Omg!! I can't believe I forgot!! XD
Last Sunday, 15th June, I had a haircut.. Lol.. Yea.. I completely forgot to post about it.. Please forgive me.. :)
Mom woke me up at I forgot what time and took Syakirah and I to a hair salon.. My hair is now officially waayyy shorter than I've ever remembered it to be.. Well, longer than it was when I was two but that doesn't count.. I feel like a completely different person... Literally.. I think my smile got wider.. I also feel like an airhead because my head feels so light..
The next day, I went to Miri with Irah, her parents, her two brothers, Aziz and Arif, her cousin and Hajar in Hajar's dad's car. It was not so uneventful, the ride... I actually had a good time :) Not that that's so hard.. Lol.. Erm.. Yeah..
So we got to Miri and went to Boulevard, I think.. I forgot.. And we went to the arcade. We sang a couple of songs, played the basketball game, danced and played a sort of drum game. I don't know what you call it but it was awesome! :) Man, I wanna play drums.. *sigh*
Irah and I had also spent the evening torturing our Iying, my mom's younger sister when we went "grocwry shopping". We only went down to buy cooking oil but for some reason Iying wanted to get a trolley so we had a hard time getting one so we pushed it around and kept losing Iying around the supermarket. We had gone with Irah's cousin. Then we pretended to put everything in sight into the trolley, aggravating our Iying further ;P Then we went to pay buy there was someone else ahead of us so Irah, her cousin and I took the trolley to the junk food section. And guess what? Apparently, Iying wasn't aware of our absence so when the person ahead of us left, she went forward to the cashier who was looking at her strangely. Then she turned around and we weren't there!! XDXDXD ahahahhahahahah That's just so funny to me...
The next day, we got into a real rush sending Irah's mom and Hajar to the airport even though, to tell you the truth, we could've gone there earlier... Way earlier. But somehow, we ended up having to wait for Irah's cousin to pick us up, being rushed by those already at the airport eventhough we were on the road and couldn't go any faster, and getting scolded for absolutely nothing... Oh well...
Then we went home. On the way out of Miri, Irah went with her cousin while I rode in Iying's car. Somehow, Irah's cousin got us lost lol... Iying got so aggravated and all... XD But when we reached Brunei, Irah got into our car and we went home. I had a nice nap on the way, too... =D
Miss you!
DON'T WORRY ABOUT
THE PEOPLE iN
YOUR PAST;
THERE'S A REASON THEY
DiDN'T MAKE iT
TO YOUR FUTURE
I MISS YOU
I never
want to
lose you
missing someone
isn't about how long it's been since
you've seen them last or the amount
of time since you've talked... it's
about that very [[ moment ]] when
you're doing something... and you
wish, you wish that they were right
------> there with you.
so i kinda
sorta maybe
like you a
LOT more
than i had
originally planned.
Somewhere
between
all our laughs,
long talks,
stupid little
fights, and all
our jokes,
I fell in love.
Went to the mall today... Met with Muid.. My first ex... Gave me chocolates.. Got the new "Departure" album by Jesse McCartney.. Haven't checked it though.. Bought a new book... Saw a bunch of almost-cute guys.. Waved at Wee-Wee at the arcade.. Saw Fadhli at the Komunis cd store near the mall..
Went to Miri on Monday and got back yesterday.. Got a new book.. Bought a bracelet for Syakirah and had a matching one for me.. Couldn't find any Arashi or FT Island cds.. Darn it.. Twice a guy said hi to me and both times Irah said it was aimed at me.. Yeah right..
Yeah.. I know.. I'm so freakin' bored right now... Don't know what else to post about.. So.. Yeah...
I'm counting today as my last day of school since on Saturday, I won't even be in school XD I'd be in Kota Batu.. Wahahha..
I took a late slip for the first time today.. Well.. The first time this year anyway.. Whatever.. Arif 2 seemed to be staring at me again today.. Well, I don't know.. Maybe he just happened to be looking my way.. But if that's the case, then I don't know the difference.. Anyway, we were supposed to continue with "The Bay" today but we ended up talking about life in London.. ;D As in, if we went to study there. For the whole lesson..
Yesterday, I'd ask a lot of people to pray that I got to see History guy today since I wouldn't be able to see him on Saturday :) Guess what? Our prayers were answered. Heheh... I practically flew to History class.. Only Adrian had arrived.. Thank goodness they hadn't left yet ehhe.. So at first I waited by the window so I could see History guy. Then when he got out of sight, I moved to the back door ;D Mu came and I told her to hurry over so I could point him out to her. Then he came out and Mu said he was looking at her.. Wow... Wish that were me.. Oh well.. Better her than somebody I don't like.. Hehe..
