Meme Tag Time!

RULES:
_ Pick your birth month.
_ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
_ Bold (or italicize) the five-ten that best apply to you.



JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
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SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
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DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
*End of Post*

Happy New Year!



Glitter Graphics



I wanna wish everyone an awesome new year 2008 M and 1430 H. May the new year bring you new hopes to hold onto, new dreams to make real, new strength to correct past mistakes, new insight to realize your mistakes, new laughter to bring joy to the people around you, new passion to love your loved ones even more, new courage to go through life's obstacles, new faith to strengthen your keimanan and new friends to help see you through it all. So have a great year everybody! But don't forget all the great memories of 2008. And don't forget the bad memories either, cause they might actually have taught you a lesson or two. Love you guys! ~_~
And happy belated 18th birthday to Mas. Her birthday was yesterday ~_~ She's been my best friend since Form 1 to Form 3. Then Form 4, she got transferred to Masin.. Adakah Masin.. WTH.. Hahaha nama kampong na apa lah.. Ani nama skulah.. T^T Anyway, we met again this year in MD.. Although kami nada sama klas, and ia dbungalow. But guess what? She became friends with my best friend since Form 4, Masy! Hahahha kan sama lagi namanya ani... Mas, Masy :) Anyway, I still think of her as my best friend although kami jarang banar brabiz contact.. And maybe one day, we'll probably end up just smiling and saying hi awkwardly to each other whenever we meet but I hope she knows that no matter what happens, I'll never forget everything we went through together... Not that we went through much of anything hahaha but we had a lot of fun together so... yeah..


kami ke mall on the 16th to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still... There were me, Irah, Abel, Frah, Dib2, Anas, Aziz, Syafiq, Syakirah and Hani... At the time this piccy was taken, Abel was with Harith and his friends, Frah and Dib2 were at KFC waiting for us, Aziz and Syafiq were who-knows-where, Anas, Hani and Syakirah are racing cars, Irah and I are cheering them on.. (Pfft.. More like bothering them)



Three days later, my mum decided to take us to visit a chilli factory owned by her cousin. There were my mum, Muda bini and laki, my two grandmothers, me, Irah, Beah, Hajar, Syakirah, Hani, Anas, Syafiq and Aziz..




The next day again, Frah came over for a sleepover... We played monopoly that we took from her house. We developed the nicknames of Kaka Oren (Frah), Kaka Adek (Sykrah) and Alai (me as usual) >_<'

The next day again, durang Iying Jimah sambut her four youngest kids' birthdays on the same day. Sykrah and I came to represent our family T^T It was awesome! (Note the sarcasm there.) Something really funny happened with Hamzi... I won't tell it here though X)


Two days later... Paning dalam keta

At a restaurant in Jerudong having lunch with Frah's family. While waiting for my older siblings and Frah's family, we were bored..

That's it really. There's more, but I'm too lazy. Last post of the year... Well, actually second last.. I'm gonna post a tag right after this =D Yay!
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Family picnic on 14/12

Ugh.. I get a headache thinking of how we finally decided which beach to go to... Inda betantu... Sekajap pantai ani, sekajap pantai atu... Now I don't even remember which beach we went to... xP Bungsu and us were the first ones to get there.
Waiting around for everyone else
Bored jua udah tu...



Finally, tua came! We were very happy cause they brought FOOD!!

Payah-payah kan parking



No, not a good spot.. Change!

Meriah jua sedikit..




Tua brought a bike! Bungsu brought a mini-motor! Talk about awesome! For everyone else, I mean.. Aku inda plang


Bisai seluarnya a


Lonely jua~



Later, we got bored so Frah, Syiqah & I went to see the bunnies on sale

The bunny got loose and Syiqah picked it up @_@'


Bunnies galore
Then, we went back

We had fun.. We got ice cream. We saw bunnies. Syafiq killed crabs. Everyone rode the motorbike. Etc...
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FINALLY I get to post these particular piccies.

Here's the nyummy nyummy cake


They had trouble getting Adam to even look at the cake.
Hafidz videoing everything.


Ana gets to celebrate her birthday too!!!
Happy belated birthday Ana ~_~

After that, we all went outside for the 'Lucky Draw' that we have for almost every FUN occasion



The kids on the mini bouncer




The family


Some of the lucky draw prizes. I think those are keychains or something


I don't know where this mess came from


Iying and some of the boys let off fireworks =p


Irah & I worked hard to help the 'Lucky Draw'. I was in charge of writing down everyone's names.



