01) Bold what is true about you.
02) Italicize what is half true.
03) Colour what you wish was true about you.
04) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
05) Tag five people.

I tag WHOEVER READS THIS! merati kamu??? it MEANS, you HAVE to do it if you read it.. MWAHAHAHAHHA!!!!! I will seriously cry if you guys don't do this T^T BUZZ!! BUAT NI!!!

• I miss somebody right now.
• I don't watch much TV these days.
• I own lots of books.
• I wear glasses or contact lenses.
• I love to play video games.
• I've tried marijuana.
• I've watched porn movies.
• I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
• I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
• I curse sometimes.

• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
• I have broken someone's bones.
• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
• I hate the rain.
• I'm paranoid at times.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I need/want money right now.
• I love sushi.
• I talk really, really fast.
• I have fresh breath in the morning.
• I have long hair.
• I have lost money in Las Vegas.
• I have at least one sibling.
• I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
• I like the way that I look.
• I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
• I am usually pessimistic.
• I have a lot of mood swings.
• I think prostitution should be legalized.
• I slept with a roommate.
• I have a hidden talent.
• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
• I have a lot of friends.
• I have pecked someone of the same sex.
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
• love to shop and/or window shop.
• I'm obsessed with my Blog/Livejournal/MySpace.
• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
• I'm a pretty good dancer.
• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
• I have a cell phone.
• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
• I've rejected someone before.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
• I want to have children in the future.
• I have changed a diaper before.
• I have a lot to learn.
• I am shy around the opposite sex.
• I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
• I have at least 5 away messages saved.
• I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
• I own the "South Park" movie.
• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Blogger/LiveJournal/MySpace.
• I enjoy some country music.
• I would die for my best friend(s).

• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
• I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
• I have dated a close friend's ex.
• I am happy at this moment.
• I’m obsessed with guys.
• Democrat.
• Conservative Republican.
• I am punk rockish.
• I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
• I study for tests most of the time.
• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
• I can work on a car.
• I love my job.
• I am comfortable with who I am right now.
• I have more than just my ears pierced.
• I walk barefoot wherever I can.
• I have jumped off a bridge.
• I love sea turtles.
• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
• I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
• I am proficient on a musical instrument.
• I hate office jobs.
• I went to college out of state.
• I am adopted.
• I am a pyro (person who likes to cause/create fire).
• I have thrown up from crying too much.
• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
• I adore bright colors.
• I usually like covers better than originals.
• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
• I can pick up things with my toes.
• I can't whistle.
• I have ridden/owned a horse.
• I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
• I talk in my sleep.
• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
• I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
• I wear a toe ring.
• I have a tattoo.
• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
• I am a caffeine junkie.
• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
• I have been to over 15 conventions.
• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
• I'm an artist. I like to draw.
• I am ambidextrous.
• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
• I have terrible teeth.
• I did this tag even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
• I have more friends on the internet than in real life. ..Sad huh?
• I have lived in either three different states or countries.
• I am extremely flexible.
• I want to own my own business.
• I smoke.
• I spend way too much time on the computer.
• Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
• I have played strip poker with someone else before.
• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
• I can't stand being alone.
• I have at least one obsession at any given time.
• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
• I'm a judgmental asshole.
• I'm a HUGE drama-queen.

