantage of anything he could do to annoy Edward. I'm not really into Julia Jones's character though. I kinda imagined Leah totally differently based on the book. And yes, I did read the Twilight books prior to watching the movie.

11. Last Airbender

"The story follows the adventures of Aang, a young successor to a long line of Avatars, who must put his childhood ways aside and stop the Fire Nation from enslaving the Water, Earth and Air nations."

Well, it wasn't too bad, I suppose. I like Nicola Peltz a.k.a. Katara. I want her to end up with Prince Zuko (Dev Patel). Lol. Yes, I do enjoy a bit of romance in every movie. I wasn't so impressed with the beginning of the movie. It didn't really capture my attention. It looked more like a documentary in Antarctica to me. I actually thought it was another advert before the movie really began. Sorry. I loved Dev's character, though. The whole evil prince with a twist thing. I really hadn't expected him to be the one to rescue Noah Ringer's character, Aang. I don't know if that was part of the cartoon series, though. I never watched it. Anyway, not totally into Noah Ringer himself.

12. Despicable Me

"When a criminal mastermind uses a trio of orphan girls as pawns for a grand scheme, he finds himself profoundly changed by the growing love between them."

Aww.. This movie was really cute. It's hilarious that Gru is so bent on capturing the moon ^___^' I guess it shows that even the bad guys have dreams of their own. My favorite character is probably Agnes, especially with her unicorn song. It's no wonder Gru fell in love with the three of them. Anyone would, I'm sure. I love the concept of the movie because although Gru initially only wanted to use the girls, the idea of adoption itself is a very sweet thing. I think that's what makes me love the movie so much.

13. The Sorcerer's Apprentice

"Master sorcerer Balthazar Blake recruits a seemingly everyday guy in his mission to defend New York City from his arch-nemesis, Maxim Horvath."

I was really looking forward to watching this movie prior to actually watching it. It's not as great as I expected but still not bad. I always enjoy watching Nicholas Cage act. And I actually enjoyed Teresa Palmer's character here :D I loved that they put in the mop scene from Mickey Mouse in here. That made the movie totally classic. My second favorite scene would be when Jay Baruchel shows off his invention using the electric currents thingy that plays music. I forgot what it was. But it was totally cool. I mean, if a guy tried to impress using that, I'd be totally, totally impressed. I also love Omar Benson Miller's character. He's funny!

14. Salt

"A CIA agent goes on the run after a defector accuses her of being a Russian spy."

I'm not really into this movie. The action's great but I don't know. It's not a totally awesome movie for me. I did love the twist at the end where it turns out Liev Shreiber's character is also a traitor, though. Lol. That was unexpected. The assassination was also really cool. Of course Evelyn Salt pulled it off. She's Angelina Jolie after all. And the fact that she didn't kill her boss was a nice trick. I really thought she was innocent at first. Smart move there. Basically, that's it for me. I've never really enjoyed Jolie movies except for Mr. & Mrs. Smith (2005).

Last but not least;

15. Tekken

"About a young man who is driven to vengeance when his mother is executed."

Can I just spazz for a second here? Just a second. EEEEEE!!! JIN!! SO CUTE! I'M IN LOVE! YOU IS AWESOMENESS COME TO LIFE! I LOVE YOU!!! >_<' Okay. Thanks. But seriously though, Jon Foo is SO cute here. I guess most people didn't enjoy the movie much, or didn't think it did Tekken any justice, but in my opinion, Jon made up for everything missing in it. It's my favorite movie of the year. Sorry for the bias. I guess I never really let go of my fangirl instincts. Now I hate Kelly Overton. Sorry. Anyway, I loved all the fight scenes. Rugged yo... Obviously they wouldn't have any powers here. They were probably trying to make it more realistic. It worked, I think. Lol. Sorry. I'm still being biased. I love Nina and Anna Williams here. I always loved playing Nina. Although I don't care much for the fact that she tried to assassinate Jin.. --'

Okay, I don't think I can write a more neutral review on this and I don't think you'd appreciate me fangirling too much. So that's me being done.

Back To School Post

2010-08-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

So, I'm sure most of you know I am now back in school...

I'll tell you one thing. I'm really very happy and grateful that I got accepted into UBD but it's no fun and games.

After months of inactivity, tarus-tarus macam-macam kan ku buat.. It's kinda scary when you think about it..

So far, I've already done two presentations and I've got a report due Monday.

The first presentation was for MIB and I did it in a group.. Siuk plang.. I was really nervous since I hadn't presented in a long while and never in Malay. On the morning of the presentation, during sahur, I nearly cried because I could barely talk! The previous day, I'd coughed a lot and it must've done some damage to my voicebox or something. Takut brabis ku sudah.. How was I supposed to present like that?? Then I arrived late cause I was accompanying Irah to look for the place for her one-day orientation into the UniBridge program. I had to run all the way to my building in my baju kurung. Nasib jua durang alum stat.. The teacher had just finished settling down, I think. By the time I got there, I was so breathless. And I could tell the others were nervous about me being late. Masa aku masuk, nampak wa durang semua sigh with relief... Lol. And somehow, my voice was loud and clear somewhat, even though when we practised the day before, my voice wasn't always clear and stuff... Thank you, Allah.. :-D

For my second presentation, I wasn't ready at all! Malam kan presentation atu, baru ku stat membuat hohoho~ Partly cause I was lazy, partly cause after my MIB presentation, I got kinda sick and couldn't concentrate on doing it. Luckily, we didn't need to use slides. So basically, my presentation was on a piece of paper, written with a pencil. Nasib jua kebanyakan contoh-contoh ku atu aku ingat.. I'd stayed up the night before to do it.. I only slept every half hour lol... I didn't write a conclusion but I was lucky to get that far anyway so, you know~

Ani laporan lagi untuk presentation MIB.. It's due on Monday but my group are meeting tomorrow to compile them and make sure our information don't overlap with each other and stuff... I haven't started lol. I'm planning to do it in the morning at school and pray I finish by the time everyone else arrives.

Aku alum ikut apa-apa CCA. My adoptive brother keep trying to get me to join the music club.. I don't know though.. I really wanted to join the dance club as well but it's consists of both traditional and modern dance. Aku ani kan modern dance, jantah dulu... Shau suggested I join the Volunteer and Charity Club but I wasn't sure where their room was. I'll try asking again later... Poopoo also suggested I start a Writers' Club.. Mau plang ku hehehe but we'll see. It would be fun though..

I guess that's all for now. Malas ku kan becakap pasal laki2nya ahhahaha kays, see ya!

Exes?

2010-07-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

*sigh*

I've been hearing a lot of stories about people not being over their exes.

Even more than one friend of mine is having trouble with this. *sigh* Bukan plang aku malas kan mendangar masalahnya ah.. It's just that I don't see why the problems have to exist in the first place.

First of all, if you got dumped, you have to try and understand their reasons for dumping you... Durang kan bebas lah.. They don't have feelings for you anymore. They found another guy/girl (stupid reason).. Etc...

Then, lapas paham banar2 udah kenapa durang putuskan atu, the next step is to GET OVER IT..

Here's a DON'T:

- Don't keep contacting them. Apatah lagi mun durang inda melayan.. It just means that they DON'T wanna be just friends. They just wanna forget you and move on..

In the case of you being the dumper, kalau kamu atu kira kan putus skajap kah saja, then make it EXTREMELY clear that that's your plan.. Make it clear that you just need time for studies or whatever it is you're leaving them for... And if THEY don't understand, well, they should've read the first part of this blog post.. Lol.

Relationship: Halal or Haram?

2010-07-06T14:07:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! XDD

Sorry lol... Had to start my post with that..

I always check my blog before I put up any new posts and I immediately saw Zhenwei's picture, he's so cute so I had to laugh hahaha!

Anyway, I feel guilty for including that due to the nature of what I'm actually planning to write on.. Lol.. Sorry.

Hmm.. I don't know why but for some reason lately I keep bumping into these articles about whether having a relationship prior to marriage was halal or haram so I decided to write about it now.

So, most of the articles that I found say that having a relationship is haram because of what it can lead to... I totally get that.. Some people say, "Inda papa tu... Nada kami buat apa2 kali ah.." But you never know, right..

The thing is that we don't realize the sin we can commit just using our eyes, our tongue, and our intentions. One of the articles that I read said that it's okay to have a relationship if you can blind your eyes, blind your tongue, and blind your intentions from any kind of maksiat.. But that's kind of hard to do, don't you think?

I mean, what would that even mean exactly? Blind your eyes from looking at his appearance, because you're either mesmerized by his good looks or you're judging him based on appearance. But how can you avoid that?

Blind your tongue. I'm not even sure what that means. What is it that we say to our 'significant other' that we shouldn't be saying at all? I'm not even sure.

As for blinding our intentions, well, I suppose that's clear enough.. What is our intention in having a relationship with the other person? Isn't the main point of marriage is to either avoid doing any sins by doing it only with your husband/wife or to have 'eyelight' (cahaya mata XD)?

For the first reason, to avoid performing acts of sin, um, I suppose you don't have to be choosy for that.. Lol. I mean, entah.. Hahaha I'm not entirely sure what that actually means. I mean, entah.. Err.. I'm terrible at explaining myself =.="

As for the second reason, you need to make sure that you're choosing the right person to have children with, the right person who you believe will be a good father/mother to your children. But how would you even know that? You would need to make sure that you will have a good relationship with the other person in order to ensure a healthy childhood for your children..

Actually, you know what? I just solved my own problem, lol!

My point in this post was to ask how a person would know that another person would be a good partner in marriage without having a relationship prior to that..

My answer to my own question would be that being friends would be enough to know. After all, as friends, you're less likely to try to impress the other with attributes that you don't even have.

I think that you'd be more honest with a friend than with a boyfriend, you can trust a friend more because they wouldn't have much reason to betray you as long as you treat them right.

Having a boyfriend doesn't ensure happiness, after all. You're always worried about him going off with some other girl...

With a friend, you have no such worries because you don't put restraints on the other.

Wow, why didn't I think of this before? Lol! I don't even know if I'm putting my point across clearly enough for anyone else to understand..

The main point is that I understand myself wahaha~

Zhenwei Wang, Cougars and Kicks

2010-07-04T23:56:00.005+08:00

I watched The Karate Kid on Wednesday.

I mentioned in my last post that I went out with my friends.

That is what we did.. We watched a movie. The Karate Kid..

I hadn't wanted to watch it initially. I kept hearing bad reviews about it..

But it had been the birthday girl's wish so I just went along with it.. Ain't I sweet? XP

Anyway, I so did not regret watching it.. I fell in love with Dre's (the main character) counterpart, Cheng.

Cheng, who's real name is Zhenwei Wang, is so cute. And so hot doing all the kung fu stunts, the kicks and so on..

Fad didn't get it though.. Either it's because she's not that into Chinese people like I am, or she's just biased cause his character was bad in the movie.

He was kinda scary in the competition though.. Kinda like this fighting monster that wouldn't stop until it completely destroyed whatever it was fighting.

But Zhenwei was so hot doing it.. Lol!! I don't care what you say. I know he's like 14 or 15. And I know I'm 19... And I don't care if you call me a cougar for it..

What did Jacob say in the second Twilight Saga? "Age is just a number, baby." HAHA! And I don't know what it is about numbers that turn people off anyway.

Just because a guy is older than you doesn't make him more mature. And just because a guy is younger than you, it doesn't make him less experienced.. You never know, you might be surprised at the great potential you turn down because of his age.

Sorry for the ranting. Was just talking about this with mom this afternoon after watching the iklan for Cougar Town lol...

Anywho, my point is that Zhenwei, regardless of his age and race, is totally cute and was pretty hot when he did the chopping kick. And if he was 19, I'd love him even more. ;D

I miss doing the chopping kick. I took tae kwon do lessons when I was in Form 3 with my cousins. My kick wasn't perfect but I could definitely kick higher then compared to know. I could even almost do the split.. Instead, just last year, I sent my sensei, or senpai or whatever lol, flying during one of our karate sessions. *sigh* Miss the old days.

SMARTER performance

2010-06-29T12:38:00.003+08:00

On the 3rd of July, SMARTER is going to have a sort of camp-out for the students.

They're gonna organize a lot of activities for the kids. One of these activities is a performance.

Hand-miming. Pernah jua kamu meliat kali ah yang performance yang nampak tangan ganya atu... The hands act out whatever the story is.

We're doing that. The performance is actually only for the siblings of the students. Inda cukup urang tapinya yatah aku kana suruh ikut. It's actually pretty cool.

They gave us all white gloves and we're performing under purple UV lights. We're gonna wear all black so that the audience can't see us.

We're performing a song. What was the name of the song again? I forgot. Jap ah.. Google dulu :D

Found it! It's The Gift by Jimmy Osmond..

Aww.. Baik jua si Amal atu mencarikan videonya untuk kamu... HAHA macam apa~

Anyway, the performance is nice. Our practice last night was actually pretty good.. Hopefully we'll do just as good without having to look at the mirror...

In addition to the practice, siuk kami bemain di centre ah.. We have to wait until everybody comes before we can start so we take advantage of people's tardiness to play around.

There's this giant trampoline that is like, awesome to play on. And they have this box filled with small balls which is awesome to jump into! And ada macam ayun-ayun which is awesome to play on!!

I'm getting way too excited. Lol.

Knight & Day

2010-06-28T23:40:00.003+08:00

So this afternoon, I went to watch Knight & Day with my two cousins and a couple of friends.

Actually, I've heard a lot of bad comments about it.. Ramai urang keborengan.. :[ But there were some good reviews as well so malas tia ku ingau...

Liat saja sendiri... Inda ja? lol (for those who haven't watched the movie, please stop reading cause there are going to be spoilers)

I actually LOVED the movie. It's really, really funny.

Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz work well together and I just love their characters.

I think that, in the theatre today, only Irah, my friend and I were lmao-ing the whole time.

There were just too many funny parts. Like when Cameron's character, June, got high on some truth serum.