Anas & Syafiq doing what they do best.. Things that normal people like us will never understand ~_~


Take a piccy of me, ne Anas-chan?


Icha got a prize for playing 'Stop Dance'


Birthday boy on the bouncer


Icha wants to get on the motorcycle (which is the source of the light) with Tua
Okay, that's all for tonight. I'm tired.
Oh! By the way, I almost forgot.. Here's a fanficcy that got dedicated to me! :D So totally unexpected!! It's titled Black Butterflies of Death and the sequel is Death God Apprentice. They're both AWESOME! I'm hoping that there's another sequel coming up!!

10 Random Facts =P

Rules :

- each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves

- at the end of your blog you need to choose 10 people you`re going to tag and list their names.

1. i'm scared of semut pdas @_@
2. i like to take candid piccies
3. i love Yesung-oppa from SuJu
4. I really like Junsu-oppa from DBSK
5. i love to laugh
6. i dont know why but i like slow/love songs more than lgu rancak although i still like lgu2 yg rancak
7. i love singing "Gemilang" at the karaoke at UNI arcade at the mall
8. i enjoy eating ~_~
9. i can't swim
10. i'm scared of heights =p

People to tag?
Fish (on request X])
Anyone else who wanna do it..

*End of Post*

Another tag~ Whee!

1) when do you want to get married?
erm 23 to 25?

2) what you want the most now?
to get really good grades so i can get a scholarship

3) who is the person you trust the most?
my little sister even though she can be the most untrustable person ever


4) do you think you have enough confidence?
sometimes i have enough..

5) if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
my dream is to go to a university in UK. I think.

6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
well isnt it true? its science right?

7) what are you afraid to lose right now?.
my friends Nisa & Fish who is staying at MD while the rest of us perish in this horrible place you call PTEK

8) do you believe in eternal love?
i guess so...

9) if you meet someone you love,will you confess to him/her?
most likely not.. im a coward.. =)

10) list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you..
i dont really know her that well... nice, taggable & obsessed with DBSK ^_^

11) what are the requirements do you wish from the other half?
trust, understanding and uhm.. funny x...

12) what type of person you hate the most?
people who act like they know me when they don't

13) do you cherish every friendship of yours?
no duh~

14) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family

15) do you find the needs to have a boyfriend?
well no but it would be nice to have one~

16) at this point in time, would you rather be a heartbreaker or heartbroken?
i'd rather be the heartbroken one. i dont like to hurt people

17) what kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eye?
the kind of friend you can turn to for help or just to talk to. dependable n reliable (Sama kh 2?)

18) describe the person who tag you in 6 words...
nice, obsessed with SuJu, obsessed with DBSK, taggable, erm.. the person that knows all DBSK news, erm.. dunno what else.. like i said, dont know her that well...

19) the place you wanted to go most with your loved ones.
Korea, Japan, UK...

20)the 3 people you wanna tag with this
Fish
Blossom
My twin
*end of post*

Tagged from LJ

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
No

02) What was your dream growing up?
To become an astronomer

03) What talent do you wish you had?
Erm dancing? Or singing? Or basically any talent at all XD

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Erm Sprite x?

05) Favorite vegetable?
Pakis.. I dunno the english word for it

06) What was the last book you read?
The Time Traveller's Wife by Audrey Niffeneger

07) What zodiac sign are you?
Taurus

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
haha i wish..im too scared xP

09) Worst Habit?
erm playing with my lips.. especially when they're chapped hahaha

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
if u look like u need a ride

11) What is your favorite sport?
soccer but i cant play ahha so maybe netball... traditional dance is a sport kh?

12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
depends on my mood.. if im in a good mood, im pessimistic =D just because its fun to complain ahhaha

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
panic... O_o

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
erm when my little sister had an accident on the motorbike T^T

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
pyah jua sln2 ny ani... erm i guess that i can become half-stalker when i have a crush X)

16) Do you have any pets?
haha no im too irresponsible and lazy

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
maybe i'd slam the door in your face? haha no lah.. erm i'd get all awkward and polite haha

18) What was your first impression of me?
erm i dunno eh..

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
neither... they're kinda lame haha but that's ok. i like lame :)

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
my hair.. i think it's too flat =/

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
erm depends on the situation lah..

22) What color eyes do you have?
dark dark brown..

