More dance news

0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 30.10.08

Okay, I was complaining about not knowing anything about the pairing steps and whatever in my last post.. Guess what? I don't have to worry about it anymore!! ;D

Today, I couldn't come to practice cause I had EAS exams. Ugh.. So only Tiah and Irah went.. They said my partner got transferred to Adai-Adai (another dance, FYI) so I just exit early with Tiah before the boys enter...

Don't get me wrong. I really don't mind having a partner... And I don't mind being partnered with si Aziz.. But my friends were laughing at me because of my size. Not cool... -_-'

I'm kinda sorta disappointed about not getting the partner part though.. Since this is most likely my last traditional dance performance (I don't remember if I said it already so I'll just repeat wawawa), I want it to have a big impact on my life.

You know~ Like, if I look back, I'll be like, "I can't believe I did that!!" rather than, "I wish I'd done that.." See the difference? Of course you do... You're not stupid.. Well, I don't know. I don't know who exactly you are so... Yea~ ^_^

 

Cultural Night at MD

0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 27.10.08

On the 25th of November, we have something called a Cultural Night.. I have no idea what it is actually. All I know is, the traditional dance performance is a must.. Maybe because it's like the most cultural club we have that's to do with Bruneian culture? Hahhaha awu2kan saja cia.

So we started practising last week. Rina designed the first part of the choreography and our trainer helped finish it today. There are two parts to our performance. The first part is what we call Jipin(sp?). The second part consists of the various dances of the puaks ahah inda ku tau pa englishnya. I'm participating in the first part..

For Jipin, we start off using several different uhh.. equipment kah?? Hahha alat lah.. Tiah and I are using the selendang along with Rina. We come on and off the stage according to our turns obviously. And then all the girls (who are doing the Jipin dance) come up front and do our part.. And then Tiah and Mala go out and the boys enter and it becomes a paired dance. I know! Like, OMG! Aku inda pandai kali ah yang bepairing. Tarus2 kana suruh buat.. T^T Bangang jua I tu... I mean, it's not too hard.. Just.. It's different from when we're doing it NOT paired up.. Teacher inda pernah ajar kami pun!! :'( Haha stres aku ah.. At least I didn't get c-KA or c-L... Too much heat hahaha~

The second part, the puak2 dance. Irah is taking part in one of them. Or all of them. I don't really get the system but whatever... The boys' part is awesome! Lol... Well, it's actually hard but we had fun following their steps at the back. >_<

So... Cultural Night.. It was supposed to be on the 29th but most of us are transferring on that date so they moved it to the 25th.. I really don't wanna mess it up.. If I'm confirmed to be transferred, I wanna do at least ONE performance. I mean, I didn't learn all those hard steps and stayed back until 4.30 sweating for nothing! So I really can't mess this up.. This is probably my last ever traditional dance performance.

I love traditional dance. I'm not good but I enjoy it.. Which is what's most important, right?? So having to quit.. It sucks. Hmm... Think my mum will let me join the one arah pusat belia dan sukan?? :P

 

Writing...

0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 22.10.08

I wanna be a writer... You can express yourself, how you feel, what you're thinking, what you're experiencing, what you see and hear and loads more if you're a good writer... Aku mau cematu...

I wanna write meaningful things. Sometimes I Google certain things and these blog posts or whatever pops up.. Aku baca and I go, wow. People actually think like this and they're so good at expressing themselves.

Maybe it's because basically nothing has happened in my life that actually really means something to me so I end up writing crappy details of my life like some kind of gossip columnist in the newspaper... Other than people who actually know me, sapa jua yang peduli apa jadi dalam hidupku?.. It's not like it affects them in any way.

I wanna write something that actually really means something to me. And not just to me, tapi arah urang lain jua.

Once, I was searching for something for school (aku lupa apa) and I found this blog. The writer was saying these beautiful things about how a book (again, i forget what book although I've read it already) made her think about her relationship with her mother and her grandmother... It wasn't really anything special... But the way she expressed herself... How she let her readers feel her gratitude for having such a close relationship with her mother and grandmother... Wow~ It made me thin about my own relationship with my mother and grandmother... Both grandmothers. And I can't help but envy her... Not only did she have an awesome skill in expressing herself, she had such a great relationship with her mother and grandmother... Both of which I don't have. Not so much anyway. I really can't compare to her... I don't know if she writes the same way in her other writings but I'm awed..