Later, Ziqah and I headed over to Socio class. Since it was still break, I went to hand in my late slip. There was a cute guy standing outside the maths staffroom with a bunch of his friends =) What? Irah said so too! Anyway, then we went to class. Nothing interesting happened... Except everyone were all sleepy and stuff.. At the end of the lesson, Sir asked if there were any questions. Nobody did. We all just wanted to go home apparently. Then Sir asked Arif2 but he didn't answer. But then Sir asked, "Holiday mood kamu sudah kh?" And Arif immediately went, "Ah?" Hahahha... I know he probably perked up at the word 'holiday' :)
We went to the canteen for PS, as usual. Hot wasn't there.. He usually isn't on Thursdays.. Maybe he doesn't have afternoon class so he goes home early? Maybe.. I don't know.. I'm not his mum.. So around 11.30 we went up. We went through the dining hall and so History guy!!! Woo-hoo! =D Pakan.. haha.. Anyway, we didn't really see his face though.. Only saw him from the side and back.. He was coming from who-knows-where to the dining hall. Maybe the canteen or the art room.. I just.. Don't.. Know.. Anyway, we sat at the bench by the parking lot again and Ziqah scolded me for not watching the TVXQ videos..
Then we went back to our usual bench until Ziqah and Jat-Jat went home... I didn't see CCLL at all today.. :( I most likely won't see him on Saturday.. And when I saw him yesterday, he almost gave me a heart attack... I know I have his picture and all.. But still... I'd like to see the real thing more...
I may not get to see you
as often as I like. I may
not get to hold you in my
arms all through the
night. But deep in my
heart I truly know, you're
the one that I love, and I
can't let you go.
The truth is you DON'T KNOW
what is going to happen tomorrow.
Life is a crazy ride,
and nothing is guaranteed.
I really thought today was gonna be another one-in-a-million crappy day but it turned out to be not too bad.
What sucks is that I developed a cold. The weird thing is that I've been coughing a lot since before our trip to Thailand which was like 3 months ago. I'd been sneezing more often since I reached the summit of the mountain-hill at Berambang Island. It just got worse last night and this morning I had a slight fever. I'd been sniffling since last night.. x(
Anyway, I really believed it was gonna be crappy today because we got off to a bad start. Sykrah had to be at ugama school by 7.30. Well, guess what, babe. So do I. We went at 7 but this time, despite traffic jams and whatnot, we actually managed to get to school on time. Cool, aye? Nisa went out early though since she had the history trip today.
I was real scared about History class since I hadn't made a dent on my homework. I was too busy finishing the Socio essay last night. So we went to class (I saw Hot on the way :] ) and Mrs. Izan got real mad when Ilyas told her he 'forgot' his work. Yea.. Like that's actually gonna work.. Then Mrs. Izan began asking everyone the answers to the questions and I was like writing down the answers to the questions we haven't reached yet just in case I got one of those. Guess what? Langsung nada kana sabut namaku.. -.- Seriously man.. I could've just chilled out and not cared... Aish..
Then for Socio, we didn't do anything interesting. Except Sir used Azizi for another example. Poor kid.. Always the test-dummy... Lol.. Ziqah left 15 minutes early for her class photo.
During break, we went to pick up Ziqah at the auditorium. Well, we stopped in front of the food stall and waited for her. You know what? Rupanya wa.. Ada c-History!! I did not notice at all!! I only knew when Ziqah told me earlier.. And she was adamant that he had been looking at me again.. So anyway we turned to go back. You know, I was totally not expecting to see CCLL today since he had the trip and all.. And yep.. You guessed it.. I saw him!! :D We had just turned around and I looked at the library exit and THERE HE WAS!!! Omg... So cute man!!! Hmmmnnnhh... I was so shocked.. I could have had a heart attack right there and then and it'd be because of him.. Oh well.. At least I saw him before... Ok.. Not gonna get all dramatic about it.. But seriously.. I was real shocked at the sight of him...