23) Ever been arrested?
haha please. do i look like someone who would get arrested? xP

24) Bottle or can soda?
bottle. cause it's more fun

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
put it in my bank account but use some to go crazy in the bookstore

26) Favorite band to listen to when you're mad?
DBSK. particular song - Rising Sun

27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
my room or the karaoke place at Uni

28) Do you believe in ghosts?
not really. i believe in spirits though

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
internet!!

30) Do you swear a lot?
in private ada lah..

31) Biggest pet peeve?
i dnt have pets bh kta ku ><

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
awkward XD

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
yes. but not too much romance. atu luan jua haha

34) Favourite and least favourite food?
favourite - chocolates & apples =p
least favorite - erm ntah.. apa sja yg aku na ska mkn la hahaha

35) Tag 5 people to do this.
i. Mas
ii. LinaFiqah
iii. My twin
iv. Fish
v. Wee-wee

Tagged by my twin

What's the relationship of you with him/her?
Erm she's my stalker? ;P

5 impressions towards him/her?
1. well i dont actually know her but she's kinda weird stalking me haha
2. she's determined, as in she did a lot to find out things about me
3. she seems vain psal byk gmbrny haha sma th mcam aku 2
4. erm... she seems to be 24 hours online :P
5. she's honest, ngakun jua ia stalking aku ahahha

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
she said she has guy stalkers haha i only got her ;p

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
erm well not to me exactly but its about me. ia bekarih mncari gmbr ku arh be2 ;p

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
erm thats kinda weird.. i dont wanna think about it xD

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
erm feel sad la.. i dun like having enemies

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on...
still kinda weird.. kn jwp pun, i dunno her that well so i dont know

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
maybe she doesnt like having a clone x?

The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
take a picture side by side n show it to people haha

The overall impression on him/her is?
she's ok hhehe but like i said, alum knal bnar bh

How do you think people around you feel about you?
maybe im annoying? like i tend to make lame jokes without even realizing it.. =)

The character of you about yourself is?
lazy bum

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
lazy bum n i can be selfish sometimes

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
someone who can make other people happy :)

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
aww thats sweet but i think u like the wrong person haha

10 people you tag.
1. Buzz
2. Buttercup
3. Manager
4. Fish
5. Harith
6. Mas
7. Bazli
8. Aidah
9. Wanna
10. Nab

Who is No.2 having relationship with?
oh she's single hahaha that's a funny question for some reason ;D

No.3 is a female or male?
female ^_^

If No.7 and No.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
erm i dunno... it seems like a weird couple somehow :D

How about No.5 and No.8?
haha yea only in my dreams

What is No.1 studying about?
the same subjects as me!

Is No.4 single?
erm actually nda ku tau O_o ahha although i think aku prnah tnya ia plg
if i had to guess, id say she's single plg

Say something about No.6.
erm whats to say about c-Mas a... na tau haha when i skip EAS, I hang out with her ;p

write your full name using your elbow.
no backspacing.
tag some people.


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haah i only got my dad's name right..


Tagged:

1. Buttercup
2. Manager
3. My clone? ;D
4. Fish!!

I can't act X_x

Today, we had to act the last scene of "A View From The Bridge" by Arthur Miller for Lit. class. Kami kana bagi tiga groups with seven people in each and we had to act out the same scene. Whichever group has the best production gets a prize (whatever that may be).

So my group consists of Farah, Fawzul, Fiqah, Khatijah, me, Nabilah sama Vernon. Note that I listed us out alphabetically. I'm such a complete dork =D

The characters were as follows (again, characters are alphabetical):

Alfieri (the lawyer/narrator) - Nabilah
Beatrice (the wife) - Fiqah
Catherine (the niece) - me
Eddie (the main character) - Farah
Louis (the main character's friend) - Khatijah
Marco (the wife's distant cousin) - Fawzul
Rodolpho (the wife's distant cousin's brother ;p) - Vernon

The details of the plot, if you've never heard of the play, ada di
sini.

All three groups got to perform their piece today. It was pretty funny. We couldn't stop laughing. Group pertama, no offence, but they were a bit lacking in emotions.