I loved the part where Roy (Tom, duh) was counting to three and June just panicked and got out of their cover too early and when Roy called her name and she started shooting everywhere :D

Loved when Roy landed on top of the car while she was driving from the backseat. And when Roy followed her everywhere to keep her safe. Oh, I LOVE the fact that he did everything to make sure June got home safely.

I LOVE TOM CRUISE! HAHAHA! He's so cute man.. I don't care how old he is. He's funny and cute and awesome. I love when he drugged Cameron and held her in his arms. Wow. *drools* I love when all the bad guys thought he was dead and he was standing on the roof of Antonio What's-His-Name looking all hot XD

My favorite, favorite part was this (or something like this. I'm too lazy to check for the actual quote :P):

June: Roy.

Roy: Not now, June. Come on. *rushes off to hide near the entrance*

June: Roy. *whispers*

Roy: Come on, June! *beckons*

June: Roy. You don't seem very happy to see me.

Roy: *pauses, then walks over to June slowly* I'm. Very happy, to see you. *kisses June*

XD Awwwww... OMG. So sweet meh.. lol! Lovin' it!!

Carbonara? I wanted lasagna! ;'(

2010-06-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

First of all, let me rant..

I'm a hypocrite, lol. I know that..

I know that I get upset when the person I'm upset with doesn't realise that I'm upset or can't tell what I'm upset about..

Recently, I've been trying to change that.. But apparently, my friend has seen fit to balas arah aku... Not that he/she/it pernah merasai pulang aku sasak atu...

I think I kind of hurt his/her/its feelings tapi ia cakap it's okay and told me to forget it.. Fine, I tried.. But then, he/she/it ani macam lain tia cara ya melayan aku...

I mean, we have kind of a laidback relationship. Chill saja bah.. We're not usually serious around each other lol... So ani macam entah.. He/she/it is acting like he/she/it's fine but caranya betext in a different way.

Apakan aku ah.. I know. I sound like a high school girl complaining about her boyfriend XD But I don't normally have this kind of problem with my friends. =.= So yatah aku macam blank sikit HAHAHA~

Okay whatever... I've gotten that out of my system. Now on to the topic of discussion..

The other day I got some food from my quarter, si Fad.. She'd made oreo cake pudding and showed me the picture so I was so very the teseliur that I asked her to make some for me. Well, kind of begged plang hahah yes, aku inda tau malu... Whatever...

Anyway, skalinya masatu aku ambil... Tapi rupanya her cousin took it and she had to give me the strawberry pudding thing instead.. Lupaku namanya. Nyaman plang. And if you guys saw my status that night, I now know how strawberry covered in chocolate tastes like. *is proud*

BUT, I was supposed to deliver to Aidah jua HAHAHA tapi aher udah.. Sorry Aidah..

Fad also inserted "lasagna"nya. I was so excited to eat it.. So the next afternoon, baru ku makan.. Kira out of guilt that Aidah didn't get her pudding cause kami takut bangas if wait the next day to antar arah ia. Sorry again, my friend!! ;P

Skalinya aku makan.. It tasted lain wa. Even looked different.. So not lasagna man.. But I ate anyway. Actually aku inda kenyamanan langsung, sorry to say lol... Inda ku teabis sebenarnya.

Later on, I found out rupanya banar bukan lasagna HAHAHAHAHA dayum~

It turned out to be carbonara, which I actually told Fad the day before I didn't really like lol... Patuttah..

It's not that I'm insulting Fad's cooking. It's just that I really don't like carbonara. Just like I don't like cheese but I will eat it when my sister makes her specialty cake and pudding, both of which have an abundance of cheese on them. Lol...

So, note to you guys, I don't like cheese or carbonara lol... OR butter chicken or butter milk chicken or whatever yang buttery atu hahaha butter bun and butter milk bun saja aku suka :P

Anyway, thanks Fad SO MUCH for the food.. Even though I don't like carbonara and I didn't get the oreo pudding, your efforts meant a lot.. No wonder you're my quarter hehehe but you should feel lucky yang ko bukan my real sister cause otherwise, I will make you cook for me all the time hahahaha!

And Aidah, sorry you didn't get the pudding hehehehe love you! XD

Before I go...

2010-05-29T11:56:00.002+08:00

I'm really starting to enjoy writing in this blog again.. :D

Anyway, I'm going to KL this afternoon.. The flight is at 3 and we're going to the airport at 1.

The reason we're going there is because we're sending my brother off to study at MMU... I'm so envious~

The funny thing is that he doesn't really wanna go... I wanna go... I guess we don't all get what we want.. Lol..

So we're all going except for my oldest sister, my youngest sister and my grandmother... I'm sorry, Syakirah.. For leaving you with them. :\

She came to my room before she went to school a few minutes ago... She had tears in her eyes. She's so gonna miss our brother... As will I... We're both really sad about losing him :(

I'm kind of annoyed, to tell the truth, when urang bekirim barang arah aku... Cause I'm not going there for a holiday. This will a bit of an emotional trip for me because of a few reasons.

My brother and I went out tadi on a few errands. Abang was so emo tadi lol. He's really gonna miss a lot of things. And a lot of things are gonna miss him back. (List includes people.)

Well, lunch is over... It's a quarter past 12.. We're leaving at 1. So I should pack up the last of my stuff and get ready. Bye. :P

Bored Out Of My Mind

2010-05-27T14:58:00.006+08:00

You might say I'm not grateful for the break.

You'd be wrong. I'm happy to get a break from school...

But.. six months? Six whole months? Of nothing to do? Of having no obligations?

For six whole months, there has hardly been a break from the monotous existence of Krae A. Fitr...

There was, of course, the volunteer work at PE. But after a while, even there I became lifeless. The place became more of a hangout pad outside of home.

I have gone out several times, but not very often.. At most, I'd go out to pick up my sister from school... I don't really consider that as going out, though. I'm not often allowed to go out..

I need a reason to go out, unless I'm out with one of my older siblings. I'm not doing ANYTHING here. I am bored of being in the TV room where other people have control over which channels to watch.. I'm bored of sitting around and staring at the TV and I've run out of books to read..

I'm left alone to wallow in the misery that often accompanies a significant period of time spent in boredom.

Yes, people. I am miserable. I am cranky. I am super lazy. And, more than that, I. Am. BORED..

I don't even have anything to blog about anymore. Look at the topic of this entry. I'm blogging about BEING BORED!! That.. is how bored I am.

Here's an image of what I'm doing exactly right now:

Sitting in the TV room. The TV is off... There is no one about.. If anyone entered the room, they would hear only the tapping of my fingers on the keyboard and the background noise of the air-conditioner... I am now typing this blog entry with all the relish of someone who literally has nothing better to do... In another tab of this same window in which I type, is a dress up game waiting to be played.. Yes, I am currently playing a dress up game. Before that, I was playing an online tetris game. My earpiece is plugged into my ears and music is playing, currently I am listening to Away From The Sun by 3 Doors Down..

Oh. My. God..

I'm getting desperate, aren't I?..

I don't even wanna stop writing in this entry because it would mean that I would have to find something else to do other than dressing up naked dolls online.

Lol... That was funny. At least, to me it is.

I'll stop now before you actually start to feel sorry for me.

Bye. xD

Bowling?

2010-05-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

This afternoon, a bunch of us went bowling.

There were 12 of us, to be exact.. So we used two lanes, six people to each lane.

With me were Abel, my bro, his girlfriend, Irah and Aziz.. My brother, Abel and Aziz made up the assets of our group..

Needless to say, Irah, Abang's girlfriend and I were the worst.. =D At the end of the first game, abang's girlfriend and I would've tied at the bottom with 38 points, but I got a free strike lol!

Our lane was so suck-ish meh.. At first, there were no problems. Tapi makin aher, makin memalui bah lane ah.. -.-' We kept getting free pins and stuff cause when the pins were being placed, some of them fell by themselves -.-'

Of course, our group lost to my sister's, since only half of us were actually any good haha! But abang got the highest individual score of 121 points. Curse my brain and its calculating-ness cause immediately aku teclick, square root of 11. HAHA panat.. Sampat gi tu...

It was really fun!! We kept taunting the other group and stuff... Suruh masuk lungkang lah apa. Rugged.. hahaha apakan..

Anyway, err, I guess that's all?

Bye! =D

"Life"

2010-05-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

Life. Awesome thing, isn't it?

The board game, The Game of Life, I mean.. Not life in general... :D

We were playing it tonight.. My two sisters, my two cousins, and me. All girls.

My older sister and one of my cousins decided to change their habits and went straight to work while I decided, for once, to go to school...

My sister got twins and a boy, my cousin got twins and a girl, and then she decided to adopt MORE twins. Crazy~ =.=" I mean, she was ACTIVE! And when her "active-ness" didn't help her to produce more offspring, she decided to adopt!! Crrraaaazy~

My little sister, as usual, played a gay couple. I played a lesbian couple. Wanna know why? Cause my crazy cousin made me gay by having so many kids -.-' Not that I hate kids. I LOVE kids. I want kids. And the fact is, I probably got jealous LOL! I ended up with no kids whatsoever, but I did somehow manage to get a granddaughter... Weird O_O

My sister, the older one, got a grandchild as well... She thinks my cousin's daughter screwed around with her son.. That's right.. It wasn't her son screwing around with the girl... It was the other way around.. Hahaha oh well~~~

Oh, she was an entertainer at first, and my cousin was an athlete. But then, my cousin got fired as an athlete and became a salesperson.. I think she might've broken her leg or something, that's why. Later, my sister lost her job as an entertainer, probably cause she wasn't very entertaining =P so she ended up being an athlete! How ironic is life~

We invested around a little, and when my other cousin, who wasn't playing, spun the Wheel of Life, she didn't land any of us any money and we're like, oh come on!! So she spun again, and I won!! And I got $50, 000... Awesome, right??

So, wouldn't you guys like to know who is my cousin who went crazy with the kids and made me all jealous? I'll tell you later... I'm sure most of you guys know her... :P That was a really big clue already, by the way.

Oh, we all sued each other... That was fun.. Well, I only got to sue once, and I sued my cousin with all the kids cause she had a lot of kids and she had just finished unsuccessfully suing me. Nice, right? Mwahahhaha~

Oh, I totally landed the jackpot.. I found hidden treasure or something worth $500,000!!! That was cool...

My sister was the first to retire and she, very wisely, chose to go to the safehouse, wherever that was, to keep her assets safe. My other cousin, who played but I didn't mention much about, went to live in the Mansion and add to her assets BUT she shouldn't have. My younger sister and I stole her assets cause they weren't safe. ;)

Anyway, my younger sister and my cousin with the kids both bought a lakeside cabin.. Not sure why. They also bought a sailboat each to go with it.. Crazy, right? I'm pretty sure it was their kids fooling around with their money. So HA! You guys shouldn't have had so many kids in the first place -.-'

Okay, I'll stop being bitter about it lol~ I mean, it's not like i didn't try, right?? I even went down the Family Path.. Nothing worked.. Oh well... I guess it just wasn't my fate this time.

On a brighter note, I won!! =P With $640, 000... Awesome~ And my unmentioned cousin lost with absolutely nothing, no money, no debts. Oh well, sorry cuz..

Oh, before I forget, the cousin with all the kids? Si Irah, or Dirah as most of you know her... Wahahahaha~ I sued you cousin!! And nobody believed you when you said I was rich.. To their peril!!! Mwahahahhaha!

End..

Getting Rid of Boredom

2010-05-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum, s'up? XD

Just discovered Potter Puppet Pals on YouTube. How slow of me~ Yang kan ku liat ani kana upload in 2007 haha! I miss watching Harry Potter... When is the last one coming out again? Harry Potter is probably one of the first novels yang ku pernah baca :D *is proud*

Anyway, I'm going to the library tomorrow to get a cd from Fad.. The Fall... Awesome! hahaha kata Fad Lee Pace is 15/10... Should mean something, right? XD

By the way, you guys should search for Mysterious Ticking Noise on YouTube and watch the Potter Puppet Pals version lol!! So funny :p Alang2 jua, check out their video, Discovering Ebay haha

I watched Ironman II kemarin.. The first one was definitely better... Even though I missed the first half hour, thanks to urang atu (-.-), my bro said it wasn't worth it anyway lol katanya Ip Man gi siuk~ So I'm trying to get my future brother-in-law to lanja kami meliat wahaha~

I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT.. hahahahahhahaa~

Oh, I watched The Time Traveller's Wife. I cried at the end XP Masa baca bukunya pun ku menangis~ LOL! But it was awesome :)

I'm getting bored lately. You know what I did on Friday night? Aku salin balik textbook science adiku -.-' EVERYTHING in it.. Well, just whatever was on the cover and the copyright thingy on the first page. Baru mula bah.. hahahaha~

I wanna get a hamster... But a hamster's normal lifespan is like 2-3 years. Menangis ku karang mun ia mati -.-

Hmm.. I've been presented with two choices now lol.. To get an HND in management and then a degree in social work in Malaysia, atau ambil degree in Psychology di Brunei pastu ambil Masters in Social Work nanti... Not sure yet whether that's possible but my mum says it is. I guess I don't mind.. Ganya aku mau jua merasai belajar luar negeri... Even if it's only in Malaysia :\ But I don't deny that studying in Brunei would be easier, sama lagi murah.. Hmm.. Will think more on this tomorrow.

Okay, nothing else I guess. Bye :]

"That Ain't Cool" / Koda Kumi ft. Fergie

2010-03-23T18:47:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hey guys. Long time no see :P Ada kah inda jua kana baca ni... I'm just updating cause Aidah thinks my blog is dead and she wants it alive again.. Plus, I've been doing these music shuffle memes today and I really wanna post one myself hehehe... Layan saja tia.

1. Put your playlist on "shuffle".
2. For each question, skip to the next song to get your answer. You must use the title of that song as your answer, no matter how silly it may sound.