On the way back, we met Mutiah who was looking for us. Ziqah and Irah went on so I accompanied Tiah to buy a drink. When we came back, Ziqah had walked Irah to class so I hung out with Tiah. Then I saw Hot and got all excited. Then his two friends were in front of him and Tiah said, "Eh! Tu! Aku suka!" And I'm like, where?? And she pointed to Hot's friend, the one w/ glasses, not the one w/ the songkok who Ziqah and I say is prasan ;) At first, I didn't recognize him. But since he was walking in front of Hot Guy and next to Songkok, I'm like, "Eh.. Bukan kawan c-Hot kah 2?" And Tiah got all wide-eyed and demanded to know the truth.. I told her I thought so but I'd ask Ziqah. Then Ziqah came back and we walked Tiah to class.
Later on, Ziqah and I went to the canteen. Absolutely no cute guy man.. =.= Then we went to the library because I had to print out my Socio essay (which I forgot to hand in by the way... Aish..) and I saw Hot, the back of his head anyway.. Then I took my time printing and then I sat down where CL2 had sat a few weeks ago when he took out his phone *sigh*.. Darn it.. I forgot to enjoy it.. hahaha... Then Tiah's glasses-boy came and sat directly across from us. hahaha we started talking about him right in front of him wawawa... Then when we went out, I looked to my right and saw Hot Guy at the bag shelves!! =P hahaha like i immediately wore a big grin on my face while Ziqah used her arm to cover her mouth.
During EAS, we had to rewrite the extract we wrote a commentary on. The passage is from Roald Dahl's book, "Boy". It was a paragraph describing Mrs. Pratchett, whoever she was. Our task was to write a paragraph about a person who is the complete opposite of Mrs. Pratchett using Dahl's style of writing. I might've done a better job doing it myself but Miss Nurul wanted us to do it in groups. Oh yeah.. Sri said Azizi is "handsome" and I'm like what?? He's evil man!! Oh well.. To each her own..
For E.Lit, we watched a movie, The Other Boleyn Girl. It's about Queen Elizabeth's mother, Anne Boleyn and her sister, Mary Boleyn and King Henry Richard. It was real tragic. I had to watch women give birth THREE times throughout the movie, avert my eyes during the uncensored scenes twice and covered my eyes when people got executed, which was also twice. Man... That was horrible.. Can't believe Ms. Salwa showed it to us.. -.-' It was okay though..
What do you do
when the only one
who can make you
stop crying is the
one who made you
cry
Today was almost as good as yesterday.
First, we had Socio. It was fine...
Next was PS. Ziqah and I spent about fifteen minutes at the canteen (no Hot Guy... :[ ). Then we went to the library because Ziqah wanted to do some "work". Yeah, right... We ended up looking at pictures of FT Island and talking about everything but our work.
By 9.45, which is break, I was ready to get out of there since Ziqah had only edited one paragraph of her Socio homework and all I did was add one point to my history homework. But at 9.50, we were still in there because Ziqah was totally taking her time packing up her things. So I stood up so that she would hurry a little and when I did, I was looking to my right (which happened to be the guys' side of the library), and I saw CCLL!! XD So hot ma~~ So while Ziqah packed, I kept staring at him whatever he did. Then finally Ziqah was done and we left.
Before EAS, Irah & I sent Ziqah to her class. Hot was by the noticeboard near the admin building with a bunch of guys. I was in front and I paused so very close to him (~_~) as I waited for people to go by. So cool man! Then finally the way was clear and we left him.. Hahah.. Like he noticed us there anyway.. After he was a way behind, Ziqah and I were like huhhrmmmhhh... I seriously have no idea how to spell that.. x) And then during EAS, we went on with our commentary. I'm starting to worry about my handwriting. What if my handwriting is still the same by exam time? The examiners are gonna go all squinty-eyed and close to the paper just to be sure they're reading it right.
For Lit, teacher had to leave at 11.30 because she had a meeting in KB. So we did a poem and then were done. So I left. I walked by our history class and History guy in there! :D Then I went downstairs and looked in my bag and rupanya c-irah sudah balikkan the history book she borrowed that morning. So I took it as a sign to go by History guy's class again (wahaha!!) to my locker (yes, I know it was the longer route but dude... Don't you know me?? [obviously not...]) and went back the same way. :) Man! He's so cute!! I read a little more Great Expectations and then sat and waited for 12.05 to come so I could take up my bag and go to history class (and get a glimpse of History guy at the same time...). Then a few minutes to that time, Ziqah came down and we went up together. As we were climbing up the stairs, History guy was about to reach it. SO CUTE MA!!!! :-) *sigh*... I looked down as he passed by, I'm too shy for my own good... Ugh...