• I have traveled on more than one continent.
• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
• I can speak more than one language.
• I would rather read than watch TV.
• I like reading fact more than fiction.
• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
• I have no piercings.
• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
• I've been married and am now divorced.
• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
• I like most animals better than most people.
• I own a collection of retro games consoles.
• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
• I have hit someone with a dead fish.
• I have written/read erotic stories. (fanfic)
• I am compulsively honest.
• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
• I dislike milk.
• I obsessively wash my hands.
• I always carry that something significant around with me.
• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
• I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too.
• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.
• I love Harry Potter.
• My parents are not together.
• I don't believe in love.
• I hate people who walk incredibly slow.
• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
• Sometimes I don't shower before work.
• To me, procrastination is like a disease!
• I want to sleep now.
• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other. (LOL!!!)
• I am a typical Gemini born.
• The more I searched the less I've found.
• As a child I was a huge crybaby.
• I'm feeling alone very fast.
• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess, who saves the day!
• I always have to spell my (real) name.
• I want to die in my sleep.
• I have a strange laugh.
• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
• I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.
• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I will not ever get rid of.
• I sing 80's hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis.
• I have a speech disorder.
• I'm infatuably attracted to men with long, blond, curly hair
• I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day.
• I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies
• I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.
• Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character
• My dreams are so vivid, they feel real.
• I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.
• I can get jealous easily!
• My computer and hard drive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
• I have this thing for hot Korean men.
• Park Yoochun is my favorite pimp.
• Donghae is my sex-slave.
•I can’t cook except for instant noodles and boiling water.

*End of Post*

Whee! Another tag!

a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag eight people. Don't tag who tagged you.

1. What do you eat in the morning?
Depends on apa yang ada

2. How do you style your hair?
Just let it down or in a ponytail...
3. What is making you happy right now?
Right now? Nothing~ I'm depressed..

4. What are you currently reading?
Don't have a book to read at the moment, but I'm waiting for Buttercup to finish reading Breaking Dawn


5. Do you need music to study/write?
Sometimes

6. What is your current addiction?
Nada~

7. Do sad films make you cry?
If it's sad enough.. For example, PS I Love You

8. Do you have a crush at the moment?
Yes T_T

9. What is your favorite movie (that doesn't involve your idol)?
Harry Potter ;p

What was the last thing you ate today?
Corn

What is your favorite color?
Black

What websites do you visit daily?
Hotmail, LJ, Blogger, Google (ada-ada saja tah tu kan ku Google up)
13. What's your favorite food?
Chocolate and ice cream ^_^

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Japanese, Spanish, Korean and Chinese
15. What's your favorite book at the moment?
Hmm~ The Black Magician Trilogy Book Two - The Novice. I hate the 3rd!! Akkarin died T^T

16. Do you have birthmark?
Two on my thighs and one on my left forearm *proud* XD

17. Who was your childhood idol?
Siti Nurhaliza kali.. Cause she was the only singer I knew hahaha
18. Where would you like your next holiday to be?
UK, so that I can acquaint myself with the place where I wanna further my studies
19. What do you do to fall asleep?
Listen to music... although that might not actually help hahaha

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
She wrote a poem based on an awesome KyuMin fic!!! and also, she liked my fics enough to add me as a friend!! ;P
Baz is tagged!!
*End of Post*

Epiphany

I was remembering New Moon, or was it Eclipse? Whatever... Anyway, in one of the two, Bella was having an epiphany. And I found myself wondering, what is an epiphany? I have no idea. So I googled it..

The first definition was:

a divine manifestation

I didn't understand what that meant.. So I looked at the next one~

twelve days after Christmas; celebrates the visit of the three wise men to the infant Jesus

Credits to: wordnet.princeton.edu

Obviously not what I was looking for...

The Epiphany is a triptych painted by Hieronymus Bosch around the year 1495. This triptych is also sometimes referred to as "The Adoration of the Magi".

Even more obviously not..

Epiphany is a painting by Hieronymus Bosch. It is currently in the Museum of Art in Philadelphia.

Dude, seriously jangan di pajal...

"Epiphany" is episode 16 of season 2 in the television show Angel.

Wahahhaha lagitah awut!!

Epiphany (Greek for "to manifest" or "to show"), is a Christian feast day which celebrates the "shining forth" or revelation of God in human form in the person of Jesus Christ.

No...

An epiphany is the sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something.

Credits to: wikipedia

Ah!! Finally! The last one actually relates hahaha

"An epiphany is the sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something."
Barutah lurus~ Now I understand.. Wahwahwahwahwah..

*End of Post*

Tagged by Lina

Where were you 3 hours ago?
In my room

Who are you in love with?
I really hate this question..

Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Hahhaha funny question..