Warning awal2.. I MIGHT cheat a bit with some of the questions just so the answer will somewhat make sense :] wahaha~

1. What would you say if someone were to say, "Is this o.k.?"
"I Melt With You" / Bowling For Soup
(Keyword: With.. I.e. if it makes you melt, I'll melt with you :D)

2. What do you like in a guy / girl?
"Missin' You" / Super Junior

3. How do you feel today?
"Appreciate" / Nicholas Jonas
(I appreciate the fragility of children more :D)

4. What is your life's purpose?
"Low" / Flo-Rida ft. T-Pain

5. What is your motto?
"Fences" / Paramore

6. What do your friends think of you?
"The One That You Love" / Air Supply

7. What do you think of your parents?
"This Is The Life" / Hannah Montana

8. What do you often think about?
"Lies" Remix / Big Bang

9. What is 2 + 2?
"The Reason" / Hoobastank

10. What do you think of your best friend?
"I Can't Stay Away" / The Veronicas
(Err... No comment hahahah)

11. What do you think of the person you like?
Mortal Combat
(=.=")

12. What is your life story?
"One Love" / Arashi
(Not really~)

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Dragostea Din Tei" / O-Town
(Not that I know what it means.)

14. What comes to mind when you see the person you like?
"I Want Your Soul" / Armand Van Helden
(Not that dramatic, I'm sure :D)

15. What do your parents think of you?
"Crazy" / KC & Jojo

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
"I've Been Waiting For You" / Guys Next Door
(At least, it's an appropriate song lol)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
"Breathe" / Faith Hill

18. What is your hobby / interest?
"Tri-Angle" / DBSK
(No... Luckily, I'm not interested in triangles =p)

19. What do you think of your friends?
"Bersamamu" / Siti Sarah

20. What is the worst that could happen?
"And Then We Kiss" / Britney Spears

21. How will you die?
"Losing You" / Busted

22. What is the one thing you regret most?
"Coward" / SS501

23. What makes you laugh?
"Hands Clean" / Alanis Morissette
(Don't see anything funny about that O_O)

24. What makes you cry?
"Kitto Daijoubu" / Arashi

25. Will you ever get married?
"Traffic" / Marie Digby
(Lovin' this answer XD)

26. What scares you the most?
"Down For The Count" / Bowling For Soup

27. Does anyone like you?
"Segalanya" / Siti Nurhaliza, Ning Baizura, Siti Sarah, Liza Hanim & Misha Omar

28. If you could go back in time, what would you change?
"You And I" / Tatu

29. What hurts right now?
"Again" / SS501

30. What will you post this as?
"That Ain't Cool" / Koda Kumi ft. Fergie

July Updates

2009-07-30T19:44:00.005+08:00

Hey! Assalamualaikum :D

Okay, I have NOT updated this blog since FOREVER... Malas ku bah hahah eventhough I HAVE had a few things worth updating about..

Anyway, the reason for this post is just to update you on a few things.

i. We celebrated Irah's birthday on 30th June by watching Transformers at the Mall. Awesome! Loved the first movie, LOVED the second!!

ii. On 10th July was Heechul's birthday. I wrote a YeChul fanfic! =D Okay, it's a gay fanfic. Manasaja tia. Lol.

iii. 15th July - Sultan's birthday. Also my "aunt" from USA. That's cool. Her birthday on my holiday. Kekeke...

iv. 18th - Irah's dad's birthday. We celebrated at my house. Cake was nyummy!

v. 23rd was Syakirah's birthday. We celebrated on Saturday. Kesian baby ku eh.. Not really much of a celebration. Her friends weren't much help at all. Payah jua tu... T__T' My poor, poor sayang.

vi. Yesterday was my mum's birthday. Yay! Happy birthday mummy! We love you!!! Hari Sabtu baru kami sambut bisai2.

vii. Oh, oh. Also, my cousins went crazy in my room last night and performed this:

They are so crazy XD

Okay bah.. Atu saja a. I hope some of you are happy that I finally updated xP

Oh, by the way. Aku abiz credit. Ada urang mau transfer? hahahahahahaha

Bah Assalamualaikum~

Anger Control

2009-05-23T22:18:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I felt really angry at someone the other day and basically told him that I hated him. I got over it the next day and decided to just forget all about the guy and move on with my life. Tapinya udah atu, I felt kinda of guilty.

What right have I to be angry at another person?? I'm not perfect.. Semua jua urang buat salah, whether they realize it or not.. I always hate it when people get angry over stupid reasons. Inda ku tau lah a kalau sebab ku kan marah atu talur kah inda a.

People always get angry over unnecessary things. Sometimes it's just part of their nature. Aku nada hak kan bagi apa2 komen arah durang. What they do is none of my business. All I can do is to deal with the situation as best as I can.. Macam keluar topik plang aku ni... =.="

Anyway, my question is, cana kita kan tau alasan kita untuk marah atu reasonable atau inda? The problem is that everyone has different beliefs of what is accounted as reasonable and what is not.. And who's to say which is right?? Ada kita cakap tu nanti, "Skadar jua ya marah ani eh.." But maybe for that person, it's a perfectly reasonable reason to be angry.

All we can do is to learn to control our anger... But then again, kadang-kadang urang inda sadar yang ya tu marah.. Ugh.. So confusing~ T__T

So, here's a few tips to help you to control your emotions if you think you've got a real bad temper... Credits for these techniques - apa.org

i. Breathe deeply, from your diaphragm; benafas dari dada is not relaxing. Picture your breath coming up from your "gut."

ii. Slowly repeat a calm word or phrase such as "relax," "take it easy." Cakap balik2 sambil benafas dalam2..

iii. Use imagery; visualize a relaxing experience, samaada dari ingatan atau imaginasi...

iv. Nonstrenuous, slow yoga-like exercises can relax your muscles and make you feel much calmer. (Ooo... Religious cult!! XD)

Usually, angry people tend to curse a lot with plenty of colourful language. You get overly dramatic in your thoughts. Here's another tip from the same website:

instead of telling yourself, "oh, it's awful, it's terrible, everything's ruined," tell yourself, "it's frustrating, and it's understandable that I'm upset about it, but it's not the end of the world and getting angry is not going to fix it anyhow."

Remind yourself that getting angry is not going to fix anything, that it won't make you feel better (and may actually make you feel worse).

Sentiasa ingat ni: "Every problem has a solution".. Marah2 ganya won't solve the problem and you know it too...

"Silly humor" can help defuse rage in a number of ways... When you get angry and call someone a name or refer to them in some imaginative phrase, stop and picture what that word would literally look like... Do this whenever a name comes into your head about another person... This will take a lot of the edge off your fury; and humor can always be relied on to help unknot a tense situation.

Remember, you can't eliminate anger—and it wouldn't be a good idea if you could. In spite of all your efforts, things will happen that will cause you anger; and sometimes it will be justifiable anger. Life will be filled with frustration, pain, loss, and the unpredictable actions of others. You can't change that; but you can change the way you let such events affect you. Controlling your angry responses can keep them from making you even more unhappy in the long run.

This totally made me feel better... Lol... Thank goodness for blogs~

Assalamualaikum ;)

Stress Tag =D

2009-05-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

Anda sedang berada di sekolah, menunggu ayahanda yang lewat menjemput. tiba2.. exkekasih datang menyapa anda.. bagaimana kah reaksi anda?

1. Baby sayang intan payung~
-Wth.. Apa ko panggil aku a? O_O

2. Pemarah jua baby ani.. Inda berubah2..
-What?? Sejak bila aku pemarah arah ko ani eh??

3. Awu wah.. Me tau me salah.. Me sakitkan hati you.. Soryy..
-Ani barutah ko kan cakap sorry? Antam tah biskita

4. Kenapa you sorang2 ani? balum balik?
-Nada~ Aku suka sorang2 bah.. Paham kah tu?.. Ertinya aku mo ko lari...

5. Me rindu you..
-Brigali sul mu a.

6. Sanang you lupakn me ah? Padahal dulu you janji inda tinggalkan me and lupakan me?
-Ko jua yang sanang2 mereplace aku... Aku pulang yang lupakan ko ani?

7. You buat me sengsara lapas you tinggalkan me.. You salah, you bertanggungjawab!
-Excuse me? Hahahahahha mua mu a!

8. Me tau kenapa you lupakan me. You ada laki2/bini2 lain kan?;
-Inda pun.. Like I said, ko yang skajap mreplace aku...

9. Banarlah tu? Siapa bf/gf baru you a? Apa istimewanya smpai me kalah?
-Majal banar si tamparan ani...

10. Me kan tampar tu laki2/bini2 aa, biar ia jangan kcw you lagi.
-Tampar tah pulang. Aku lagi inda tau sapa laki2 a. Mencari tah kau...

11. You masih ingat yang first time tani dating bawah pokok pisang?
-Prasahan ku the only place kita "dating" ani di mall ganya~ nada ku tenampak pokok dalam mall atu...

12. Me masih rindu bau perfume you, tangan you yang halus, pipi you yang chubby..
-Nada ku memakai perfume nya mu... And excuse me? Chubby? Ko ucap aku lampuh kah??

13. You mau go back sama me?
-Inda

14. You tau ka yang me ni bnar2 kan you?
-Ya kan? Inda nampak pun..

15. Me pernah hantar surat cinta arah you.. ada you bca? Ngalih me menulis tu..
-Adakan? Nada ku tau... Jaket ku mana? Dari masatu dah ku menunggu...

16. Nah, kerita babah kan tu, me buka kan pintu kerita aa, and bekenalan sama babah. hehe.
-Antah kau... Agatah ko balik kli eh.. Kana tembak ko karang, bukan aku punya pasal tu...

_______________________________________

Hahhahaha saja membuang stress =)

Assalamualaikum.

Really my last post

2009-05-13T22:32:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Surprise. Surprise. I couldn't resist posting one last time. I promise that this time, banar-banar yang ke-last!! I swear!!! My exam starts on Friday, for crying out loud.. It's Zimah's fault for giving me the idea to post this piccy here.

The piccy was taken after my traditional dance practice which was, I must say, syok banar... Not that I didn't enjoy it before but this week's practice was just really fun for me. I like~

I've taken up the habit of lying around and treating the school like my home every afternoon when I go home at 5. It really is comfy. Unfortunately, Tiah cakap nada tatatertib or whatever so she eventually moved her stuff away and sat a few feet away from me so as to disassociate herself from my "rude" behaviour...

Hahhahaha no comment.. I enjoy it so I don't care. Ada ku cakap dah kah betapa minatnya aku kan tidur?.. Lolz.. In fact, Izzul even pointed that out to me today. He reminded me of when I ws practically sleeping during a test on Russia in one of the remedial afternoon classes. Kekeke... Ada urang meliat rupanya~

How ironic is it that I fell asleep on the test on Russian revolutions in the remedial class and I also fell asleep during the test for the SAME topic this week? Hahahha yeah.. Cematulah..

Assalamualaikum :)

Belated Birthdays!

2009-05-10T19:45:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday was the birthday of so many people! Like, apakan.. Lawa sangat kah tarikh kemarin atu?.. Lol! Sasak aku a~ Anyway... Who are these people born on this special day?

1. My daddy!

2. Syukur - my precious little cousin!!

3. My adopted abang!

4. Uh, my ex... Yeah.. He greeted me on my birthday so I'm being nice and including him here~

Okay, the only reason I'm blogging about this is because I get to bunuh dua ekor burung menggunakan seketul batu... As in, since there are a lot of people celebrating their birthday yesterday, it's not like I'm giving up a whole post for just one person..

Not that all you people are NOT special!!! Aku sayang kamu semua! I really do!!! Nganya aku ni pemalas wawawa... And now I'm blogging because I'm supposed to do my English homework but I'm so blank about it that I got bored.. :D

Sebenarnya I was gonna dedicate this post to Eunhyuk of Super Junior for no particular reason lol!!! Daripada orang yang tidak dikenali secara langsung, bektah aku buat pasal ani kan.. Hahahha~

Anyway, to people whose birthdays were yesterday, bukan saja empat urang yang kana sabut di atas, but to everyone yang terasa, happy belated birthday! Aku sedekah doa saja a. I'm flat broke at the moment.. Well, inda plang but yeah..

You all know the standard birthday prayer so I don't think it's necessary to type it all down here.

And that's it..

Assalamualaikum! ;)

Natasha Bedingfield - Angel

2009-05-08T15:30:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum =p

I'm listening to Angel by Natasha Bedingfield at the moment.. On repeat.. It's just so awesome that I feel like sharing it with everybody ~_~

Natasha Bedingfield - Angel Video

Lyrics (courtesy of azlyrics.com):

A.n.g.e.l
A.n.g.e.l

Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I want a be your zone
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man

[Chorus:]
If I could be your angel (your angel, your angel)
Protect you from the pain (from the pain, oh)
I'll keep you safe from danger (from danger, from danger)
You'll never hurt again (no more)
I'll be your
A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'm gonna be your A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'll be your angel

Just like the moon
I'll step aside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
It is with all the props
You're everything I'm not
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man

[Chorus]

Tell me why there's so many good men
Men in the world misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You're gonna have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need

So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, put your hands up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, stand up
Come on girl, and stand up

[Chorus]

[Thanks to Annette for these lyrics]
[Thanks to Alison, Shoshanah for correcting these lyrics]

Download link:
airmp3

Roadtrip!!

2009-04-30T23:30:00.003+08:00

Basically, this is a tag post.. =D

You and you friends go on a roadtrip !

You can bring '6' friends, who are they?
1. Syakirah
2. Er-er
3. Poo-poo
4. Jat-jat
5. Fad
6. Tiah

Where are you guys headed for?
We have nowhere in mind.. Jalan2 saja buat bodoh ahha

You rent a van, there are only 6 seats. the best driver is driving...

Driving: Jat-jat.. (He's the only one getting a license anytime soon ;D)
Shotgun: Poo-poo (The rest of us would feel weird hahah)
Second Row Right: Er-er
Second Row Left: Syakirah
Back Row Right: Tiah
Back Row Left: Fad
ON THE FLOOR: Me.. Either I'm too nice or they're too mean ahhaha

I N . T H E . M O R N I N G

Who brought nothing?
Syakirah.. She'll probably use my stuff =.="

Who got car sick?
Me. I get sick easily~

Who makes you pull over so they can go pee in the woods?
Syakirah ahahha totally!