During lunch, Ziqah and I and Mu did stupid things in class wawawa... We took pictures and whatever.
I actually fell asleep during history. We were watching a film and answering questions on a piece of paper. We were waiting for the last question which was taking its time coming after the previous question that I fell asleep. Kept nodding off anyway.
Oh yeah, during lunch, Ziqah and I went to buy drinks after we dropped off our bags and on our way there, Harry (Ching Ching Ling Ling, Chong Chong Ling Ling's alleged brother ;P) was like staring at us.. He seemed to anyway.. And we all know my tendency to look too much into things... Ziqah, of course, did not notice at all... =.="
This day was freakin' awesome!! :)
First, this morning I managed to get to class on time ^^
I had PS first period. I went the long way (past CCLL's History class, but he wasn't there.. :[ ) and when I was in the corridor heading straight to the stairs, a guy was behind the wall and peeking in my general direction and I was like, Oookay... But then I reached the corner of the stairs and rupanya it was Sparkly-Eyes =P (one of the guys that Tiah suka)...
Then Ziqah and I went down to the canteen and no wonder CCLL wasn't in class!! He skipped (again) and he was sitting meliat arah direction of where we usually sit XD So cool, man! hehehe... Yeah... Oh! Almost forgot! On our way to canteen, Hot Guy was in front of us.. Yeah.. I know.. Awesomazing!! =P Then at the counter (antam saja tia namanya..) Ziqah and I were waiting for one of the antis to turn to us (too busy entertaining the boys) and Hot was on the other side (the counter was divided into two by a small tiang [pole?] in the middle) and he was kidding around with his friends and then suddenly he jumped over to our side (closer to me!) haha yea.. :) Macam kami ni menahan ketawa kan.. I was like in total heaven.. With both CL2 and Hot there.. Then we went to sit down and Chong Chong Ling Ling was like across from me and just a bit to the left so I had full view of him over his friend's shoulder and OMG!! He is so cute!!! Stressy~~ And I kept adjusting my position at times so that Ziqah would block him from my view and I can eat in peace or so that I could look at him and sigh like a pathetic idiot.. XD I could also see Hot on Ziqah's other side (well, the back of his head anyway but woah.. what a hot back of head.. lol...) It was a wonderful predicament for me.. hehehe... Then we went up with Hot a little ahead of us again hahahaha man... awesome morning yea? Not over yet... We went to the library to borrow a book and we saw Hot Guy again.. mwahahahahah x)
After that was EAS and we tried to do another commentary. Not a bad class...
Then during break, I made Tiah accompany me to buy a drink and we saw CCLL again!! Woo-hoo!! hahaha yeah.. I'm enjoying this day wayyy too much... But before that, we saw Masduqi and I asked when his History field trip was (normally i couldn't care less but he's in Chong Chong Ling Ling's class =] ) and it's gonna be on Wednesday!! Nooo!!! That means TWO freakin' days without a chance to see Chong Chong Ling Ling!!! Wednesday AND Saturday (my field trip)!! EVIL!!!
Tiah and me at my locker..
Yeah.. Nada kaja.. wawawa...
Yeah.. Nada kaja.. wawawa...
Then I hurried to History class and luckily the previous class hadn't left yet. I convinced Aidah to wait by the back door with me since I wanted to see History guy and yeps.. There he was.. So cute ma!!! :) And you know what?? Rupanya Aidah pun suka!! It's like.. We have the same taste in guys!! hahahaha... Except she doesn't think Hot is hot at all.. hehehe... I was so shocked when she said she liked him too that at first, I thought she was just kidding... Rupanya banar.. Toing~~ Ngalih ku cemani ani eh.. haha..
During lunch, Ziqah and I went to the food stall because I saw CCLL in front of the library :D Then we were walking on the grass and I was looking for him and couldn't find him and suddenly I looked at this group of people also standing on the grass and came face-to-face with CCLL.. Woah.. Weird moment.. Because he seemed to be looking at me as well... Like dapan-dapan kan.. Well, inda plang ampir.. But still.. I mean, I was looking for him somewhere else completely and rupanya ia like, dapan-dapan ku like banar-banar kan.. ;) Ahhh... Heaven...
Socio was a great class today as well. We started early at around 12.50 (supposed to be 12.45 but some people were late). Before that, Ziqah, Irah and I went to class early to eat and Sir was already there writing on the board. We talked in small voices... Then when Sir was finished, he looked at us sitting there looking annoying =P haha and then we had this conversation:
Sir: Kamu ni.. Sama sekulah kah?