The second group was my group.. I seriously couldn't stop laughing for some reason.. Inda cali pun.. Like, the scene is where Eddie gets killed!! What's funny about that?? But I just couldn't stop laughing. For every single line, except for my first line, I was laughing. Kinda ruined our production, I think. I laughed so much there were tears in my eyes. How embarrassing~ We were so good when we practised.. Darn it.. I was supposed to make the knife but I forgot.. I only remembered right when I was planning to sleep last night so I just drew on a hasty knife-shape on a box of chocolates and cut it out.. It was not bad actually. It was all shiny on one side so it might have passed off as a pretty good prop.. But then, I lost it somewhere in school or in the car so I found a long ruler in my history class that we used.. Hahaha skati ku ganya ngambil a.

Fiqah actually has a sore throat but she was pretty awesome. At least, ia inda ketawa.. Farah was pretty cool as Eddie. With her expressions and everything. And Vernon can make a pretty decent 'serious' character... But I just had to ruin everything by laughing the whole time.

The third group was not bad.. Muni is a pretty good 'male' character... Tapi I think their version of the scene was the funniest.. Because they kept forgetting where they were and everything. Hahahah how can I not laugh?? I mean, I laughed at my group's acting, why not theirs right??

I hope Nabilah puts the videos (she recorded all three versions) ke dalam computernya so that I can take our group's. I wanna post it on Youtube and then post it here so you all can see. :)

Pidato performance

I think I mentioned before that Cultural Night was cancelled.. I don't remember though.. Payah wa banyak blog ani... You can't keep track of what you wrote where and when..

Anyway, in case I haven't mentioned this, instead of Cultural Night, kami buat persembahan untuk perlawanan ucapan a.k.a. pidato next week. Rusydi actually asked me if I wanted to join.. Uh, no... Sorry. Public speaking ain't my thing. Although I would like to have more confidence speaking in front of people, making speeches isn't really what I had in mind..

Anyway, our practice today was kinda rigorous. Since I go on stage three times, ngalih jua ku tu... Although I'm still not great with the steps, it's not so bad now. I think~

I'm kinda scared.. What if I forget the steps? What if I trip?? O_o Scary thought.. Aku paksa pindah-pindah jua, as in which side I come out to the stage, three times. That means I have to run backstage to the other side three times. Let me tell you something, the stage isn't exactly small...

Okay, I just lost my train of thought.. Jim-Jim keeps annoying me, asking me if we're moving to Katok or not.. What am I??? A government official or something? Whatever... I'm annoyed now. I don't wanna write no more.

I wanna chill T^T

My exams are over... The syllabus (inda temasuk Socio & Lit) is finished.. I wanna chill now! I don't wanna study! I'm in the holiday mood already!

But Mrs. Izan doesn't like the idea of us doing nothing for the next two weeks before th term holiday so she decided to start on next year's syllabus this Monday. No!!! Boring kli a! If she doesn't want us to do nothing, then she can assign projects for us or something! I don't wanna study! T^T

Sociologyis getting boringer as we get nearer the end of the term. I actually fell asleep for a few minutes in class today hahaha... Tapi aku tunduk banar yatah Sir inda tau wawawa~

For Lit, we have to act out the last scene of "A View From The Bridge". Aku jadi si Catherine! Whoo! Although Beatrice's part is more awesomer there. It's gonna be so embarrassing! ;$

I don't wanna go to EAS~ It's getting boringer as well... Boring, boring, boring!

I have three essays to finish by Monday. This sucks eh.. Aku na mo skulah!! T^T

VIP's Day

From Monday up to today, we had VIP's day at school... VIP as in Very Important Parents. I think. Macam parent-teacher meeting biasa jua except it has a more sophisticated name and you have to make appointments.

My mom came on Monday morning. She actually postponed a meeting to come. Aww~ Thanks mommy. ~_~ I wuv you... =) Hehehe.. Awal gi tu datangnya. It made the morning a little more interesting than usual...

Our first meeting was with Mrs. Izan at 8.15. But mom came at 8.00... Lapas ambil report card sama result MPR, I looked for her (Mrs. Izan) but she was nowhere to be seen.. Mom, having already postponed her meeting, was in a hurry. So she insisted on seeing Sir Mirul first.. I kept saying, "Be-appointment kali ah.. Karang ada urang arah ia." But mom was so persistent so kami aga ke sana lah.. But the person with the appointment at 8 got there first and mom is like, "Mun ko laju tadi, sampat tu..." Haha and I reminded her that they have an appointment but she's like, "Eh, nada appointment appointment.. Buang masa saja tu..." Haha stress~

Since Mrs. Izan still hadn't come (it wasn't even 8.15 yet), mom decided to sit down at the table next to Sir Mirul's table and I'm standing awkwardly next to her... Yeah, cute. Hahhaha~

While waiting, she decided to look at my results and kedapatan tia that I got a U for my Lit MPR... Hahaha... Whoops~ Then she asked about the AS exams. She didn't know that I already had History and English last week and I didn't want to tell her at first cause every time she saw me, I wasn't studying. Hehehe~ Plus, I'm pretty sure that I failed my History so that doesn't help.. So when she asked bila aku exam, I said, "Erm hari Jumat lagi ku exam" but the 'lagi' part was small hahaha so she didn't hear...