L U N C H T I M E

You stop for lunch, where at?
JOLLIBEE!!

Who forgets their food under the seat and causes an ant problem?
Syakirah =.="

A T . T H E . M O T E L
You rent two rooms, each has one double bed but only one has an extra cot.
Where does everyone sleep, and who is stuck sleeping out in the van?
Probably Tiah and Fad together (La ila ha illallah bisingnya tu karang beklaie hahaha), Irah, Syakirah and I will share the bed in the other room, Poo-poo gets the cot, Jat2 sleeps in the van kekeke..

I N . T H E . M O R N I N G
Who takes over 3 hours to get ready?
Tiah.. Too much bodycare products lol!

Who complains that the bagels are moldy?
Either me, Fad or Tiah X) and definitely Syakirah..

Y O U . G O . T O . A N . A M U S E M E N T . P A R K
Who goes on the roller coaster 37 times in a row?
Not me @_@'

Who sits on the merry-go-round the whole time?
Me and Syakirah and maybe Poo-poo =D

Who goes straight to the snack bar and gets a large popcorn, some cotton candy, an order of fries, 2 hotdogs?
Me & Irah hehehe

B A C K . A T . T H E . M O T E L

Who goes right to sleep?
Maybe me and/or Syakirah

Who's building a fort?
Why would any of us build a fort?

Who's crying because they want to go home?
Syakirah x)

T.H.E D.R.I.V.E H.O.M.E

Who sleeps the whole way home?
Me!

Who blasts music?
Irah and Tiah

Who wont shut up?
Tiah and Fad

You hit a huge bump in the road, whose pop goes?
Whose what goes?

Who's excited the most upon seeing a road sign that says you're almost home?
Jat2 x? Considering he's the driver... hahaha

*end of post*

Salah liat jam

2009-03-09T10:40:00.004+08:00

You know, last night, aku ni macam si banar kan sembahyang Isya. Then, tau2, alum lgi masuk waktunya~ Toing~ Macam..... Apakan.. Hahah I thought it was 7.45 but actually it was probably around 7.15 wahahhahhaha!!!! Sasat dah tu... Wrong direction.. I bet if it was a compass, I would be completely lost somewhere in the jungle by now~ T___T Aish.. How embarrassing~

Tagged by Hyoo

2009-03-08T14:21:00.003+08:00

The rules:
Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
Tag your friends (let them know they've been tagged).
Once tagged, you gotta do it too.

My choice: Super Junior and all its subgroups

1. Male or female?
Twins

2. Describe yourself
Me

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Lovely Day

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Over

5. Describe your current relationship.
Midnight Fantasy

6. Where would you want to be now?
Disco Drive

7. How do you feel about love?
Endless Moment

8. What's your life like?
Miracle

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
L.O.V.E.

10. Say something wise.
Believe

I tag Wee-wee! And whoeer else that wants to do this =D

Damn

2009-02-23T19:35:00.003+08:00

Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap.

On a lighter note, I guess I have some reason to celebrate today :)

I have a one-year anniversary! Yay! I have officially been single for a WHOLE YEAR now! Whoo!!! Like, awesome!!!!! Hahaha... Maybe that's not really a cause for celebration but it's awesome so whatever ;p

*End of Post*

Defending "Ambuyat"

2009-02-17T16:59:00.003+08:00

I just got sent an email by my mom. I don't know if someone sent it to her or she found it and decided to spread it herself... It's an article on Brunei, more specifically on our national cuisine, "Ambuyat".

The article is located here. But then, we ALL know that you're too lazy to go check it out.. So I'll just copy-paste it here.

Not your sweet sago pudding
Accidental Gourmet

Published:Jun 22, 2008

If Bruneians want to expand tourism, they’ll need to hide their national speciality.

I saw the sultan of Brunei the other day. He walked right by me as he entered a national Qur’an reading contest.

I wanted to ask the sultan a key question about his country’s cuisine: Hey, sultan, why can’t a man worth 22-billion, whose 400-million palace has a 110-car garage and 257 bathrooms, afford a better national dish?

It’s called ambuyat. Don’t look for it at an ethnic restaurant near you soon. It’s not going anywhere, and it’s here for reasons only historians and the streets’ starving cats can appreciate.

After four days in Brunei, I’d describe ambuyat (pronounced om-BOO-yacht) as a big pile of gelatinous, transparent goo dipped in coagulating blood.

First, a little background. During World War II occupation, the Japanese controlled Brunei’s rice paddies and cut off the food supply. One of the lone food sources was found inside the sago trees that fill Brunei’s jungles.

For centuries the Penan people, an indigenous, nomadic tribe who roam the jungles of Borneo, have lived off the sago tree. They still do. During a three-day trek through the jungles of Malaysian Borneo, I came across a Penan family squatting next to a stack of sago pulp.

They put what looked like leafy sawdust in a wooden bowl the size of a rubbish bin and pounded it into small chunks. They then mix it with hot water and the result is a starchy mass that has all the daily nutrients of raw lard.

Brunei, however, has advanced a bit since World War II. With the discovery of oil in 1929, Shell and the beloved sultan have put petrol in every pot. Shaped like two humps on a camel and occupying a small corner of Borneo’s northwest coast, Brunei has gone from a backwater British protectorate to a thriving Islamic republic of 375000 people with a glittering capital and prosperous economy.

Don’t believe me? What’d you pay for petrol this week? Exactly.

The sultan wants to expand tourism, and while he won’t open Hard Rock Brunei any time soon, he is promoting his country’s history. Part of that history is ambuyat. Tourism has grown 7% a year. I’m assuming ambuyat has nothing to do with it.

To try ambuyat, I went to a food-court stall where it was not pictured among the 31 dishes on the menu. No wonder. A picture in focus would scare off wharf rats.

Two young female cooks invited me into the kitchen to watch the process. It was little different from how the Penans make it. Ema poured a bag of sago that looked like blue-cheese crumbles into a pot of boiling water. She stirred for 60 seconds.

She handed me the result and the necessary dipping sauce, binjai, a gross mixture of chillies, salt and what looked like last week’s tomato soup. Hunks of bulbous matter floated in an orange- brown sea of repugnant fluids.

I was handed chopsticks , around which I was to twist the gooey ambuyat and then dip into the sauce.

The slimy mess slid down my throat like crushed, larvae-coated insect embryos. The sour binjai made my face wrinkle as if I woke up in a dairy farm. I looked over, and a young woman in a head scarf couldn’t stop laughing.

I tried it without the sauce and the ambuyat had no taste. None. But without the lubricating sauce, it nearly stuck halfway down my throat.

So hats off to Brunei for surviving World War II, where ambuyat was probably a tougher obstacle than the Japanese. But if the sultan invites you to the palace, forget the five swimming pools and 564 chandeliers. If ambuyat is on his menu, don’t go. — The Denver Post

Kurang ajar kah inda tu?..

If you do decide to check out the link, there is a picture of the guy who wrote the article. Of course, typical Westerner... Looking down on a cuisine enjoyed by a whole nation.. Well, most of it anyway. How would he feel if we decided to bash bread or something? Lol!!!

* * * * * * * * * *

On a lighter note, Mu came to PTEK today. Awesome! Haven't seen her in ages! When she saw me, she went up to me and I got mad at her for not telling me about transferring and she brushed it off and asked me about Hot Stuff!!! Kekeke... So funny~

And I've been saying the word random A LOT lately. I have no idea why.
Speakin of random, I find the words squatting and totter really funny hahaha!

*end of post*

2009-01-31T17:15:00.004+08:00

01) Bold what is true about you.
02) Italicize what is half true.
03) Colour what you wish was true about you.
04) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
05) Tag five people.

I tag WHOEVER READS THIS! merati kamu??? it MEANS, you HAVE to do it if you read it.. MWAHAHAHAHHA!!!!! I will seriously cry if you guys don't do this T^T BUZZ!! BUAT NI!!!

• I miss somebody right now.
• I don't watch much TV these days.
• I own lots of books.
• I wear glasses or contact lenses.
• I love to play video games.
• I've tried marijuana.
• I've watched porn movies.
• I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
• I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
• I curse sometimes.
• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
• I have broken someone's bones.
• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
• I hate the rain.
• I'm paranoid at times.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I need/want money right now.
• I love sushi.
• I talk really, really fast.
• I have fresh breath in the morning.
• I have long hair.
• I have lost money in Las Vegas.
• I have at least one sibling.
• I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
• I like the way that I look.
• I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
• I am usually pessimistic.
• I have a lot of mood swings.
• I think prostitution should be legalized.
• I slept with a roommate.
• I have a hidden talent.
• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
• I have a lot of friends.
• I have pecked someone of the same sex.
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
• love to shop and/or window shop.
• I'm obsessed with my Blog/Livejournal/MySpace.
• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
• I'm a pretty good dancer.
• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
• I have a cell phone.
• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
• I've rejected someone before.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
• I want to have children in the future.
• I have changed a diaper before.
• I have a lot to learn.
• I am shy around the opposite sex.
• I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
• I have at least 5 away messages saved.
• I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
• I own the "South Park" movie.
• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Blogger/LiveJournal/MySpace.
• I enjoy some country music.
• I would die for my best friend(s).
• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
• I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
• I have dated a close friend's ex.
• I am happy at this moment.
• I’m obsessed with guys.
• Democrat.
• Conservative Republican.
• I am punk rockish.
• I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
• I study for tests most of the time.
• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
• I can work on a car.
• I love my job.
• I am comfortable with who I am right now.
• I have more than just my ears pierced.
• I walk barefoot wherever I can.
• I have jumped off a bridge.
• I love sea turtles.
• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
• I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
• I am proficient on a musical instrument.
• I hate office jobs.
• I went to college out of state.
• I am adopted.
• I am a pyro (person who likes to cause/create fire).
• I have thrown up from crying too much.
• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
• I adore bright colors.
• I usually like covers better than originals.
• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
• I can pick up things with my toes.
• I can't whistle.
• I have ridden/owned a horse.
• I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
• I talk in my sleep.
• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
• I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
• I wear a toe ring.
• I have a tattoo.
• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
• I am a caffeine junkie.
• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
• I have been to over 15 conventions.
• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
• I'm an artist. I like to draw.
• I am ambidextrous.
• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
• I have terrible teeth.
• I did this tag even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
• I have more friends on the internet than in real life. ..Sad huh?
• I have lived in either three different states or countries.
• I am extremely flexible.
• I want to own my own business.
• I smoke.
• I spend way too much time on the computer.
• Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
• I have played strip poker with someone else before.
• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
• I can't stand being alone.
• I have at least one obsession at any given time.
• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
• I'm a judgmental asshole.
• I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
• I have traveled on more than one continent.
• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
• I can speak more than one language.
• I would rather read than watch TV.
• I like reading fact more than fiction.
• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
• I have no piercings.
• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
• I've been married and am now divorced.
• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
• I like most animals better than most people.
• I own a collection of retro games consoles.
• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
• I have hit someone with a dead fish.
• I have written/read erotic stories. (fanfic)
• I am compulsively honest.
• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
• I dislike milk.
• I obsessively wash my hands.
• I always carry that something significant around with me.
• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
• I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too.
• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.
• I love Harry Potter.
• My parents are not together.
• I don't believe in love.
• I hate people who walk incredibly slow.
• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
• Sometimes I don't shower before work.
• To me, procrastination is like a disease!
• I want to sleep now.
• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other. (LOL!!!)
• I am a typical Gemini born.
• The more I searched the less I've found.
• As a child I was a huge crybaby.
• I'm feeling alone very fast.
• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess, who saves the day!
• I always have to spell my (real) name.
• I want to die in my sleep.
• I have a strange laugh.
• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
• I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.
• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I will not ever get rid of.
• I sing 80's hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis.
• I have a speech disorder.
• I'm infatuably attracted to men with long, blond, curly hair
• I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day.
• I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies
• I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.
• Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character
• My dreams are so vivid, they feel real.
• I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.
• I can get jealous easily!
• My computer and hard drive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
• I have this thing for hot Korean men.
• Park Yoochun is my favorite pimp.
• Donghae is my sex-slave.
•I can’t cook except for instant noodles and boiling water.

*End of Post*

Whee! Another tag!

2009-01-26T19:19:00.004+08:00

a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag eight people. Don't tag who tagged you.

1. What do you eat in the morning?
Depends on apa yang ada

2. How do you style your hair?
Just let it down or in a ponytail...
3. What is making you happy right now?
Right now? Nothing~ I'm depressed..

4. What are you currently reading?
Don't have a book to read at the moment, but I'm waiting for Buttercup to finish reading Breaking Dawn

5. Do you need music to study/write?
Sometimes

6. What is your current addiction?
Nada~

7. Do sad films make you cry?
If it's sad enough.. For example, PS I Love You

8. Do you have a crush at the moment?
Yes T_T

9. What is your favorite movie (that doesn't involve your idol)?
Harry Potter ;p

What was the last thing you ate today?
Corn

What is your favorite color?
Black

What websites do you visit daily?
Hotmail, LJ, Blogger, Google (ada-ada saja tah tu kan ku Google up)
13. What's your favorite food?
Chocolate and ice cream ^_^

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Japanese, Spanish, Korean and Chinese
15. What's your favorite book at the moment?
Hmm~ The Black Magician Trilogy Book Two - The Novice. I hate the 3rd!! Akkarin died T^T

16. Do you have birthmark?
Two on my thighs and one on my left forearm *proud* XD

17. Who was your childhood idol?
Siti Nurhaliza kali.. Cause she was the only singer I knew hahaha
18. Where would you like your next holiday to be?
UK, so that I can acquaint myself with the place where I wanna further my studies
19. What do you do to fall asleep?
Listen to music... although that might not actually help hahaha

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
She wrote a poem based on an awesome KyuMin fic!!! and also, she liked my fics enough to add me as a friend!! ;P
Baz is tagged!!