 

Trends and fads

0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 16.10.08

Brunei isn't that small a country compared to countries like Singapore. But why do we have such a small population?? It makes trends or fads or whatever you call it spread easily. For example, the Rubix cube. I don't know about the other districts, but I see it everywhere in Brunei-Muara at the moment.. Well, everywhere I go anyway. Not that I go out much.. Lol... Well, I see some at school... At Sayyidina Hasan pun banyak urang main.. They even play it at Syakirah's school... And we definitely play it in the family. 18 and below only though.. And a few grown-ups. Okay, you know what?? Who cares! I'm just bored.. Okay, bye-bye now.

 

What's happening...

0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 14.10.08

I got so much homework T_T I guess it's my fault for putting it off for so long. Homework yang sepatutnya ku antar ari pertama skulah pun alum siap bah hahaha I gave so many excuses already. I have to finish three essays tonight.. There's actually four but I decided Mrs. Izan didn't actually tell us to hand it in tomorrow so whatever...

My first AS exam on the 29th.. I'm SO not ready. Cana tah jua~ I haven't studied haha I'm so awesome, aren't I? :p

I'm just saying random things, FYI...

I seriously hate people who are pemajal... Well, I don't hate them exactly. But they don't exactly make me smile so...

I don't get it.. Why do guys (maybe not all guys but most of them, at least in Brunei) always ask for your number or your picture or ask to meet you even though you've only chatted for a few times? I mean, how stupid do I look? Don't answer that.. :\ And when I refuse to give my number or picture, durang ucap aku karit.. WTH?? Haha there was this Form 2 kid who ucap aku SOMBONG because apparently my form is tinggi so I can just treat little guys like him like crap.. I'm just like... "Are you serious?" Well, not really. Just in my mind..

Ahh!! I'm supposed to do my homework! Hahaha ngumpat plang kraja ku... Inda berkat pelajaran.. T_T Wireless e-speed so does not help with my education..

I'm obsessed with reading Suju fanfiction right now. Especially anything to do with Yesung and Henry hehehe~ That's what I was doing all afternoon.. I stopped at 7 or 8 to do my homework but I spent an hour playing with my Rubix cube. And then, I remembered something. A cube? I'm wasting my time with a cube? My laptop is right in front of me for crying out loud!! So I decided to post this (",)

Anyway, I read the fanfiction on livejournal... Not that I have an account there. Kes malas lah tu kan membuat.. Hahaha... I got too many accounts on too many websites that I can't check all of them already. I can't add to my burden.. Especially so close to exam time.

I'm such a freak about closing doors at the moment.. I mean, my air-conditioner isn't that awesome apparently. So I have to keep the door closed to make sure it stays cold or else, sweating is inevitable :\ I know, right? So even if I'm only away for a second, I keep the door closed.. I keep telling that to Syakirah as well... I get so annoyed when she forgets ahhaha so she learnt not to forget too much..

How do you describe yourself??? I mean, people ask me to describe myself and I'm like, "Uhh..."

I HAVE to do my homework. I'm getting sleepy already. I need to hand them in tomorrow. @_@ Okay, gonna stop here. Bye!

 

A note? For me?

0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 9.10.08

I didn't see History guy today. He wasn't in school Tuesday or Wednesday. So who gave me the note?



<<The Note



What happened exactly? Okay, let's review from the beginning i.e. Monday.


We were going to the canteen during lunch; Irah, Tiah, Nisa, Ziqah and I... Irah and I were in front while the others lagged behind.. Then History guy and his two friends were just coming from the dining hall, which is right next door to the canteen.. I pretended to be enaged in conversation with Irah lol... Damn, he was so cute. And then we passed him. Not even two minutes had passed, we heard the girls behind us being loud.. At first, I dismissed it as them making fun of my reaction to seeing History guy. But when they came closer, they told me what happened..



Apparently, when Irah and I had passed him, there was still a lot of space between us and the other girls so they could still see him. You know what?? Apparently (yeah I like to use that word lol), he looked behind him. At ME! Unbelievable. But believe it.. I have no choice but to believe it.. Because I asked all three girls individually if it was true. And obviously they all said yes.