Then the person arah Sir Mirul left and mom pulled me over to his table. She asked if he could just slot us in now since my other teacher was MIA. Sir Mirul was like, "Um, I actually have another appointment plang~" but mom is so relentless haha so he gave in.. No one can say no to my mom. Wahahahaha~~~

Nothing much to say about our meeting with him. Mostly pasal aku inda ingat plang. ;) Erm.. Nothing much to say lah.. He gave back my homework yang alum siap ku antar... I only got 3/11 for that hahaha and he gave an excuse that it was History week. Luckily for me, mom didn't understand what he meant and just nodded macam tau... Haha.

The meeting ended right at 8.15 but Mrs. Izan was still nowhere to be found.. So we waited.. Lalala and so on, etc... Finally she came and we sat down.. Then baru tah kedapatan bout my exam thing. ><' Because Mrs. Izan decided to talk about that and mom is like, "Ahh.. Sudahkah ko exam ni?.." Mind you, she said dengan ketawa-ketawa plang but aku still takut lah.. Haha.. So I said, "Ah, atu my NEXT exam Socio... >_<" Hahaha toingzz~~ And she said arah teacher, "Andangnya ni we're always the last one to know" ~_~'

Then Mrs. Izan asked about me at home. Kedapatan men laptop 24 hours. Somehow, my teachers get the impression that I'm a very good girl at home because she said, "Ah, maybe buat kraja kali..." Yea right kali ah.. Hahahha... I wish saja tu... Even when I want to, like right now, I'm doing this instead.. Hahaha pandai Amal ku kiut.. :D

Pastu teacher tanya about my siblings plang. And my mom gitau lah.. Ia tell the teacher my older siblings ada yang kraja and sorang go to Unissa and etc... Mrs. Izan is like, "Ah that's good.. She has role models and people to advice her about her future career and so on and etc..." Inda plang ya cakap ca2 ahhaha... Role models? No offence lah ka if you still read my blog hehe but I don't wanna work in the government and I don't wanna work for Shell... Which is why I don't want scholarships from them. Or MinDef for that matter... I want to have a choice. I don't wanna work for them because I have to because they paid for my ecucation.. ><>

Cematulah.. Then we all went home and lived happily ever after... In my dreams. Which is impossible. Because I rarely have dreams jua. Ahaha... Ok, yeah.. I'm bored..

Wow~ So long ah my post tonight..

More dance news

Okay, I was complaining about not knowing anything about the pairing steps and whatever in my last post.. Guess what? I don't have to worry about it anymore!! ;D

Today, I couldn't come to practice cause I had EAS exams. Ugh.. So only Tiah and Irah went.. They said my partner got transferred to Adai-Adai (another dance, FYI) so I just exit early with Tiah before the boys enter...

Don't get me wrong. I really don't mind having a partner... And I don't mind being partnered with si Aziz.. But my friends were laughing at me because of my size. Not cool... -_-'

I'm kinda sorta disappointed about not getting the partner part though.. Since this is most likely my last traditional dance performance (I don't remember if I said it already so I'll just repeat wawawa), I want it to have a big impact on my life.

You know~ Like, if I look back, I'll be like, "I can't believe I did that!!" rather than, "I wish I'd done that.." See the difference? Of course you do... You're not stupid.. Well, I don't know. I don't know who exactly you are so... Yea~ ^_^

Cultural Night at MD

On the 25th of November, we have something called a Cultural Night.. I have no idea what it is actually. All I know is, the traditional dance performance is a must.. Maybe because it's like the most cultural club we have that's to do with Bruneian culture? Hahhaha awu2kan saja cia.

So we started practising last week. Rina designed the first part of the choreography and our trainer helped finish it today. There are two parts to our performance. The first part is what we call Jipin(sp?). The second part consists of the various dances of the puaks ahah inda ku tau pa englishnya. I'm participating in the first part..