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes

When is the last time you went to the mall?
Last Friday, 15th Jan.. I think~

Are you wearing socks right now?
No

Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Don't ask me about the price of things. Aku tau makai ganya haha

When was the last time you drove out of town?
1st January

Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No

Are you hot?
Literally, yes aku kepanasan hahaha

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Oren campur

What are you wearing right now?
Baju three-quarter sleeve and a jacket around my waist.. And of course seluar haha

Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
There's a car wash in Brunei?

Last food that you ate?
Chocolate cake

Where were you last week at this time?
At home

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
I very-very the jarang buy clothes

When is the last time you ran?
I don't run..

What's the last sporting event you watched?
Soccer game

What is your favorite animal?
Tortoise

Your dream vacation?
Going to Korea to meet Yesung and Henry

Last person's house you were in?
Frah's house

Worst injury you've ever had?
On my cheek

Have you been in love?
I'm starting to have a problem with love questions

Last play you saw?
A View From The Bridge

What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Um... my cuteness? Hhahaha prasan..

What are your plans for tonight?
Delaying from doing my homework until I can no longer delay it

Who is the last person you spent a MySpace message or comment to?
I don't have a MySpace account

Next trip you are going to take?
Possibly umrah

Ever go to camp?
Yeps

Were you an honor roll student in school?
There's an honor roll in school?

What do you want to know about the future?
Who my husband is =D

Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
No

Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Don't think so

Where is your best friend?
Which one?

How is your best friend?
Fine

Do you have a tan?
Dude, I'm an Asian.. What do you think?

What are you listening to right now?
A song by Rain.. I don't know the name

Do you collect anything?
Yes

Who is the best gossiper you know?
Any girl is good for gossip if you talk about the right things

Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Either last year or the year before at night

Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Yes

What does your last text message say?
Mendermalah kpd Dana Pengiran Muda Mahkota Al-Muhtadee Billah utk Anak Yatim dgn menaip dana1/5/10/15/20 utk derma $1/$5/$10/$15/$20 dan hantar ke 8885555. :P

Do you like hot sauce?
Very much

Last time you took a shower?
This morning

Do you need to do laundry?
Only certain things

What is your heritage?
Can you be more specific?

Are you someone's best friend?
I'm really hoping so...

Are you rich?
Well, I'm living in Brunei so yeah, I guess so...

What were you doing at 12 a.m. last night?
Sleeping

I tag Wee-wee :P

Headache

I've got a headache!
I'm so blank.
I asked ajusshi if he knew where Chong Chong Ling Ling is now.
He doesn't know.
And after that, my mind just became a complete blank.
I can't even do my work!
I got a History presentation tomorrow!
Omo!!!
Nothing is coming out from my brain..
Help..
I go two Socio essays I haven't done.
Apparently, I also have an English presentation tomorrow.
What??
Hahaha~
I could go crazy like this.
I've got such a bad headache.
Probably from squinting at the TV..
Im too lazy to get my glasses upstairs.
I'm watching House.
I love House.
House said, "Genes matter..."
So, if people wanna have a baby, make sure you have the baby with someone whose genes you want the baby to have.
Apakan??
Hahahahhaha~
Stres~
I feel so depressed right now.
My MSN nick right now is, "I've just collapsed into a depression that is so total I don't know if I can climb back out"..
I wonder, why is thunder more frightening than lighting?
Thunder is just sound..
Lightning does all the damage.
But lightning can be described as beautiful...
Indeed, that's how I describe it myself...
But lightning can be dangerous as well...
So why are most people more afraid of thunder?..
Doesn't make sense, really~

*end of post*

CRAp..

We've started on the Tempest in Literature.
It's okay.
Masih jua namanya belajar kan..
So I got sleepy.
But not so bad..
As compared to other subjects.


For EAS, we have homework!
OMG!
Aku inda suka homework!
But it's not too hard..
So whatever...