Us: *nods*
Sir: Yang dari Husein tu kah?
Us: *shakes head*
Ziqah: Hasan
Sir: Hasan... Di Jerudong kah?
Us: *laughs a little*
Irah: Kilanas
Sir: Oohh... Jadinya kamu tinggal arah ban-ban atu tah tu?
Us: *shakes head & giggles again*
Sir: Ampir arah kawasan Hua Ho atu kah? Inda? (Somehow making this sentence sound longer than it actually is)
Us: *looks at each other and shakes head again*
Then Sir sat down at his desk and lay his head in his arms and looked at us one by one and saying this:
Sir: Nadirah, you should do more reading for your essay *peeks at Irah from under his arm*
Irah: *nods*
Ziqah & I: *looks at Irah*
Sir: Umm.. you too.. Amalina.. *peeks at me from under his arm*
Me: *nods, looking meek, grins and looks at the others*
Sir: And you too Ziqah.. *peeks at Ziqah from under his arm*
Ziqah: *nods*
Irah & I: *grins and looks at Ziqah*8
Suddenly, we couldn't constrain our laughter and Irah went out to throw out her food and so did I and so did Ziqah. Note that we chose the trash can outside, very far away, instead of the dustbin inside the class. We laughed terribly. I mean, seriously dude.. Why didn't he just say it to all three of us at once? He's so weird!! XD No offence Sir..
Then we went in and had a not-so-bad class. Awesome actually.. hahahahaha... We were learning about interactionist view on conformity, which is that it's difficult to tell if someone is conformist or not. Then he gave us an example using Azizi. He said, "Can I use you for an example? You're a good boy." And I'm like, yeah whatever... Then he said, "You all look at Azizi. Does he look like a conformist or non-conformist?" And everyone said conformist (which is basically a euphemism for geek =P i'm so mean..) and he pointed out all the conformist features visible on Azizi which is that he wears a songkok, buttong his sleeves all the way down and whatever. Then he said, "But you don't know.. He looks like a conformist but you don't know.. Maybe yesterday.. Azizi has a dark secret. A dark secret he doesn't want anyone else to see.. Maybe he's.. This is just an example a.. Maybe he's not heterosexual.." And we all like burst out laughing and Sir hurried on to assure us that it was just an example and he said, "Just an example! Just an example! Maybe he is gay.." And we all laughed some more.. I mean, come on. That's funny! :P Again, meanie!! "He's gay, okay.. But you don't know.. It's a secret.. Let's say.. One day.. I caught him.. Doing something deviant.." Again, more laughter.. Seriously man.. Loving this example more and more.. "Just an example a... I caught him doing something deviant.. And then, I label him.. Because I have the power.. I label him.." And it went on like that... Man.. That was one great class.. =)
Later on, we had dance practice. Tiah joined us this time. Three guys also came. Ammar, Hanif and two other guys... We didn't actually do any dancing because the teacher didn't bring the radio and therefore we didn't have any music.. Before the guys came, we went through the steps of the Qayyum dance we did two weeks ago. When they came, we did a warm-up and then they left. Except for one guy.. We spent the rest of the time eating food that the girls brought since there was a possibility that our trainer was gonna be replaced.. Don't know for sure though.. But we ate.. Nyummy.. The noodles were not bad.. The brownies were awesome! So was the chicken.. And the egg tarts.. And the tuna sandwiches.. whahahaha... And I drank both the red and green mirindas.. Mmm.. I'm hungry.. :D
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Couldn't really blog yesterday... It's not that I was tired.. But I had to do my History essay... Which I didn't... =.="... So basically, it was a pointless night.. Lol...
Anyway, we went to Berambang Island yesterday afternoon. When I first got there, only Vernon, Riki, a guy and a girl was there.. Then Mr. Holland motioned for us to go to him so we did. We waited by the school for the rest of the students to come.. Then Ms. Salwa came. Woah... Weird transition man. She really did have blonde hair.. Not exactly what I imagined. ~_~' She was still recognizable, though.. Hehe... Tiah couldn't come cause she had a fever... I wasn't really surprised though.. Cause the day before, she couldn't speak at all... Since she lost her voice.
Anywho, I stayed with Nisa who, luckily, for me at least, was very nice yesterday ~_~ We took a taxi boat to the other side, i.e. Berambang Island. It was pretty fun.. The ride, I mean.. The boys, especially Fawzul, were so loud.. XD It was as if they'd never been on a boat before. Well, it could be said for like half of the students there.