*End of Post*

Epiphany

2009-01-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

I was remembering New Moon, or was it Eclipse? Whatever... Anyway, in one of the two, Bella was having an epiphany. And I found myself wondering, what is an epiphany? I have no idea. So I googled it..

The first definition was:

a divine manifestation

I didn't understand what that meant.. So I looked at the next one~

twelve days after Christmas; celebrates the visit of the three wise men to the infant Jesus

Credits to: wordnet.princeton.edu

Obviously not what I was looking for...

The Epiphany is a triptych painted by Hieronymus Bosch around the year 1495. This triptych is also sometimes referred to as "The Adoration of the Magi".

Even more obviously not..

Epiphany is a painting by Hieronymus Bosch. It is currently in the Museum of Art in Philadelphia.

Dude, seriously jangan di pajal...

"Epiphany" is episode 16 of season 2 in the television show Angel.

Wahahhaha lagitah awut!!

Epiphany (Greek for "to manifest" or "to show"), is a Christian feast day which celebrates the "shining forth" or revelation of God in human form in the person of Jesus Christ.

No...

An epiphany is the sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something.

Credits to: wikipedia

Ah!! Finally! The last one actually relates hahaha

"An epiphany is the sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something."
Barutah lurus~ Now I understand.. Wahwahwahwahwah..

*End of Post*

Tagged by Lina

2009-01-21T19:27:00.003+08:00

Where were you 3 hours ago?
In my room

Who are you in love with?
I really hate this question..

Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Hahhaha funny question..

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes

When is the last time you went to the mall?
Last Friday, 15th Jan.. I think~

Are you wearing socks right now?
No

Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Don't ask me about the price of things. Aku tau makai ganya haha

When was the last time you drove out of town?
1st January

Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No

Are you hot?
Literally, yes aku kepanasan hahaha

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Oren campur

What are you wearing right now?
Baju three-quarter sleeve and a jacket around my waist.. And of course seluar haha

Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
There's a car wash in Brunei?

Last food that you ate?
Chocolate cake

Where were you last week at this time?
At home

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
I very-very the jarang buy clothes

When is the last time you ran?
I don't run..

What's the last sporting event you watched?
Soccer game

What is your favorite animal?
Tortoise

Your dream vacation?
Going to Korea to meet Yesung and Henry

Last person's house you were in?
Frah's house

Worst injury you've ever had?
On my cheek

Have you been in love?
I'm starting to have a problem with love questions

Last play you saw?
A View From The Bridge

What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Um... my cuteness? Hhahaha prasan..

What are your plans for tonight?
Delaying from doing my homework until I can no longer delay it

Who is the last person you spent a MySpace message or comment to?
I don't have a MySpace account

Next trip you are going to take?
Possibly umrah

Ever go to camp?
Yeps

Were you an honor roll student in school?
There's an honor roll in school?

What do you want to know about the future?
Who my husband is =D

Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
No

Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Don't think so

Where is your best friend?
Which one?

How is your best friend?
Fine

Do you have a tan?
Dude, I'm an Asian.. What do you think?

What are you listening to right now?
A song by Rain.. I don't know the name

Do you collect anything?
Yes

Who is the best gossiper you know?
Any girl is good for gossip if you talk about the right things

Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Either last year or the year before at night

Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Yes

What does your last text message say?
Mendermalah kpd Dana Pengiran Muda Mahkota Al-Muhtadee Billah utk Anak Yatim dgn menaip dana1/5/10/15/20 utk derma $1/$5/$10/$15/$20 dan hantar ke 8885555. :P

Do you like hot sauce?
Very much

Last time you took a shower?
This morning

Do you need to do laundry?
Only certain things

What is your heritage?
Can you be more specific?

Are you someone's best friend?
I'm really hoping so...

Are you rich?
Well, I'm living in Brunei so yeah, I guess so...

What were you doing at 12 a.m. last night?
Sleeping

I tag Wee-wee :P

Headache

2009-01-20T21:42:00.003+08:00

I've got a headache!
I'm so blank.
I asked ajusshi if he knew where Chong Chong Ling Ling is now.
He doesn't know.
And after that, my mind just became a complete blank.
I can't even do my work!
I got a History presentation tomorrow!
Omo!!!
Nothing is coming out from my brain..
Help..
I go two Socio essays I haven't done.
Apparently, I also have an English presentation tomorrow.
What??
Hahaha~
I could go crazy like this.
I've got such a bad headache.
Probably from squinting at the TV..
Im too lazy to get my glasses upstairs.
I'm watching House.
I love House.
House said, "Genes matter..."
So, if people wanna have a baby, make sure you have the baby with someone whose genes you want the baby to have.
Apakan??
Hahahahhaha~
Stres~
I feel so depressed right now.
My MSN nick right now is, "I've just collapsed into a depression that is so total I don't know if I can climb back out"..
I wonder, why is thunder more frightening than lighting?
Thunder is just sound..
Lightning does all the damage.
But lightning can be described as beautiful...
Indeed, that's how I describe it myself...
But lightning can be dangerous as well...
So why are most people more afraid of thunder?..
Doesn't make sense, really~

*end of post*

CRAp..

2009-01-19T19:31:00.002+08:00

We've started on the Tempest in Literature.
It's okay.
Masih jua namanya belajar kan..
So I got sleepy.
But not so bad..
As compared to other subjects.

For EAS, we have homework!
OMG!
Aku inda suka homework!
But it's not too hard..
So whatever...

History~
Got divided into three groups.
Our group doing Economic...
Me, Tiah, Sheiela, Hajah Amalina, Maizatul, and three guys.
Me, Tiah and Sheiela are doing Economic factors for Dutch East Indies.
'A' level standard..
As in be specific...
Ugh..
Tiah said one of the guys macam saiz dengan aku...
As in sweet & sour...
hahhhahaha!!!!
Vulih.. =D

During PS, finished the points for Socio presentation..
Hot Stuff in the library.
No effect on me much..
Stupid school cat..
Kept following me.
I got scared.. hahaha
I thought it was gonna go sit on my bag or something.

Inda tia jadi presentation..
Toingzz..
Started on marriage.
Not a bad topic...
We only learned definitions today though..

Need an mp3...
Going for umrah in March..
13 hours on the plane!
OMG!
Need something~
Gonna die on the plane if I don't have one :\

*End of Post*

Q & A Tag

2009-01-19T17:57:00.003+08:00

100 Questions! ;D I got most of these questions from a Q & A video of Junsu-oppa~ But I changed some questions for certain reasons that I don't remember and this is the result..

1. Name: Dk Siti Amalina
2. Birthdate: 21-04-91
3. Nickname: Amal, Mamal, Lina, Alai
4. Habit: playing with my lips, tapping my foot, staring into space, quickening my pace when passing in front of boys
5. Religion: Islam
6. Motto: Just because you don't like someone, doesn't mean you don't love them/ Looks don't matter but they help
7. Blood type: I wish I knew :\
8. Height/Weight/Shoesize: 14-something/44/36, I think
9. Family: dad, mom, three sisters and 1 brother
10. School/Job: PTEK
11. Hobby: reading, listening to music, talking with my little sister
12. Best at: reading quickly?
13. Habits while sleeping: curling on my side, listening to music and hugging Ashley, my teddy bear
14. Positive traits: I think friendly, sort of and uh.. I'm pretty tolerant of a lot of things
15. I think of myself as: boring~
16. Favorite number: 3/214/248
17. Favorite season: Spring
18. Favorite food: chocolate, ice-cream (but not chocolate ice-cream ke ke ke...) and kolo mee
19. Food you hate: Butter chicken hahaha and anything else that makes me scrunch up my nose
20: Like these celebs: Yesung, Junsu, Jesse McCartney, Henry
21. Favorite sports: I don't really play it but I'll say soccer and netball
22. Favorite flower: lily :D
23. Favorite colour: black, green and silver
24. My recreational culture: what does that even mean? O_O if I had to answer anyway, I'd say... the internet?
25. Most frequently go to: my room
26. Dish you're able to cook best: mee goreng =P
27. Song you like currently: You Are The One by Super Junior/ Don't Say Goodbye by Yesung
28. Prefer coffee, milk or coke?: coffee with milk, milk with sugar... I don't really like coke
29. Most precious person: Syakirah
30. Person you hate most: CCLL, for making me like him so much..
31. Type of people that wil cause the human race to become extinct: Selfish people, people who don't care about the planet
32. Concerns now: my AS results and the adults' reactions to them
33. What was I in a previous life?: a mouse x... (since I'm such a scaredy-cat)
34. If I was born again: a mouse again.. (I doubt I'll change my cowardliness anytime soon..)
35. When's a good time for marriage?: early to mid twenties
36. What to do when angry?: listen to Rising Sun at top volume
37. Do you think of cosmetic surgery?: Ugh.. worst thing to be invented after the nuclear bomb
38. Future wishes: To get over my cowardliness and admit my feelings for once
39. Money spent per month: more than $50...
40. What part of your appearance don't you like?: I don't know... I don't like my appearance in general...
41. If I could become psychic for one day: then I'd predict the future, duh~~
42. Is there someone you love now?: Can it be called love when you've never actually talked to that person?
43. Jinx: I'm comparatively lucky so... yeah..
44. What time do you want to go back to?: when I was little and didn't need to deal with so many emotions at once
45. The thing you regret most: I never have the courage to admit how I really feel
46. Last thing you'd say before you die: kalimah 2 syahadah, hopefully
47. My precious treasure number 1: my adek
48. What do you want to say to conceited people?: Kiss my @#$ :)
49. Ideal girl/boy?: Is there really an ideal person in the world we live in today?
50. What do you want to do on a rainy day/night? (regardless of whether you actually do it): play in the rain.. listening to my music... or else I just want to sleep
51. What was the last thing you bought?: kolo mee :P
52. What kind of people makes you want to hit them?: jerks
53. What kind of people make you scared?: people that make me feel things I never felt or ever had to deal with before
54. If you were to dye your hair: maybe blonde highlights? I like the contrast between the white and the black =D
55. Memorable movies: Titanic, The Game Plan (yes, I cried..), Transformers, P.S. I Love You
56. Memorable time in primary school: the whole Primary 6 year
57. If you were in a drama, which role would you like?: haha I wonder which role would best match my personality? I don't know
58. What kind of friends do you hate the most?: friends who care more about themselves than their friends
59. What do you think of men who wear make-up?: asal ya bahagia, it's none of my business, although it is a bit weird XD
60. Have you ever won any contests?: no...
61. Memorable book including comics: For One More Day by Mitch Albom, The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown, Life of Pi
62. Do you get along with most people?: I guess so
63. A country you want to travel to?: Korea, UK, Japan
64. If you were to have a pet: Tortoise
65. What do you sing at karaoke?: Gemilang by Jaclyn Victor
66. What do you do these days?: Nothing much.. Same old, same old..
67. Who do you want to meet?: him~
68. If you found 1000 dollars: hand it over to the police
69. Do you consider yourself as a loner or a people person?: erm~ both
70. Do you believe in ghosts?: no... spirits yes
71. If the world was to end tomorrow: insaf... (bru lgi 2 kn insaf a haha)
72. Do you think you can always be happy?: I hope so
73. Have you slept away from home?: Once
74. What do you need the most?: I need to know and understand myself
75. The most important thing between two people: trust
76. Games you enjoy/are good at: word games, challenging number games
77. What would you say to someone who's about to die?: may all your sins be forgiven
78. When was your most unfortunate moment?: when my sister got into her little accident
79. If you can't sleep: I listen to music or read a book
80. Do you prefer a bath or a shower?: bath
81. If you could clone someone: I wouldn't.. there are enough people in the world already..
82. The reason Brunei is good/bad: good cause it's safe and peaceful, bad because it's boring
83. Foreign language you want to learn: Japanese, Korean, Chinese, Spanish..
84. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?: Jollibee
85. I want to really do this: kiss him :D *blushes* lol!!!
86. Are you someone who teases or gets teased on?: both ahha
87. How to resolve stress: eating or listening to music or reading
88. Ever wanted to kill yourself?: that's personal
89. What kind of teacher do you hate?: the ones that don't really care about their students
90. Person who influenced you most: I guess my mom
91. If you were pick-pocketed: sabar ja. ikhlaskan tia and hope Allah maafkan dosanya
92. If you met a pervert on the street: ew! I'd run hahaha I got traumatized about this because of my cousin, Frah x)
93. What is something that you can't sleep without?: either my music or something to hug, preferably my teddy bear.. although I'd still fall asleep anyway :)
94. End of the world theory: duh.. ikut kepercayaan Islam lah
95. Do you think life is worth living?: Every second of it
96. Rain, snow, cloud, sun, wind... Your favorite?: Wind..
97. Ever been interested in a guy/girl you met on the internet?: haha guilty~
98. What do you want to say now?: I miss him~
99. Your future plans: Get a scholarship, become a teacher/psychologist/whatever, get married and have kids wawawa
100. Your impression for finishing this Q & A tag: I wish there were more questions =P

I tag Buttercup and Masrini XD *keluar tanduk*

Another tag!