History~
Got divided into three groups.
Our group doing Economic...
Me, Tiah, Sheiela, Hajah Amalina, Maizatul, and three guys.
Me, Tiah and Sheiela are doing Economic factors for Dutch East Indies.
'A' level standard..
As in be specific...
Ugh..
Tiah said one of the guys macam saiz dengan aku...
As in sweet & sour...
hahhhahaha!!!!
Vulih.. =D


During PS, finished the points for Socio presentation..
Hot Stuff in the library.
No effect on me much..
Stupid school cat..
Kept following me.
I got scared.. hahaha
I thought it was gonna go sit on my bag or something.


Inda tia jadi presentation..
Toingzz..
Started on marriage.
Not a bad topic...
We only learned definitions today though..


Need an mp3...
Going for umrah in March..
13 hours on the plane!
OMG!
Need something~
Gonna die on the plane if I don't have one :\

*End of Post*

Q & A Tag

100 Questions! ;D I got most of these questions from a Q & A video of Junsu-oppa~ But I changed some questions for certain reasons that I don't remember and this is the result..

1. Name: Dk Siti Amalina
2. Birthdate: 21-04-91
3. Nickname: Amal, Mamal, Lina, Alai
4. Habit: playing with my lips, tapping my foot, staring into space, quickening my pace when passing in front of boys
5. Religion: Islam
6. Motto: Just because you don't like someone, doesn't mean you don't love them/ Looks don't matter but they help
7. Blood type: I wish I knew :\
8. Height/Weight/Shoesize: 14-something/44/36, I think
9. Family: dad, mom, three sisters and 1 brother
10. School/Job: PTEK
11. Hobby: reading, listening to music, talking with my little sister
12. Best at: reading quickly?
13. Habits while sleeping: curling on my side, listening to music and hugging Ashley, my teddy bear
14. Positive traits: I think friendly, sort of and uh.. I'm pretty tolerant of a lot of things
15. I think of myself as: boring~
16. Favorite number: 3/214/248
17. Favorite season: Spring
18. Favorite food: chocolate, ice-cream (but not chocolate ice-cream ke ke ke...) and kolo mee
19. Food you hate: Butter chicken hahaha and anything else that makes me scrunch up my nose
20: Like these celebs: Yesung, Junsu, Jesse McCartney, Henry
21. Favorite sports: I don't really play it but I'll say soccer and netball
22. Favorite flower: lily :D
23. Favorite colour: black, green and silver
24. My recreational culture: what does that even mean? O_O if I had to answer anyway, I'd say... the internet?
25. Most frequently go to: my room
26. Dish you're able to cook best: mee goreng =P
27. Song you like currently: You Are The One by Super Junior/ Don't Say Goodbye by Yesung
28. Prefer coffee, milk or coke?: coffee with milk, milk with sugar... I don't really like coke
29. Most precious person: Syakirah
30. Person you hate most: CCLL, for making me like him so much..
31. Type of people that wil cause the human race to become extinct: Selfish people, people who don't care about the planet
32. Concerns now: my AS results and the adults' reactions to them
33. What was I in a previous life?: a mouse x... (since I'm such a scaredy-cat)
34. If I was born again: a mouse again.. (I doubt I'll change my cowardliness anytime soon..)
35. When's a good time for marriage?: early to mid twenties
36. What to do when angry?: listen to Rising Sun at top volume
37. Do you think of cosmetic surgery?: Ugh.. worst thing to be invented after the nuclear bomb
38. Future wishes: To get over my cowardliness and admit my feelings for once
39. Money spent per month: more than $50...
40. What part of your appearance don't you like?: I don't know... I don't like my appearance in general...
41. If I could become psychic for one day: then I'd predict the future, duh~~
42. Is there someone you love now?: Can it be called love when you've never actually talked to that person?
43. Jinx: I'm comparatively lucky so... yeah..
44. What time do you want to go back to?: when I was little and didn't need to deal with so many emotions at once
45. The thing you regret most: I never have the courage to admit how I really feel
46. Last thing you'd say before you die: kalimah 2 syahadah, hopefully
47. My precious treasure number 1: my adek