When we got to the jetty, we had to wait awhile for Mr. Holland, Ms. Salwa and the rest of the students (late-comers! =D). I sat with Nisa and her friend, Rahimah. They were really taking their time. So we took that time to take a few pictures. Fun, fun, fun! Lol... Finally a boat came. Just as the boat was about to reach the jetty, the front of it, the bow I think, actually tipped a little bit into the water! ;O We were all like, Woah! That was so scary man.. But they didn't go into the water or anything like that.. Just got wet.. Hehe.. I'm quite certain that Nisa's friend, Mufidah, who got wet from that little episode, is my best friend from Primary Four at PDS school... Seriously, I think so. I didn't ask her though.. I mean, it was a long time ago... Maybe 7 or 8 years ago (Yes, I actually counted =.=)... She doesn't look exactly the same but if I thought about it enough, she's still identifiable with the Mufidah I knew. Not sure about her personality though.. I don't have that good a memory. But she was really nice.. I'm glad for that.. I kinda miss, actually... But oh well.. I got Ziqah now, right?
So we went on foot to the mountain (hill?)... Let me tell you, it wasn't exactly a trip to your backyard. It was so far away man... But Nisa and I took quick, long steps. While everyone else stopped at the small shops, we went on (mainly because we didn't know they were shops =] )... We were soon between Riki's group of five and the rest.. A long way between them. Mr. Holland and Ms. Salwa had stayed behind to wait for a few more students who came that late. Nisa, Mufidah, Rahimah and I stopped at a turn in the road because we weren't sure if we should go straight or turn right.. We'd expected the others to catch up to us but instead, Mr. Holland came first! We were a bit surprised since he had stayed behind and everything. So we went on with Mr. Holland, Rahimah and Mufidah lagging a bit behind. We actually had a good walk from there. Mr. Holland was pretty good company. He was quite nice and friendly and everything. Wish he was my Lit teacher.. No offence to Ms. Salwa though.. He dropped us at the bottom of what I will refer to as the mountain (I'm not really sure of what to call it actually). He showed us this really fresh, clean water that came all the way down the mountain on a piece of bamboo. We drank it too... It was okay. I mean, can you blame us? We had walked such a long way. Mr. Holland did not look tired at all... Then he went back to wait for the others and we stayed in the shade of the trees.
When the rest caught up with us, they too went all sakai over the water lol... Then we started to climb. I must tell you, it was definitely no picnic... There were three flights of stairs and plenty of forest floor in between. It was so freakin' tiring man.. Not because of the previous long walk, but because of the steepness and my fear of heights. After the first flight of stairs, I felt crying when I thought about the fact that I would have to climb down that thing. Luckily I had Nisa with me. She didn't mind stopping now and again, encouraged me to drink my water and all that.. Mr. Holland was real nice too. I told him I might have a problem going down and he told me that later he would walk in fron
t of me and I could just walk behind him. He reassured me, gave me advice everytime we saw him. I praised Allah almost every steep step of the way. I do that when I get scared.. I'm glad I do though.. It really prevented me from falling. Thank God! Thank you Allah so much for keeping us all safe yesterday!
t of me and I could just walk behind him. He reassured me, gave me advice everytime we saw him. I praised Allah almost every steep step of the way. I do that when I get scared.. I'm glad I do though.. It really prevented me from falling. Thank God! Thank you Allah so much for keeping us all safe yesterday!I LIKE THE RAIN... NO ONE CAN SEE YOUR TEARS
We soon reached what we all thought had been the summit (which it wasn't =.=). We had to wait for everyone else though. When Mr. Holland reached us, he told us it wasn't the top lol... It was just a short climb to the top but the way was obstructed by plants. Sharp plants. Sharp, painful plants. Well, it didn't hurt that much but still.. When we got to the top, of course I couldn't resist taking pictures. The fact that it was a great spot for photo-taking really took my mind off of the height. I mean, it also helped that I mostly stayed in the middle, not too near the edge :) Then Afiqah and the others all talked about getting a helicopter to pick us up. I must say, I quite shared the sentiment. But it was great though.. I don't really think that the view was worth the climb.. We were supposed to compose a poem there but I guess Ms. Salwa was too tired.. Poor teacher... ;(
We stayed up there for all of 10 minutes and then we had to go. The descent was easier than the climb had been. Thank goodness.. I had been really worried. Luckily we were one of the first people going down so I didn't have to be anxious about people wanting to hurry behind us. Lucky, lucky me ~_~
At the bottom, we waited around for everyone else. A couple of people actually slipped at the last little hill. Woah.. I am so grateful that I didn't number among them since I slipped on twigs a lot and stuff.