For Jipin, we start off using several different uhh.. equipment kah?? Hahha alat lah.. Tiah and I are using the selendang along with Rina. We come on and off the stage according to our turns obviously. And then all the girls (who are doing the Jipin dance) come up front and do our part.. And then Tiah and Mala go out and the boys enter and it becomes a paired dance. I know! Like, OMG! Aku inda pandai kali ah yang bepairing. Tarus2 kana suruh buat.. T^T Bangang jua I tu... I mean, it's not too hard.. Just.. It's different from when we're doing it NOT paired up.. Teacher inda pernah ajar kami pun!! :'( Haha stres aku ah.. At least I didn't get c-KA or c-L... Too much heat hahaha~

The second part, the puak2 dance. Irah is taking part in one of them. Or all of them. I don't really get the system but whatever... The boys' part is awesome! Lol... Well, it's actually hard but we had fun following their steps at the back. >_<

So... Cultural Night.. It was supposed to be on the 29th but most of us are transferring on that date so they moved it to the 25th.. I really don't wanna mess it up.. If I'm confirmed to be transferred, I wanna do at least ONE performance. I mean, I didn't learn all those hard steps and stayed back until 4.30 sweating for nothing! So I really can't mess this up.. This is probably my last ever traditional dance performance.

I love traditional dance. I'm not good but I enjoy it.. Which is what's most important, right?? So having to quit.. It sucks. Hmm... Think my mum will let me join the one arah pusat belia dan sukan?? :P

Writing...

I wanna be a writer... You can express yourself, how you feel, what you're thinking, what you're experiencing, what you see and hear and loads more if you're a good writer... Aku mau cematu...

I wanna write meaningful things. Sometimes I Google certain things and these blog posts or whatever pops up.. Aku baca and I go, wow. People actually think like this and they're so good at expressing themselves.

Maybe it's because basically nothing has happened in my life that actually really means something to me so I end up writing crappy details of my life like some kind of gossip columnist in the newspaper... Other than people who actually know me, sapa jua yang peduli apa jadi dalam hidupku?.. It's not like it affects them in any way.

I wanna write something that actually really means something to me. And not just to me, tapi arah urang lain jua.

Once, I was searching for something for school (aku lupa apa) and I found this blog. The writer was saying these beautiful things about how a book (again, i forget what book although I've read it already) made her think about her relationship with her mother and her grandmother... It wasn't really anything special... But the way she expressed herself... How she let her readers feel her gratitude for having such a close relationship with her mother and grandmother... Wow~ It made me thin about my own relationship with my mother and grandmother... Both grandmothers. And I can't help but envy her... Not only did she have an awesome skill in expressing herself, she had such a great relationship with her mother and grandmother... Both of which I don't have. Not so much anyway. I really can't compare to her... I don't know if she writes the same way in her other writings but I'm awed..

Trends and fads

Brunei isn't that small a country compared to countries like Singapore. But why do we have such a small population?? It makes trends or fads or whatever you call it spread easily. For example, the Rubix cube. I don't know about the other districts, but I see it everywhere in Brunei-Muara at the moment.. Well, everywhere I go anyway. Not that I go out much.. Lol... Well, I see some at school... At Sayyidina Hasan pun banyak urang main.. They even play it at Syakirah's school... And we definitely play it in the family. 18 and below only though.. And a few grown-ups. Okay, you know what?? Who cares! I'm just bored.. Okay, bye-bye now.

What's happening...

I got so much homework T_T I guess it's my fault for putting it off for so long. Homework yang sepatutnya ku antar ari pertama skulah pun alum siap bah hahaha I gave so many excuses already. I have to finish three essays tonight.. There's actually four but I decided Mrs. Izan didn't actually tell us to hand it in tomorrow so whatever...

My first AS exam on the 29th.. I'm SO not ready. Cana tah jua~ I haven't studied haha I'm so awesome, aren't I? :p

I'm just saying random things, FYI...

I seriously hate people who are pemajal... Well, I don't hate them exactly. But they don't exactly make me smile so...

I don't get it.. Why do guys (maybe not all guys but most of them, at least in Brunei) always ask for your number or your picture or ask to meet you even though you've only chatted for a few times? I mean, how stupid do I look? Don't answer that.. :\ And when I refuse to give my number or picture, durang ucap aku karit.. WTH?? Haha there was this Form 2 kid who ucap aku SOMBONG because apparently my form is tinggi so I can just treat little guys like him like crap.. I'm just like... "Are you serious?" Well, not really. Just in my mind..