48. What do you want to say to conceited people?: Kiss my @#$ :)
49. Ideal girl/boy?: Is there really an ideal person in the world we live in today?
50. What do you want to do on a rainy day/night? (regardless of whether you actually do it): play in the rain.. listening to my music... or else I just want to sleep
51. What was the last thing you bought?: kolo mee :P
52. What kind of people makes you want to hit them?: jerks
53. What kind of people make you scared?: people that make me feel things I never felt or ever had to deal with before
54. If you were to dye your hair: maybe blonde highlights? I like the contrast between the white and the black =D
55. Memorable movies: Titanic, The Game Plan (yes, I cried..), Transformers, P.S. I Love You
56. Memorable time in primary school: the whole Primary 6 year
57. If you were in a drama, which role would you like?: haha I wonder which role would best match my personality? I don't know
58. What kind of friends do you hate the most?: friends who care more about themselves than their friends
59. What do you think of men who wear make-up?: asal ya bahagia, it's none of my business, although it is a bit weird XD
60. Have you ever won any contests?: no...
61. Memorable book including comics: For One More Day by Mitch Albom, The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown, Life of Pi
62. Do you get along with most people?: I guess so
63. A country you want to travel to?: Korea, UK, Japan
64. If you were to have a pet: Tortoise
65. What do you sing at karaoke?: Gemilang by Jaclyn Victor
66. What do you do these days?: Nothing much.. Same old, same old..
67. Who do you want to meet?: him~
68. If you found 1000 dollars: hand it over to the police
69. Do you consider yourself as a loner or a people person?: erm~ both
70. Do you believe in ghosts?: no... spirits yes
71. If the world was to end tomorrow: insaf... (bru lgi 2 kn insaf a haha)
72. Do you think you can always be happy?: I hope so
73. Have you slept away from home?: Once
74. What do you need the most?: I need to know and understand myself
75. The most important thing between two people: trust
76. Games you enjoy/are good at: word games, challenging number games
77. What would you say to someone who's about to die?: may all your sins be forgiven
78. When was your most unfortunate moment?: when my sister got into her little accident
79. If you can't sleep: I listen to music or read a book
80. Do you prefer a bath or a shower?: bath
81. If you could clone someone: I wouldn't.. there are enough people in the world already..
82. The reason Brunei is good/bad: good cause it's safe and peaceful, bad because it's boring
83. Foreign language you want to learn: Japanese, Korean, Chinese, Spanish..
84. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?: Jollibee
85. I want to really do this: kiss him :D *blushes* lol!!!
86. Are you someone who teases or gets teased on?: both ahha
87. How to resolve stress: eating or listening to music or reading
88. Ever wanted to kill yourself?: that's personal
89. What kind of teacher do you hate?: the ones that don't really care about their students
90. Person who influenced you most: I guess my mom
91. If you were pick-pocketed: sabar ja. ikhlaskan tia and hope Allah maafkan dosanya
92. If you met a pervert on the street: ew! I'd run hahaha I got traumatized about this because of my cousin, Frah x)
93. What is something that you can't sleep without?: either my music or something to hug, preferably my teddy bear.. although I'd still fall asleep anyway :)
94. End of the world theory: duh.. ikut kepercayaan Islam lah
95. Do you think life is worth living?: Every second of it
96. Rain, snow, cloud, sun, wind... Your favorite?: Wind..
97. Ever been interested in a guy/girl you met on the internet?: haha guilty~
98. What do you want to say now?: I miss him~
99. Your future plans: Get a scholarship, become a teacher/psychologist/whatever, get married and have kids wawawa
100. Your impression for finishing this Q & A tag: I wish there were more questions =P
I tag Buttercup and Masrini XD *keluar tanduk*

Another tag!