When everyone reached the bottom, we began our walk back to the jetty. We waved at a lot of people, well mostly Nisa... She even waved at an old lady when I told her to. The people are so friendly and stuff.. I mean, wow.. If I'd waved at a little kid here in Bunut, the kid would be like, who the hell is this person and what does she want from me?? The island was so peaceful and everything... It was great.. Filled with friendly people and surrounded by nature. It would have been awesome to have been at the jetty during sunset which, unfortunately for sunset lovers, is Maghrib time so everyone has to be inside... I would really like to see a sunset... A real, live one.. That would be beautiful... Especially at the jetty with the wind in your hair... Again, we have to cover our hair and stuff so... I just wish my room- Ok I'm gonna quit with the sunset thing now. Shouldn't complain about these things. At the jetty, again we waited for the teachers to come. Mr. Holland had to stay behind and wait for the laggers. So Nisa and I went to board the taxi boat that was already there. We were at the stairs going down, it was real slippery, Afiqah and Muni were behind us, when suddenly Afiqah like slipped and her hand went through mine and without thinking I held on tight to it. Thank God that I did because she could've slipped further down. Must've hurt though. Ouch! XS
I think I finally got home at around 7 pm...
Today sucked bad.. It was raining. Well, the rain was fine.. :P The early morning was okay as well... I got to homeroom before the teacher took attendance, on my way to EAS class, I saw History guy ~_~ (oh joy!), Miss Nurul couldn't come to class because she was stuck in traffic and the class wasn't as cold as I thought it'd be. Since it was raining, there were a lot of worms in th hallway (ew!) and Nurul was like a scared rabbit when we went out...
I did not see CCLL at all today.. :( Ms. Salwa wasn't present either cause she had to go to the hospital for an appointment so I spent the hour in the library. I managed to do some work on my history essay... After break was when it got real nasty. Mrs. Izan was absent as well so another teacher substituted her. Talk about evil!! X.x Ugh.. She planned on making us write an essay. Luckily the first one we already did and the second was the essay we were supposed to do. So she told us to do it. Not bad right? Spending the hour doing our homework. Not exactly the worst predicament to be in.. Unfortunately, she spoilt the good mood by saying that we had to write 4 1/2 pages to be submitted today! That is wickedness right there, I tell you.. I mean, Mrs. Izan only told us to write 2 1/2 pages for one thing. For another, I only managed to write one and a half pages in pencil!! Aish!! (That's Korean for poop but I'm not sure about the spelling...) Then, in Socio, Sir Amirul returned our second test papers. I got one mark less than the first, which equals to a D, and you know what he said?? He said, "What happened?? I'm so disappointed!" I mean, what?? It's ONLY ONE FREAKING MARK LESS THAN BEFORE , FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!! DUDE!! TOTALLY NOT IMPROVING MY FREAKIN' MOOD HERE!!! UGH!!!
Whatever... I slept through the afternoon and woke up some time before five... Now I'm doing my poem essay which Ms. Salwa has undoubtedly completely forgotten about.. Good me! Yay! :)
Be who you are
and say what you feel
because those who mind
don't matter
and those who matter
don't mind!
Love is when you
look into someone's eyes,
and see
everything you need.
SOMEDAY everything WILL
MAKE PERFECT SENSE.
SO FOR NOW, laugh
AT ALL THE CONFUSION;
Smile THROUGH THE TEARS;
&& KEEP REMINDING
YOURSELF.. ' Everything HAPPENS
FOR A reason . '
I have no idea when my class is having our photos taken... It was supposed to be on Tuesday but so many people were absent due to English O'levels... According to Tiah, we're gonna take 3 photos: 2 formal and 1 free-style.. I wonder what I'm gonna do for the third.. I mean, I don't wanna just smile and do NOTHING... That's boring... Hmm.. Maybe I can do something like the picture in the left? XD No way! Well, actually... That's quite possible.. hahaha... or maybe something like the one below? wahhaha... buruk jua...
Syakirah is feeling a bit sick tonight... First she went to the toilet because she felt like puking.. Then she can't stop coughing.. Or something like that... She just went to sleep.. I don't know if she's actually sleeping by now...