2009-01-13T20:57:00.006+08:00

[1] Real name: Dk Siti Amalina
[2] Nickname: Amal
[3] Status: Busy
[4] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[5] Gender: Female
[6] Age: 17
[7] High School: SM Sayyidina Hasan
[8] College: Maktab Duli P.M.A.M.B/PTEK
[9] Height: I don't know O_O
[10] Weight: Last time i checked it's 44
[11] Do you like yourself: I got no choice in this case, right? haha
[12] Piercings: No!!! I'm too scared!!
[13] Right or Left: Right?
[14] Are you a freak: Depends on which of my friends you ask that question to... But I think most of them will say no... haha because I'm boring!
[15] Hair: Black and sorta long, though I wish it was longer >_<'

[16] Skin: Ntah eh nda ku tau

[17] Allergic: Perhaps mint but I'm not sure

[18] What are you doing now: Arguing with the impossible ajusshi

[19] What will you be doing 1 hour later: Sleeping~

[20] What will you be doing 10 years later: Sitting down with a cup of Milo with my daughter... ke ke ke~

[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: Family

[22] Sibling(included you): 5

[23] Eldest: Ka CT

[24] Youngest: Syakirah

[25] Love/Hate your family: Love lah.. -.-

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Look! It's Mrs. Laury McPherson!! I miss her!!! This picture was when she was leaving for J.I.S. T^T Durang made the card and we all signed it.. Not sure who exactly durang is, by the way. Hahahha~

* * * * *

[26] You found your another half: Don't think so...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: If it's who I want it to be, I have no idea where he is now =(
[28] Who you want he/she to be: Aiyoo... You can't guess?
[29] Time(s) you in a relationship: 4 so far...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: Hahha no.. Too embarrassing.
[31] Anyone woo you before: If you can call it wooing haha
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: I haven't even met him yet!! I might have stalked him though.. O_O
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I said I haven't met him!
[34] Ever argue with your other half: Aish.. We don't know each other, man..
[35] You and your other half since: Nada bah nada
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I don't know~
[38] You and your other half in which stage: We have a stage?
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: Nadaaaaaaa~~~~
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: Awal jua @_@' ~~maybe once or twice~~

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Irah and I at MD during the Raya celebration on the way upstairs~

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[41] Your first bestfriend: I can't remember...
[42] Your first enemy: Inda men enemy lah bro...
[43] The friends you love the most: Durang Ziqah.. Then c-Nisa~ and well... All my friends lah!!
44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): I don't have enemies

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Excuse me?
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: Yesung! ;D
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Liars and backstabbers
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Majal usulnya na pandai kan jaga ati bini2
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No!
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Sabar saja

52] If your friend betray you: Well, what can you do? People are not perfect..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: If the guy falls for it, then she can have him
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: Cana tah jua? We're just friends. I don't need that kind of thing right now
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I won't do a thing about it haha

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The MV for Noona You're So Pretty (Replay) by SHINeeEnjoy the song while you read through the endless questions =P* * * * *[56] Are you a good student: Maybe
[57] You always done your homework/assignments: Usually
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dunno e~
[59] Always late to school/college: Hopefully not this year ;)
[60] Your class: You mean subjects or something?
[61] You love your seniors: I don't have seniors haha but last year? Yes! He's so cute ma~
[62] Senior who love you the most: They don't know I exist haha
[63] Your classmate good/bad: Good I guess
[64] Excellent result classmate: This year? I don't know! Baru x a!
[65] Laziest classmate: Can I include me? :p
[66] Smart people: People who learn from their mistakes
[67] Stupid people: No such thing as stupid people. Only slow~
[68] Good looking people: Ooo ada~
[69] Ugly people: I don't judge
[70] Funny people: If by funny you mean evil, I can honestly say Tiah.. Wawawa~
[71] Cute people: *sigh* I don't know where he is~
72] Bad people: I don't people are bad.. Just human..
[73] Honest people: I don't really get the question sebenarnya
[74] Acting people: What does that even mean?
[75] You are what kind of person: Not bad person? hahha janan tanya c-Baz!! Ya jahat! haha* * * * *

Wonder Girls performing Irony live in '07 on KBS2 Music BankNice song ~_~* * * * *[76] Lip or eyes: Both..
[77] Hugs or kisses: With who?
[78] Shorter or taller: Manaaja ti
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Manasaja tia
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms =)
[81] Listener or talker: Dua2 pun buleh..
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic!!!
[83] Good husband or good father: Both
[84] Age to get marry: 23? =P
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 5
[86] Career: Sapa? Me or him?
[87] Salary: Don't care
[88] Retirement age: Antah..
[89] Properties Value: What kind of a question is that?
[90] Wishes: To see him again..I tag Baz!! Mwahahha!!!

Another untypical schoolday

2009-01-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

Literature was kinda fun today.

Mr Naeem was being odd..

Tapi macam andang ya cematu kali so inda apalah..

He was explaining about how people in literature look at books deeply.

He used art as an example.

Asked me & Tiah to stand up and pretend we're considering a piece of art..

Lol!!!

I couldn't stop laughing til I had tears in my eyes.

Then I had EAS also with Mr Naeem.

Since we didn't have any whiteboard dusters, he had to ask for someone's tissue paper...

Masa E.Lit, Wee-wee ada tissue bisai untuk ia.

But in EAS, I'm the only one with tissue.

It didn't work so well...

Mr Naeem said it was low-quality tissue lol!!!

After break was History but we didn't have class.

Mrs. Izan said she'd prefer to teach everyone at once rather than teach all 6 classes individually.

Guess what??

Hot Stuff ada dalam klas atu jua!

Awesome, right??

Hahaha so was Mu...

Turns out she thinks he's hot too...

As soon as everyone left save us, Tiah and another girl from my AE, she started getting all excited about talking to him for a second hahaha~

Turned out that the other girl could be a friend of his.

Toingz~~

Next was my PS.

Tiah and I went to the library and met Ziqah there.

Kami liat Dangerous Love dengan c-Mas arah kawannya punya laptop..

Junsu is so adorable!

I never took Mas to be the type that likes Kpop hahaha~

But of course, I don't blame her ;p

I got a feeling she thinks Hot Stuff is hot stuff too =D

During lunch, Sir Mirul came to get some copies of my essay and Fiqah's Socio file.

Some of his students came over and tried to get him to stay.

They failed, unfortunately.

Ia suruh kami yang pindah ke MD..

Yeah, that's gonna work.

Later, Ziqah joined the side of evil and teased me at the top floor with Tiah..

Jahat kamu!!!

I thought you guys were my friends! *sob*

We went to Socio class early and played Speed using Mu's cards.

Mwahahahhaha!!!

Kalah c-Mu uleh ku!!! *keluar tanduk*

Socio boring tadi...

Miss Sarina is okay~

But I miss Sir Mirul!!!

No offence to her...

I know it's her first time teaching Upper Six...

This is crap, man..

History was okay.

Tcher Izan is really hoping for another teacher to come along and take off the workload..

Kesian.. :\

Anyway, started reading Eclipse today!

You know, the third book of the Twilight series.

It's okay lah so far...

Yang calinya aku inda berapa minat ceritanya.

But I can't stop reading it..

And I actually enjoyed the movie.

But th truth is, I'm not really all that crazy about it..

Weird kan??

*End of Post*

Schedules!

2009-01-10T19:55:00.002+08:00

Got our schedules today!

All the same classes with Tiah..

Kecuali EAS lah..

Cause she's taking GP..

Kesian Ziqah..

We only got the same PS~

Sent her to Syariah..

Got dizzy on the 2nd floor...

Terlampau tinggi... @_@'

On the way down, a couple of slow-moving teachers in front..

Tried to cut them~

But that meant going near the edge facing the ground..

Too scared..

Luckily they noticed..

Laughed a bit at me~ :P

But let me pass~

Ma kaseh, cikgu!!!

Second time went up there~

To get Ziqah from Syariah..

Bkas ujan..

Floor was slippery~

Means that danger is doubled..

Got even more scared..

hahahha~

On the way home, bought cakoi and kolo mee~

hahaha kes lapar...

Nyummy ~_~

Didn't finish the kolo mee though..

Too much..

My tummy is small...

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Watched King of California on Star Movies:-

Director & Writer [Mike Cahill]

Release Date [12 September 2007, France]

Tags [Gold Doubloon, Diary, Madness, Daughter, Father-Daughter Relationship, Store, Jazz Music, California, Child as Adult, Knocked Out, Theft, Thong, Barbecue, Teen, Jackhammer]

Genre [Partly Comedy]

Tagline [We're all searching for something]

Plot [An unstable dad who after getting out of a mental institution tries to convince his daughter that there's Spanish gold buried somewhere under suburbia.]

A Review [It was too easy to expect a rug-chewing performance from Michael Douglas as a crazy person, and an exasperated, eye-rolling two-dimensional "oh I'm so put-upon by the world" job from Evan Rachel Wood.Thankfully, those clichés were avoided in this poignant and ultimately joyful and uplifting (thank God!) story of quiet nobility, personal vision and purpose, and underlying love and strength amongst otherwise "broken" people.It's refreshing to go into a theatre not expecting much and coming out enlightened by the combined vision of the actors, writer, director, and cinematographer.Bravo to all involved, and here's hoping to see a strong presence at the Academy Awards.]

Main Characters [Michael Douglas as Charlie and Evan Rachel Wood as Miranda]

A/N: My sister said Evan Rachel Wood looks like me. I don't know about that but I feel flattered cause she's pretty :p *wink* *wink*

2009-01-10T19:19:00.003+08:00

and I tag:
1. Bajilah
2. Wee-wee
3. Er-er
4. Aidah
5. Mas
6. My twin
7. Manager
8. Fish
9. Leq-leq

How you know 1?
From Sayyidina Hasan

What would you do if you never met 2?
Life would be a little less interesting, definitely

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?
hahaha no thanks!

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
um no... that would be kinda weird XD

do you think 7 is attractive?
i guess so haha i never thought of her in that way :)

Do you know anything about 8's family?
a little bit..

Tell me something about 9.
He's my monkey friend ~_~

What language does 2 speak?
Malay of course

Who is 3 going out with?
She's single. Anyone interested? ahha

how old is 4?
older than me, that's for sure :D

5?
also dunno bh..

Who is 6's favourite singer?
i dunno leh.. ask her yourself =.="

Is 8 single?
i have no idea O_O

What is 9 last name?
I forgot..

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
hahaha seriously dude, not my type :)

Which school does 2 go to?
PTEK

What do you like about 3?
I can usually count on her for anything :P

yeah ok~

Tagged by my twin ^_^

2009-01-09T13:10:00.006+08:00

Love survey ^^

1) What are you doing right now?
checking my email for LJ comments

2) What do you wanna do next?
write another fic

3) Who do you like the most?
CCLL

4) What makes you like him/her?
I dunno...

5) What have you been doing all this day?
I just woke up lerr...

6) What do you hate the most?
being separated from my friends at MD

7) Are you good in playing poker?
haha no T_T

8) What colour do you like?
green & black

9) If you're given a wish, what would it be?
that i could relive last year all over again

10) You got a lot of friends?
I think so =)

11) You think its crazy to talk to yourself?
no... talking to myself is fun hahaha actually, I like to argue with myself O_O

12) Do you have any friends who smell?
dun think so...

13) Have you had your heart broken?
no... my heart is not easily broken.. or maybe I haven't yet found anyone worth having my heart broken over...

14) How does it feel?
I told you oledi... T_T

15) Are you a heart breaker?
I hope not!

16) Have you ever seen a ghost?
I dunno.. I think I did but it might have been my reflection haha
17) Are you in love?
I might be ^_^

18) Do you really love him/her?
It's possible

19) Would you share your lifetime with him/her?
It's a nice prospect..

20) What's the last text you received in your inbox?
Jim2 apologizing for I don't know what and not seeming to mean it.. =.=

21) Who was it from?
Jim2 bah.. majal...

22) Who's on the top of you missed call list?
Ziqah ^^

23) Do you enjoy living?
haha it's definitely better than being dead, ne?

24) Do you have a crush?
yes

25) Who's the last person you saw?
Uh... my mum I guess. Since she's right next to me

26) Do you smoke?
Eww... I HATE smokers...

27) Have you ever experienced deja vu?
I might have..

28) Are you proud of your past?
I guess so...

29) Any reasons?
I don't know

30) Do you believe in karma?
not really~

31) What's on your mind right now?
I am so very annoyed right now

32) When was the last time you met him/her?
Who is him?

33) Is he/she cute?
Majal... Who is he?

34) Have you ever been loved by some one?
How am I supposed to know how other people feel about me?

35) Among all of your exs, who would you pick right now?
I wouldn't pick any but if I really had to, I'd pick Wady :)

36) Missing any of your bestfriend/s?
yes!

37) Who do you love the most?
my little sister...

i tag Mas, Fish and Seniku...

PTEK on RTB

2009-01-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

Dad was watching the 8 o'clock news on RTB..
There was a short video of PTEK.
Nice~

Some students ada jua.
I think I saw Ibnu at the Prayer Hall...
I dunno a~

There's around 1200 students there.
I didn't know that..
It doesn't feel like a lot..

That many students but the school is still kind of empty.
At MD, wherever you go, macam ada traffic jam.
But at PTEK, everywhere is smooth sailing.
Except when going in and out of the class since there are so many students at one time.

Hopefully, by the time we get our fixed schedules, it won't seem so empty anymore.

You know, I kinda miss Sir Mirul...
Because he was a great Socio teacher...
The teachers we have now are not bad..
But I think Sir Mirul was better...

I talked to Fiqah because Sir wanted to ask for her number...
She said she really missed him.
She said yesterday, she felt like crying because there were these two female teachers where last year there should have been Sir Mirul...

*so sad*

Ngumpat aku???

2009-01-08T19:06:00.003+08:00

Supposed to go home at 2.30 today...
But went home at 3.30...
Waited for Irah...
Plus the extra time can be used to write more fics...

Talked with Fawzul while waiting...
Know what he said?..
Him, Azizi and Jun2 (maybe some others I dunno) talk about me... -.-'

Whenever they talk about girls, my name always comes up...
No other girls?
Feel sorry for you guys... -.-

Apparently, they once wanted to practise the 'akad nikah' thing...
Looked around for a girl as the example...
Decided on me... T_T
And they're SO weird!!

Once in Form 4, my name was brought up again...
Someone asked, "Amal mana?"
And they described me somehow...
And then one of the guys said, "Ahh.. Ayam ___ atu kah?"
WTH?? T_T
I forgot what kind of chicken they said...
Kurang asam...

And then, Jun2 brought up my name...
And they asked again, "Amal mana?"
And he said, "Amal buntak!"
Jun2!!
You're not that tall either, you know!
No offence :D

Anyway, I just needed to express myself...
No hard feelings, boys... -.-'
I'd like to kick your asses though...
But I won't so just chill...