This made Ziqah even more determined to ensure that I gave him the letter... However, I didn't think to bring the letter that day. So that was impossible.



Tuesday and Wednesday found Ziqah absent on sick leave. So I was on my own.. But since History guy was also absent up til today, there was little point in me bringing the letter...



So today, 10 minutes before my History class started, I was already outside the classroom as usual... Hoping he'd be there. But I didn't check to see if he was there. I decided to just wait until they left to find out.. He wasn't there. Only two guys were present in his class. An since I was watching to see if he was there, I focused on looking at the guys so there was no way for me not to notice one of the guys looking in our direction.. Although I'm pretty sure I was the only one who noticed cause no one else was paying attention..



So I entered the class and I see a piece of paper on my desk but it didn't really register in my brain.. My only thought at that second was, "Oh, paper..." And then I got to my desk and I'm like, "Oh, paper on MY desk~" And THEN I saw the first line, the "GOOD LUCK >_<" And I'm like, "Hey, what's this?" And I read it and then this goes through my mind, "History guy, History guy, History guy" before I remembered that he was absent lol...



Yeah, my brain works kinda slow.



So I'm thinking, whoever left that note must've been kinda NOT smart.. Cause he (assuming it's a he) didn't leave a clue as to who it is, and no, "ME" is not a clue, and he also didn't give an indication as to who the note was for... So it might've been for me, it might've been for someone else using the class, which would be stupid since obviously I'd be the one to get it, or it could be someone already read it and had just left it there for the next person to pick it up..



So yeah.. I don't know if it really was aimed for me. It's killing me cause I need to know.



I forgot what else I was gonna say :\



Oh yeah.. Ziqah and Firah are saying that probably History guy had his friends place it there for him. Possibly. Doubtful... Unlikely~



It was his last day. If it really was him, why didn't he leave a clue as to his identity? I mean, why not right?? It's his LAST f****** day after all... If he ends up embarrassing himself, well, why not?? We wouldn't be seeing each other anymore ANYWAY!

 

Latest school news

0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 8.10.08

Yang tadi tu kira buang boring ja tu... Hahha. I haven't posted in a while, have I? :\ Sorry. Doing other stuff... Watching videos~ Playing Slasher on The N.. Which is a website where I've had an account for ages. But I only started getting friend requests when I played Slasher... Which was last week. Hahaha~

Right.. Anywho...

So Miss Salwa has left for UK for a scholarship to get her PHD.. We're getting Miss Yong as our new Lit teacher... But she's only starting to teach us NEXT WEEK! What?? She has Upper Six classes to teach up til tomorrow and then she has some conference thing on Saturday. So we're only getting our results next week. @_@ Oh the suspense! Lol...

Also, I got a new registration teacher... Miss Fariha, I think. From Business Studies. She seems okay. I don't know if she's as strict about attendance as our previous teacher was. Hopefully not.. But hopefully I won't have to worry about that because hopefully, I won't be getting any more late slips =)

And then, the Upper Six students' last day of school is tomorrow. *sigh* Won't see History guy anymore. Which sucks cause I don't see CCLL much either... Hopefully I'll get a chance tomorrow to give him the damn letter...

My teacher says the transfer to Katok (I don't remember if I've mentioned this before) will probably occur on the 2nd or 3rd of November... I STILL don't know if Irah and I will stay or go... I won't mind going if Chong Chong Ling Ling is going haha

Because of the transfer, the Lower (I keep typing Lover instead of Lower ;P) Six students will have our VIPs in the first week of November...

AS exams start next week. My first exam, History, is on the 29th.. Good luck to me! And everybody else of course.

In other news:

I won't post my end-of-year results until I get all of them :p
I got an ulcer the size of Singapore so it's hard for me to talk or eat..
I actually sorta, kinda miss my ex... NOT my cousin.. Puh-lease. I got better taste than that.. Haha jahatnya aku... ^^'

 

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0 comments Typed by Amalina Fitri on 8.10.08

Wow! Someone actually reads my blog! And I don't mean just one post.. Like, actually reading it.. As in.. More than one bah.. Hahahha selama ni tah aku pikir aku ni cakap sorang diri >_<

Poo-poo-chan!! Ahahaha stress~

 

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