I didn't see History guy today.. Or hot guy.. Oh well.. I did see Chong Chong Ling Ling though.. x) First, during Socio, Ziqah was looking out the window and she seemed to be glaring at someone outside so I turned to look and it was him!! :D I think he went to Socio class.. Aww.. Good boy! haha.. But he was too far away for me to make out much details.. Boo~~ The second time was at ten to one... Apparently, his Geo class starts early now because Irah was talking about what her ASL teacher was telling them about his experiences at Christmas Island when I suddenly went all round-eyed and staring past her.. Obviously it was him.. Lol.. This time he did go to class.. =) Fer sure! ahah.. I know because he went in that direction and then I made Irah wash her hands (she had been eating) at the toilet that would make us pass by his class.. haha.. Yes.. scheming little wench I am.. :) hahah... Yeah.. Whatever...
Bagus aku neh.. I got a field trip to Berambang Island tomorrow afternoon (luckily we're going with Tiah's class) and I haven't done my History essay yet... It's 1 am.. Cool~~ XD
Oh yeah.. First period, Ziqah didn't have GP class so she went to the library with her friend.. Of course, as usual, Chong Chong Ling Ling didn't go to ASL so he went to the library with his friend as well.. And he just happened to be sitting in full view of Ziqah.. x) Ziqah said he was wearing that big school uniform again.. The one that made him look so incredibly, irresistibly adorable!! :D Yeah.. I know.. I need a life.. So he had to keep pulling the sleeves up.. Aww.. I wanna see that!! Then he got like bored.. His friend was doing some work.. So Chong Chong Ling Ling messed up his friend's hair (;D) and played with his friend's pens and stuff.. OMG!!! That is so cute!!!! I just wanna freakin' hug him like a teddy bear!!! @_@_@_@
Aww man.. I completely forgot what I was gonna write next.. x(
Couldn't post yesterday cause I had to finish my history essay... I have another essay I'm supposed to hand in tomorrow and I haven't even got a sentence out of it... I have a poem essay due who-knows-when and a Socio essay for some time next week (Sir wasn't at all clear as to the deadline....) We didn't even know we were supposed to do the damn essay... Plus he's planning on giving us a group project for the freakin' holidays!! Talk about being evil!! Ugh...
In addition to all that, kemarin was such a crap day. I did not see CL2, History guy or Hot Guy... AT ALL!! Life equation for Amal:-
No cute guys + Too many essays = A crappy day = A very unhappy Amal
Today was better though.. I did not again see CL2 today... I know he was present yesterday because Jeed saw him yesterday before EAS class in front of the library... But nobody, and I mean nobody, saw him today.. Of course, Jim-Jim might have seen him but the likelihood of me actually asking him on the whereabouts of Chong Chong Ling Ling is next to zero.
However, PS today wasn't so bad.. x) History guy was there for some reason.. I don't know if it's his PS, he escaped or he didn't have a teacher today but he was there... Ziqah saw him first but it took me a while to actually spot him... When I did, he seemed to be looking in our direction... Omg... He is so cute... Not as cute as CL2 but CL2 a) most likely has a girlfiend.. Ok ok.. Girlfriend... Whatever... b) is not a Muslim and most importantly c) probably thinks I'm a idiot... So whatever... Anyway, History guy (did I mention he's an AE? :] ) was like straight ahead.. as in 90 degrees to my left.. Umm.. 9 0'clock from me.. Once (while he was still at the canteen counter thingy), I was just turning to look at him, again, and I saw him make some kind of a gesture while facing us, maybe pointing or something like that, and immediately turned his back to me while his friend turned to look in our direction. I don't know if that means anything but as I've said before, I read too much into things... So anyway, the next time I looked, he was on his way to a table at the back (which just had to be behind me -.-)... When I looked at him, he was sorta looking in our direction again and he had the cutest of cute smiles... And I'm like, "OMG!! That is SO SO CUTE!!!" Ok, well I didn't actually say it out loud... XD But the sentiment was there nevertheless...
And then, Hot Guy came and I'm thinking like... If only CL2 was here too... That would just be the delicious, mouth-watering chocolate icing on the freakin' chocolate and vanilla ice-cream cake.. :PTonight is pretty scary, to tell you the truth... It was a dark, stormy night... Well, just stormy... Syakirah actually came running out of the TV room, crying. Wow... Totally unexpected man... I don't blame her though... Before, it would've been me running into the TV room to her... Well, I wouldn't cry, of course... -.-
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