*End of Post*

Oh!
By the way...
My phone camera is hating me right now...
I can't use it...
Cause it says "Camera: Feature Not Supported"...
What???
Crap much??!!!

First day officially

2009-01-07T16:54:00.003+08:00

Today... They gave us a temporary schedule... Subjects are clashing...

Thank goodness none of my subjects clash...

We had to use the conference room and lecture theatres...

There are too many students to fit into one classroom after all...

Tcher Izan said she's the only one in the History Dept...

Hahahha!!!!!

Antam tah kamu ja...

The school doesn't have a budget...

So much for a new school with great facilities and whatnot...

No trashcans...

Had to use boxes...

What kind of a school is this?

On the upside, there's a hot guy from PTEB...

"Hot Stuff"...

Yes, that's what we decided to call him... Wawawa...

He's in all my A level subjects...

There's another guy in my homeroom that's sort of cute too...

Also from PTEB...

No nickname for him though...

Not yet...

Tcher Izan was kind of fast today...

I just scribbled everything she said...

But I didn't get everything...

She kept looking at me...

When she asked questions, she looked at me...

Hahahha...

I just made a blank face when I didn't know the answer...

Which was often...

Btw, just because there are two cute guys in the school, I haven't forgotten CL2...

I miss him... A lot...

Harry is in PTEK too...

In case I've never mentioned him before, he's sort of cute too and he has SOME similarities to CL2...

And so, Ziqah and I had dubbed him Chong Chong Ling Ling's older brother...

Wawawa... ^_^

So I just felt like going up to him and asking, "Where's your brother??? Why didn't you take him with you???"

I haven't listened to Arashi much anymore...

Too bad...

I lke their songs...

Like Sunrise Nippon...

Which I'm listening to right now...

Anyway...

*End of Post*

PTEK

2009-01-06T14:51:00.002+08:00

OMG! First and second day of school... Like WTH?? hahaha stress aku a

Yesterday, my butt really really hurt!! Cause we were sitting on the floor for almost the whole day! Because there weren't enough chairs for everyone and it wouldn't be fair if some sat on chairs while others sat on the floor... But seriously, my butt was aching when I got home hahaha

So I'm in AE5. It was okay. But it was kinda weird cause my whole class is filled with Dks and Aks. Like, class segregation thing much?? I get that it's easier to just sort us alphabetically but really, it totally felt like class segregation.. I blame Sir Mirul fr teaching me that wawawa...

The school isn't that bad, I guess. But the toilets aren't really completely clean and the mirrors are low quality! Bek tah aku pakai ceramin sendiri, walautah ya damit and cute.

Then today, I felt incredibly lonely in class! Luckily I know Masrini who was in my BE also last year... I also sort of befriended some of the other girls but you know~ It's just because we have to or something. During break, I had nowhere to go and I didn't know if Tiah and Syidah were in their classes or not.. So I was left ALL alone in there! Of course, I texted Tiah so she brought Baz, Syidah and Jat-jat to my class. Thanks Tiah!!

We were supposed to get our schedules today but there was some technicalities and Tiah ended up taking Maths, Economics and Accounting kali... Hahhaha as if ;D So hopefully, tomorrow we get our schedules. Or else, we're gonna be really behind.. MD already started!!

I miss MD T^T

Yesterday I was texting Nisa because she was so bored.. Kesian eh.. She said she's lonely! And the library is quiet.. And she got Mr. Simmons Socio... Wow~ Scary~

*End of Post*

Alphabet Tag

2009-01-04T22:25:00.004+08:00

List down all the letters of the alphabet and find a word that starts with each letter that describes you. :D

Awkward
Blank – as in I’m always blank =P
Childish
Dorky
Embarrassing
Funny
Ga-ga – as in I go ga-ga over Yesung’s hotness ~_~
Happy
Insecure
Joyful

Kind? I hope you think so =)

Loving, I think

Mellow :\

Nervous - as in I get nervous very easily

Odd

Paranoid about a lot of things

Quiet

Random

Serious

Talkative - when I feel lie it

Unskilled

Vain

Worrier

Xeric - as in my lips are dry :D

Young

Zippy - as in I walk quickly =D

Okay, somebody please do this so I won't feel lonely! Wee-wee! Bek ko buat!! Why? Because I said so... Wahahha!

*End of Post*

Tagged by my Weewee darling ~_~

2009-01-03T16:41:00.003+08:00

♥WHO/WHAT/WHERE/WHEN/HOW♥

Instructions:

*Copy & Paste ALL QUESTIONS!
*Answer ALL questions
*Answers MUST be clear and concise
*Tag at least 5 people to do this!

♥WHO♥

Who is the most influential person in your life?
My mum. I've always looked up to her. Whenever I reach a fork in the road that is my life, I know I can always turn to her for help. And the great thing is that she doesn't tell me what to do. Rather, she helps to point me in the right direction so that I can make my own decisions. She always accepts that what I choose to do is what I want and she doesn't try to convince me otherwise. There is not enough words to describe how much she means to me. (Oh great. Now I feel like crying >_<')

Who is the one person you can really trust?
Um, I'm not sure. I wish I can say Syakirah but she can be very untrustable. I think I said that before but I don't remember... I don't know eh.. I don't wanna say myself because sometimes I don't trust myself either... Lol... Aish.. Don't know ee. Ah!! I know! My cuzzies~ Irah, Abel & Frah.. But then again, also Ziqah, Nisa, Tiah, Syidah and Masy and.. Hahahha I trust too many people :D Never mind~~

Who was the first guy/girl who made you cry?
Cannot remember... I think c-Wafi from Primary 1 cause he threw a basketball at me and it hit my eye during PE. Haha but I don't remember if I cried or not.. If not him, c-Muid lah.. My first ex...

Who would you be if you were not an 'A' Level student?
I don't know. Because I always thought like this. First I finish PSR, then PMB, then O'level, then A'level, then uni... So, I have no idea.

♥WHAT♥

What is your biggest fear?
I hate semut pedas. Seriously! I hate, hate, hate them! I would rather face my fear of heights than have even one of them on me. Ugh!! Nightmare tu!!!

What is your most treasured possession?
My little sister is my most treasured possession.. Yes, she's my possession ^_^

What's one of your traits that you want to change?
I wish that I would stop talking bad about people behind their backs~ a.k.a. ngumpat..

Which part of your body is your favourite and why?
My hair... Cause it's like a weapon that I use to annoy my sister by flipping it in her face. Mwahaahahha!!!

♥WHERE♥

Where are you most comfortable?
In my bedroom. It's where I can be myself the most.

Where is your Achilles' heel?
Boys =)

Where do you want to go to get away from your problems?
Karaoke booth at Uni

♥WHEN♥

When did you become aware that you were good-looking?
Hahaha haven't I always been? XP Indalah.. I don't think I'm that good-looking~

When did you realised that you wanted to finish your studies?
What are you talking about? I've always wanted to finish my studies. Yes, I'm geeky that way :)

When are you the happiest?
When I'm with my family or friends while they're being happy

When are you saddest?
When I found out that Nisa's dad won't let her pindah T^T

When is your energy level at its highest?
Um, maybe di sekulah with my friends because I always feel the urge to hop around and walk around in school ~~stalking Chong Chong Ling Ling.~~ Or maybe when I read SuJu fics and the main characters get together or something, then I feel like jumping around all over the furniture :D

♥HOW♥

How do you mend a broken heart?
I cry by myself and then I find out that the guy that broke my heart is an asshole so I feel better because he's not worth crying and getting my heart broken over...

How do you cope with stress?
Internet is my saviour... Otherwise, I just rant about it..

How do you know that you're in love?
When even after a whole month without seeing him, even after seeing all th things about him that should put me off of him, I still can't forget about him. I still see him in my mind.. I still think about him whenever I listen to slow love songs, which is all the time.

How many bf/gf do you have so far?
4.. The longest is 4 months hahaha

The 5 people that I tag:

Mas

Manager

Fish

Lina

Anyone who wants to do it XD

Going to Seria

2009-01-02T14:36:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, i.e. 1st January 2009, we went to Seria. But not without a lot of trouble on the way. In fact, we had a hard time preparing to go too... =P

First, everyone had a hard time waking up.. Well, I didn't.. My parents pun no probz.. Just Syakirah, ka Ijah and ka Siti... Abg was not there cause he's in KK T^T But I think he's coming back today so yay!

There is my baby sister sleeping. Balik2 dibanguni na mau bangun ^_^' While they're all sleeping, kami siap dah.. Just tinggal pakai tudung gi...

Here's the breakfast we had.. But my mum is teseliurkan mee goreng so we got some from next door and we shared ~_~

Babah ngalih dah menunggu so he went to start the car to show his impatience ^_^

While waiting for my sisters, we went to Amanah Harith in Jerudong for breakfast..

Cute babah makan a. I already finished my watermelon juice. I didn't eat cause sakit my stomach from the mee goreng that morning.

Soon enough, my sisters came

Laugh, laugh, laugh..

Then we went to Seria, though not before we got a little bit lost.. Hahahha. We went "shopping". Ka CT was right.. It definitely didn't feel like we were in Brunei... I don't think a lot of the people we saw were Bruneians. I don't know but they just looked foreign.. Then we went to eat di C.A. Mohammad.. Even the mee goreng was different.. It reminded me of afro hair... Macam rambut keriting bah.. But not bad actually. Although I got a stomach ache again.. Then we went home. Sayang~ Babah inda jadi ke pantai Seri Kenangan.. Mum had wanted to go there on the way but dad said we'd go there on the way back. I mean, come on.. Kami kli ni a. Bakas bejalan, there's always something wrong. Syakirah got a cold and my stomach ached real bad.. So of course we didn't get to go to the beach.. :\

This piccy was taking by Frah when her family came over for dinner last night.. Dalam bilik nini...

Anyway, today c-Hani is coming over... Probably until Sunday. Honestly, doesn't that kid feel bad about leaving her dad alone at home for so long?

*end of post*

Meme Tag Time!

2008-12-31T22:23:00.003+08:00

RULES:
_ Pick your birth month.
_ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
_ Bold (or italicize) the five-ten that best apply to you.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL: ~~Active and dynamic.~~ Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. ~~Attractive and affectionate to oneself.~~ Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. ~~Brave and fearless. Adventurous.~~ Loving and caring. ~~Suave and generous.~~ Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. ~~Moving.~~ Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. ~~Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.~~
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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
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SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
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DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

*End of Post*

Happy New Year!

2008-12-31T20:39:00.006+08:00

I wanna wish everyone an awesome new year 2008 M and 1430 H. May the new year bring you new hopes to hold onto, new dreams to make real, new strength to correct past mistakes, new insight to realize your mistakes, new laughter to bring joy to the people around you, new passion to love your loved ones even more, new courage to go through life's obstacles, new faith to strengthen your keimanan and new friends to help see you through it all. So have a great year everybody! But don't forget all the great memories of 2008. And don't forget the bad memories either, cause they might actually have taught you a lesson or two. Love you guys! ~_~

And happy belated 18th birthday to Mas. Her birthday was yesterday ~_~ She's been my best friend since Form 1 to Form 3. Then Form 4, she got transferred to Masin.. Adakah Masin.. WTH.. Hahaha nama kampong na apa lah.. Ani nama skulah.. T^T Anyway, we met again this year in MD.. Although kami nada sama klas, and ia dbungalow. But guess what? She became friends with my best friend since Form 4, Masy! Hahahha kan sama lagi namanya ani... Mas, Masy :) Anyway, I still think of her as my best friend although kami jarang banar brabiz contact.. And maybe one day, we'll probably end up just smiling and saying hi awkwardly to each other whenever we meet but I hope she knows that no matter what happens, I'll never forget everything we went through together... Not that we went through much of anything hahaha but we had a lot of fun together so... yeah..

Anyway, the last of the pictures taken this year...

Time kami ke mall on the 16th to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still... There were me, Irah, Abel, Frah, Dib2, Anas, Aziz, Syafiq, Syakirah and Hani... At the time this piccy was taken, Abel was with Harith and his friends, Frah and Dib2 were at KFC waiting for us, Aziz and Syafiq were who-knows-where, Anas, Hani and Syakirah are racing cars, Irah and I are cheering them on.. (Pfft.. More like bothering them)

This piccy was taken the next day

Three days later, my mum decided to take us to visit a chilli factory owned by her cousin. There were my mum, Muda bini and laki, my two grandmothers, me, Irah, Beah, Hajar, Syakirah, Hani, Anas, Syafiq and Aziz.. Everyone looks bored here

The very next day, this piccy was taken.. I was attempting to imitate one of Leeteuk's pictures hahaha I suck =D

Then three days later, Frah found this hat bawah tangga kami =)

The next day again, Frah came over again for a sleepover... We played monopoly that we took from her house. We developed the nicknames of Kaka Oren (Frah), Kaka Adek (Sykrah) and Alai (me as usual) >_<'

The next day again, durang Iying Jimah sambut her four youngest kids' birthdays on the same day. Sykrah and I came to represent our family T^T It was awesome! (Note the sarcasm there.) Something really funny happened with Hamzi... I won't tell it here though X)

Hahha me, Sykrah and my grandmother...

Two days later... Paning dalam keta

Dunno ani what date. At the restaurant in Jerudong having lunch with Frah's family. While waiting for my older siblings and Frah's family, we were bored..

That's it really. There's more, but I'm too lazy to post too many piccies. Last post of the year... Well, actually second last.. I'm gonna post a tag right after this =D Yay!

*End of Post*

Family picnic on 14/12

2008-12-29T14:25:00.010+08:00

Ugh.. I get a headache thinking of how we finally decided which beach to go to... Inda betantu... Sekajap pantai ani, sekajap pantai atu... Now I don't even remember which beach we went to... xP Bungsu and us were the first ones to get there.

Waiting around for everyone else

Bored jua udah tu...

Finally, tua came! We were very happy cause they brought FOOD!!

Payah-payah kan parking

No, not a good spot.. Change!

Meriah jua sedikit..