[1] Real name: Dk Siti Amalina
[2] Nickname: Amal
[3] Status: Busy
[4] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[5] Gender: Female
[6] Age: 17
[7] High School: SM Sayyidina Hasan
[8] College: Maktab Duli P.M.A.M.B/PTEK
[9] Height: I don't know O_O
[10] Weight: Last time i checked it's 44
[11] Do you like yourself: I got no choice in this case, right? haha

[12] Piercings: No!!! I'm too scared!!
[13] Right or Left: Right?
[14] Are you a freak: Depends on which of my friends you ask that question to... But I think most of them will say no... haha because I'm boring!
[15] Hair: Black and sorta long, though I wish it was longer >_<'
[16] Skin: Ntah eh nda ku tau
[17] Allergic: Perhaps mint but I'm not sure
[18] What are you doing now: Arguing with the impossible ajusshi
[19] What will you be doing 1 hour later: Sleeping~
[20] What will you be doing 10 years later: Sitting down with a cup of Milo with my daughter... ke ke ke~
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: Family
[22] Sibling(included you): 5
[23] Eldest: Ka CT
[24] Youngest: Syakirah
[25] Love/Hate your family: Love lah.. -.-

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Look! It's Mrs. Laury McPherson!! I miss her!!! This picture was when she was leaving for J.I.S. T^T Durang made the card and we all signed it.. Not sure who exactly durang is, by the way. Hahahha~

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[26] You found your another half: Don't think so...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: If it's who I want it to be, I have no idea where he is now =(
[28] Who you want he/she to be: Aiyoo... You can't guess?
[29] Time(s) you in a relationship: 4 so far...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: Hahha no.. Too embarrassing.
[31] Anyone woo you before: If you can call it wooing haha
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: I haven't even met him yet!! I might have stalked him though.. O_O
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I said I haven't met him!
[34] Ever argue with your other half: Aish.. We don't know each other, man..
[35] You and your other half since: Nada bah nada
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I don't know~
[38] You and your other half in which stage: We have a stage?
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: Nadaaaaaaa~~~~
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: Awal jua @_@' maybe once or twice

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Irah and I at MD during the Raya celebration on the way upstairs~

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[41] Your first bestfriend: I can't remember...
[42] Your first enemy: Inda men enemy lah bro...
[43] The friends you love the most: Durang Ziqah.. Then c-Nisa~ and well... All my friends lah!!
44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): I don't have enemies

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Excuse me?
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: Yesung! ;D
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Liars and backstabbers
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Majal usulnya na pandai kan jaga ati bini2
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No!
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Sabar saja

52] If your friend betray you: Well, what can you do? People are not perfect..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: If the guy falls for it, then she can have him
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: Cana tah jua? We're just friends. I don't need that kind of thing right now
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I won't do a thing about it haha

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The MV for Noona You're So Pretty (Replay) by SHINee
Enjoy the song while you read through the endless questions =P
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[56] Are you a good student: Maybe
[57] You always done your homework/assignments: Usually
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dunno e~
[59] Always late to school/college: Hopefully not this year ;)
[60] Your class: You mean subjects or something?
[61] You love your seniors: I don't have seniors haha but last year? Yes! He's so cute ma~
[62] Senior who love you the most: They don't know I exist haha
[63] Your classmate good/bad: Good I guess
[64] Excellent result classmate: This year? I don't know! Baru x a!
[65] Laziest classmate: Can I include me? :p
[66] Smart people: People who learn from their mistakes
[67] Stupid people: No such thing as stupid people. Only slow~
[68] Good looking people: Ooo ada~
[69] Ugly people: I don't judge
[70] Funny people: If by funny you mean evil, I can honestly say Tiah.. Wawawa~
[71] Cute people: *sigh* I don't know where he is~
72] Bad people: I don't people are bad.. Just human..
[73] Honest people: I don't really get the question sebenarnya
[74] Acting people: What does that even mean?
[75] You are what kind of person: Not bad person? hahha janan tanya c-Baz!! Ya jahat! haha
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Wonder Girls performing Irony live in '07 on KBS2 Music Bank
Nice song ~_~
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[76] Lip or eyes: Both..
[77] Hugs or kisses: With who?
[78] Shorter or taller: Manaaja ti
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Manasaja tia
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms =)
[81] Listener or talker: Dua2 pun buleh..
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic!!!
[83] Good husband or good father: Both
[84] Age to get marry: 23? =P
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 5
[86] Career: Sapa? Me or him?
[87] Salary: Don't care
[88] Retirement age: Antah..
[89] Properties Value: What kind of a question is that?
[90] Wishes: To see him again..
I tag Baz!! Mwahahha!!!