Ahh!! I'm supposed to do my homework! Hahaha ngumpat plang kraja ku... Inda berkat pelajaran.. T_T Wireless e-speed so does not help with my education..

I'm obsessed with reading Suju fanfiction right now. Especially anything to do with Yesung and Henry hehehe~ That's what I was doing all afternoon.. I stopped at 7 or 8 to do my homework but I spent an hour playing with my Rubix cube. And then, I remembered something. A cube? I'm wasting my time with a cube? My laptop is right in front of me for crying out loud!! So I decided to post this (",)

Anyway, I read the fanfiction on livejournal... Not that I have an account there. Kes malas lah tu kan membuat.. Hahaha... I got too many accounts on too many websites that I can't check all of them already. I can't add to my burden.. Especially so close to exam time.

I'm such a freak about closing doors at the moment.. I mean, my air-conditioner isn't that awesome apparently. So I have to keep the door closed to make sure it stays cold or else, sweating is inevitable :\ I know, right? So even if I'm only away for a second, I keep the door closed.. I keep telling that to Syakirah as well... I get so annoyed when she forgets ahhaha so she learnt not to forget too much..

How do you describe yourself??? I mean, people ask me to describe myself and I'm like, "Uhh..."

I HAVE to do my homework. I'm getting sleepy already. I need to hand them in tomorrow. @_@ Okay, gonna stop here. Bye!

A note? For me?

I didn't see History guy today. He wasn't in school Tuesday or Wednesday. So who gave me the note?



<<The Note



What happened exactly? Okay, let's review from the beginning i.e. Monday.


We were going to the canteen during lunch; Irah, Tiah, Nisa, Ziqah and I... Irah and I were in front while the others lagged behind.. Then History guy and his two friends were just coming from the dining hall, which is right next door to the canteen.. I pretended to be enaged in conversation with Irah lol... Damn, he was so cute. And then we passed him. Not even two minutes had passed, we heard the girls behind us being loud.. At first, I dismissed it as them making fun of my reaction to seeing History guy. But when they came closer, they told me what happened..



Apparently, when Irah and I had passed him, there was still a lot of space between us and the other girls so they could still see him. You know what?? Apparently (yeah I like to use that word lol), he looked behind him. At ME! Unbelievable. But believe it.. I have no choice but to believe it.. Because I asked all three girls individually if it was true. And obviously they all said yes.



This made Ziqah even more determined to ensure that I gave him the letter... However, I didn't think to bring the letter that day. So that was impossible.



Tuesday and Wednesday found Ziqah absent on sick leave. So I was on my own.. But since History guy was also absent up til today, there was little point in me bringing the letter...



So today, 10 minutes before my History class started, I was already outside the classroom as usual... Hoping he'd be there. But I didn't check to see if he was there. I decided to just wait until they left to find out.. He wasn't there. Only two guys were present in his class. An since I was watching to see if he was there, I focused on looking at the guys so there was no way for me not to notice one of the guys looking in our direction.. Although I'm pretty sure I was the only one who noticed cause no one else was paying attention..



So I entered the class and I see a piece of paper on my desk but it didn't really register in my brain.. My only thought at that second was, "Oh, paper..." And then I got to my desk and I'm like, "Oh, paper on MY desk~" And THEN I saw the first line, the "GOOD LUCK >_<" And I'm like, "Hey, what's this?" And I read it and then this goes through my mind, "History guy, History guy, History guy" before I remembered that he was absent lol...



Yeah, my brain works kinda slow.



So I'm thinking, whoever left that note must've been kinda NOT smart.. Cause he (assuming it's a he) didn't leave a clue as to who it is, and no, "ME" is not a clue, and he also didn't give an indication as to who the note was for... So it might've been for me, it might've been for someone else using the class, which would be stupid since obviously I'd be the one to get it, or it could be someone already read it and had just left it there for the next person to pick it up..



So yeah.. I don't know if it really was aimed for me. It's killing me cause I need to know.



I forgot what else I was gonna say :\



Oh yeah.. Ziqah and Firah are saying that probably History guy had his friends place it there for him. Possibly. Doubtful... Unlikely~



It was his last day. If it really was him, why didn't he leave a clue as to his identity? I mean, why not right?? It's his LAST f****** day after all... If he ends up embarrassing himself, well, why not?? We wouldn't be seeing each other anymore ANYWAY!

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