Tua brought a bike! Bungsu brought a mini-motor! Talk about awesome! For everyone else, I mean.. Aku inda plang

*gasp* Syakirah! Who is that??

Makan.. Jangan tak makan..

Bisai seluarnya a

Lonely jua~

That's Ana. Scary niece of mine~

Ana, Matin & Syafiq

Later, we got bored so Frah, Syiqah & I went to see the bunnies on sale

The bunny got loose and Syiqah picked it up @_@'

Bunnies galore

Then, we went back

Look! Danish!!

Here's another lonely person

Meeting between my mum and two annoying little girls?

Even the boys are having a conference?

And now my mummy is left all alone~ =(

Muda is menyaya-ing c-Ayyub

Nice shirt

Amit & Abel

The girls

Another conference?

Danish and his daddy

Everybody~

We had fun.. We got ice cream. We saw bunnies. Syafiq killed crabs. Everyone rode the motorbike. Etc...

*End of Post*

Adam's birthday celebration..

2008-12-28T21:30:00.007+08:00

FINALLY I get to post these particular piccies.

Here's the nyummy nyummy cake

Adam is scared of Ana

They're having trouble getting Adam to even look at the cake

Hafidz videoing everything

Ana gets to celebrate her birthday too!!!

Happy belated birthday Ana ~_~

After that, we all went outside for the 'Lucky Draw' that we have for almost every FUN occasion

Frah & I...

The kids on the mini bouncer

Me & Syiqah

The family

Some of the lucky draw prizes. I think those are keychains or something

I don't know where this mess came from

Anas

Iying and some of the boys let off fireworks =p

Irah & I. We worked hard to help the 'Lucky Draw'. I was in charge of writing down everyone's names.

Getting ready for Musical Chairs

I forgot who that is but I decided to post it anyway :)

Me & Anas

Me & baby

Anas & Syafiq doing what they do best.. Things that normal people like us will never understand ~_~

Take a piccy of me, ne Anas-chan?

Icha got a prize for playing 'Stop Dance'

Me & Frah sitting down, tired..

Iman, you look so lonely over there so I had to take a piccy of you

Birthday boy on the bouncer

Some of the adults that are left

Icha wants to get on the motorcycle (which is the source of the light) with Tua

Okay, that's all for tonight. I'm tired.

Oh! By the way, I almost forgot.. Here's a fanficcy that got dedicated to me! :D So totally unexpected!! It's titled Black Butterflies of Death and the sequel is Death God Apprentice. They're both AWESOME! I'm hoping that there's another sequel coming up!!

10 Random Facts =P

2008-12-24T21:45:00.004+08:00

Rules :

- each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves

- at the end of your blog you need to choose 10 people you`re going to tag and list their names.

1. i'm scared of semut pdas @_@
2. i like to take candid piccies
3. i love Yesung-oppa from SuJu
4. I really like Junsu-oppa from DBSK
5. i love to laugh
6. i dont know why but i like slow/love songs more than lgu rancak although i still like lgu2 yg rancak
7. i love singing "Gemilang" at the karaoke at UNI arcade at the mall
8. i enjoy eating ~_~
9. i can't swim
10. i'm scared of heights =p

People to tag?

Fish (on request X])

Anyone else who wanna do it..

*End of Post*

Another tag~ Whee!

2008-12-23T20:54:00.003+08:00

1) when do you want to get married?
erm 23 to 25?

2) what you want the most now?
to get really good grades so i can get a scholarship

3) who is the person you trust the most?
my little sister even though she can be the most untrustable person ever

4) do you think you have enough confidence?
sometimes i have enough..

5) if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
my dream is to go to a university in UK. I think.

6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
well isnt it true? its science right?

7) what are you afraid to lose right now?.
my friends Nisa & Fish who is staying at MD while the rest of us perish in this horrible place you call PTEK

8) do you believe in eternal love?
i guess so...

9) if you meet someone you love,will you confess to him/her?
most likely not.. im a coward.. =)

10) list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you..
i dont really know her that well... nice, taggable & obsessed with DBSK ^_^

11) what are the requirements do you wish from the other half?
trust, understanding and uhm.. funny x...

12) what type of person you hate the most?
people who act like they know me when they don't

13) do you cherish every friendship of yours?
no duh~

14) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family

15) do you find the needs to have a boyfriend?
well no but it would be nice to have one~

16) at this point in time, would you rather be a heartbreaker or heartbroken?
i'd rather be the heartbroken one. i dont like to hurt people

17) what kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eye?
the kind of friend you can turn to for help or just to talk to. dependable n reliable (Sama kh 2?)

18) describe the person who tag you in 6 words...
nice, obsessed with SuJu, obsessed with DBSK, taggable, erm.. the person that knows all DBSK news, erm.. dunno what else.. like i said, dont know her that well...

19) the place you wanted to go most with your loved ones.
Korea, Japan, UK...

20)the 3 people you wanna tag with this

Fish

Blossom

My twin

*end of post*

Tagged from LJ

2008-12-04T23:54:00.005+08:00

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
No

02) What was your dream growing up?
To become an astronomer

03) What talent do you wish you had?
Erm dancing? Or singing? Or basically any talent at all XD

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Erm Sprite x?

05) Favorite vegetable?
Pakis.. I dunno the english word for it

06) What was the last book you read?
The Time Traveller's Wife by Audrey Niffeneger

07) What zodiac sign are you?
Taurus

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
haha i wish..im too scared xP

09) Worst Habit?
erm playing with my lips.. especially when they're chapped hahaha

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
if u look like u need a ride

11) What is your favorite sport?
soccer but i cant play ahha so maybe netball... traditional dance is a sport kh?

12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
depends on my mood.. if im in a good mood, im pessimistic =D just because its fun to complain ahhaha

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
panic... O_o

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
erm when my little sister had an accident on the motorbike T^T

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
pyah jua sln2 ny ani... erm i guess that i can become half-stalker when i have a crush X)

16) Do you have any pets?
haha no im too irresponsible and lazy

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
maybe i'd slam the door in your face? haha no lah.. erm i'd get all awkward and polite haha

18) What was your first impression of me?
erm i dunno eh..

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
neither... they're kinda lame haha but that's ok. i like lame :)

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
my hair.. i think it's too flat =/

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
erm depends on the situation lah..

22) What color eyes do you have?
dark dark brown..

23) Ever been arrested?
haha please. do i look like someone who would get arrested? xP

24) Bottle or can soda?
bottle. cause it's more fun

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
put it in my bank account but use some to go crazy in the bookstore

26) Favorite band to listen to when you're mad?
DBSK. particular song - Rising Sun

27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
my room or the karaoke place at Uni

28) Do you believe in ghosts?
not really. i believe in spirits though

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
internet!!

30) Do you swear a lot?
in private ada lah..

31) Biggest pet peeve?
i dnt have pets bh kta ku ><

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
awkward XD

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
yes. but not too much romance. atu luan jua haha

34) Favourite and least favourite food?
favourite - chocolates & apples =p
least favorite - erm ntah.. apa sja yg aku na ska mkn la hahaha

35) Tag 5 people to do this.
i. Mas
ii. LinaFiqah
iii. My twin
iv. Fish
v. Wee-wee

Tagged by my twin

2008-12-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

What's the relationship of you with him/her?

Erm she's my stalker? ;P

5 impressions towards him/her?

1. well i dont actually know her but she's kinda weird stalking me haha

2. she's determined, as in she did a lot to find out things about me

3. she seems vain psal byk gmbrny haha sma th mcam aku 2

4. erm... she seems to be 24 hours online :P

5. she's honest, ngakun jua ia stalking aku ahahha

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?

she said she has guy stalkers haha i only got her ;p

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?

erm well not to me exactly but its about me. ia bekarih mncari gmbr ku arh be2 ;p

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...

erm thats kinda weird.. i dont wanna think about it xD

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...

erm feel sad la.. i dun like having enemies

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on...

still kinda weird.. kn jwp pun, i dunno her that well so i dont know

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?

maybe she doesnt like having a clone x?

The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

take a picture side by side n show it to people haha

The overall impression on him/her is?

she's ok hhehe but like i said, alum knal bnar bh

How do you think people around you feel about you?

maybe im annoying? like i tend to make lame jokes without even realizing it.. =)

The character of you about yourself is?

lazy bum

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?

lazy bum n i can be selfish sometimes

The most ideal person you wanna be is?

someone who can make other people happy :)

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

aww thats sweet but i think u like the wrong person haha

10 people you tag.

1. Buzz

2. Buttercup

3. Manager

4. Fish

5. Harith

6. Mas

7. Bazli

8. Aidah

9. Wanna

10. Nab

Who is No.2 having relationship with?

oh she's single hahaha that's a funny question for some reason ;D

No.3 is a female or male?

female ^_^

If No.7 and No.10 were together, would it be a good thing?

erm i dunno... it seems like a weird couple somehow :D

How about No.5 and No.8?

haha yea only in my dreams

What is No.1 studying about?

the same subjects as me!

Is No.4 single?

erm actually nda ku tau O_o ahha although i think aku prnah tnya ia plg

if i had to guess, id say she's single plg

Say something about No.6.

erm whats to say about c-Mas a... na tau haha when i skip EAS, I hang out with her ;p

2008-12-01T18:49:00.002+08:00

write your full name using your elbow.
no backspacing.
tag some people.

dkin wsi9t9nqawkjmqol9ijaqnpgtndpnmhjum rosli

haah i only got my dad's name right..

Tagged:

1. Buttercup

2. Manager

3. My clone? ;D

4. Fish!!

I can't act X_x

2008-11-19T14:57:00.004+08:00

Today, we had to act the last scene of "A View From The Bridge" by Arthur Miller for Lit. class. Kami kana bagi tiga groups with seven people in each and we had to act out the same scene. Whichever group has the best production gets a prize (whatever that may be).

So my group consists of Farah, Fawzul, Fiqah, Khatijah, me, Nabilah sama Vernon. Note that I listed us out alphabetically. ~~I'm such a complete dork~~ =D

The characters were as follows (again, characters are alphabetical):

Alfieri (the lawyer/narrator) - Nabilah
Beatrice (the wife) - Fiqah
Catherine (the niece) - me
Eddie (the main character) - Farah
Louis (the main character's friend) - Khatijah
Marco (the wife's distant cousin) - Fawzul
Rodolpho (the wife's distant cousin's brother ;p) - Vernon

The details of the plot, if you've never heard of the play, ada di sini.

All three groups got to perform their piece today. It was pretty funny. We couldn't stop laughing. Group pertama, no offence, but they were a bit lacking in emotions.

The second group was my group.. I seriously couldn't stop laughing for some reason.. Inda cali pun.. Like, the scene is where Eddie gets killed!! What's funny about that?? But I just couldn't stop laughing. For every single line, except for my first line, I was laughing. Kinda ruined our production, I think. I laughed so much there were tears in my eyes. How embarrassing~ We were so good when we practised.. Darn it.. I was supposed to make the knife but I forgot.. I only remembered right when I was planning to sleep last night so I just drew on a hasty knife-shape on a box of chocolates and cut it out.. It was not bad actually. It was all shiny on one side so it might have passed off as a pretty good prop.. But then, I lost it somewhere in school or in the car so I found a long ruler in my history class that we used.. Hahaha skati ku ganya ngambil a.

Fiqah actually has a sore throat but she was pretty awesome. At least, ia inda ketawa.. Farah was pretty cool as Eddie. With her expressions and everything. And Vernon can make a pretty decent 'serious' character... But I just had to ruin everything by laughing the whole time.

The third group was not bad.. Muni is a pretty good 'male' character... Tapi I think their version of the scene was the funniest.. Because they kept forgetting where they were and everything. Hahahah how can I not laugh?? I mean, I laughed at my group's acting, why not theirs right??

I hope Nabilah puts the videos (she recorded all three versions) ke dalam computernya so that I can take our group's. I wanna post it on Youtube and then post it here so you all can see. :)

Pidato performance

2008-11-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

I think I mentioned before that Cultural Night was cancelled.. I don't remember though.. Payah wa banyak blog ani... You can't keep track of what you wrote where and when..

Anyway, in case I haven't mentioned this, instead of Cultural Night, kami buat persembahan untuk perlawanan ucapan a.k.a. pidato next week. Rusydi actually asked me if I wanted to join.. Uh, no... Sorry. Public speaking ain't my thing. Although I would like to have more confidence speaking in front of people, making speeches isn't really what I had in mind..

Anyway, our practice today was kinda rigorous. Since I go on stage three times, ngalih jua ku tu... Although I'm still not great with the steps, it's not so bad now. I think~

I'm kinda scared.. What if I forget the steps? What if I trip?? O_o Scary thought.. Aku paksa pindah-pindah jua, as in which side I come out to the stage, three times. That means I have to run backstage to the other side three times. Let me tell you something, the stage isn't exactly small...

Okay, I just lost my train of thought.. Jim-Jim keeps annoying me, asking me if we're moving to Katok or not.. What am I??? A government official or something? Whatever... I'm annoyed now. I don't wanna write no more.

I wanna chill T^T

2008-11-15T19:58:00.002+08:00

My exams are over... The syllabus (inda temasuk Socio & Lit) is finished.. I wanna chill now! I don't wanna study! I'm in the holiday mood already!

But Mrs. Izan doesn't like the idea of us doing nothing for the next two weeks before th term holiday so she decided to start on next year's syllabus this Monday. No!!! Boring kli a! If she doesn't want us to do nothing, then she can assign projects for us or something! I don't wanna study! T^T

Sociologyis getting boringer as we get nearer the end of the term. I actually fell asleep for a few minutes in class today hahaha... Tapi aku tunduk banar yatah Sir inda tau wawawa~

For Lit, we have to act out the last scene of "A View From The Bridge". Aku jadi si Catherine! Whoo! Although Beatrice's part is more awesomer there. It's gonna be so embarrassing! ;$

I don't wanna go to EAS~ It's getting boringer as well... Boring, boring, boring!

I have three essays to finish by Monday. This sucks eh.. Aku na mo skulah!! T^T