Literature was kinda fun today.
Mr Naeem was being odd..
Tapi macam andang ya cematu kali so inda apalah..
He was explaining about how people in literature look at books deeply.
He used art as an example.
Asked me & Tiah to stand up and pretend we're considering a piece of art..
Lol!!!
I couldn't stop laughing til I had tears in my eyes.

Then I had EAS also with Mr Naeem.
Since we didn't have any whiteboard dusters, he had to ask for someone's tissue paper...
Masa E.Lit, Wee-wee ada tissue bisai untuk ia.
But in EAS, I'm the only one with tissue.
It didn't work so well...
Mr Naeem said it was low-quality tissue lol!!!

After break was History but we didn't have class.
Mrs. Izan said she'd prefer to teach everyone at once rather than teach all 6 classes individually.
Guess what??
Hot Stuff ada dalam klas atu jua!
Awesome, right??
Hahaha so was Mu...
Turns out she thinks he's hot too...
As soon as everyone left save us, Tiah and another girl from my AE, she started getting all excited about talking to him for a second hahaha~
Turned out that the other girl could be a friend of his.
Toingz~~

Next was my PS.
Tiah and I went to the library and met Ziqah there.
Kami liat Dangerous Love dengan c-Mas arah kawannya punya laptop..
Junsu is so adorable!
I never took Mas to be the type that likes Kpop hahaha~
But of course, I don't blame her ;p
I got a feeling she thinks Hot Stuff is hot stuff too =D

During lunch, Sir Mirul came to get some copies of my essay and Fiqah's Socio file.
Some of his students came over and tried to get him to stay.
They failed, unfortunately.
Ia suruh kami yang pindah ke MD..
Yeah, that's gonna work.

Later, Ziqah joined the side of evil and teased me at the top floor with Tiah..
Jahat kamu!!!
I thought you guys were my friends! *sob*

We went to Socio class early and played Speed using Mu's cards.
Mwahahahhaha!!!
Kalah c-Mu uleh ku!!! *keluar tanduk*

Socio boring tadi...
Miss Sarina is okay~
But I miss Sir Mirul!!!
No offence to her...
I know it's her first time teaching Upper Six...
This is crap, man..

History was okay.
Tcher Izan is really hoping for another teacher to come along and take off the workload..
Kesian.. :\

Anyway, started reading Eclipse today!
You know, the third book of the Twilight series.
It's okay lah so far...
Yang calinya aku inda berapa minat ceritanya.
But I can't stop reading it..
And I actually enjoyed the movie.
But th truth is, I'm not really all that crazy about it..
Weird kan??

*End of Post*

Schedules!

Got our schedules today!
All the same classes with Tiah..
Kecuali EAS lah..
Cause she's taking GP..

Kesian Ziqah..
We only got the same PS~

Sent her to Syariah..
Got dizzy on the 2nd floor...
Terlampau tinggi... @_@'

On the way down, a couple of slow-moving teachers in front..
Tried to cut them~
But that meant going near the edge facing the ground..
Too scared..
Luckily they noticed..
Laughed a bit at me~ :P
But let me pass~
Ma kaseh, cikgu!!!

Second time went up there~
To get Ziqah from Syariah..
Bkas ujan..
Floor was slippery~
Means that danger is doubled..
Got even more scared..
hahahha~

On the way home, bought cakoi and kolo mee~
hahaha kes lapar...
Nyummy ~_~
Didn't finish the kolo mee though..
Too much..
My tummy is small...

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Watched King of California on Star Movies:-

Director & Writer [Mike Cahill]

Release Date [12 September 2007, France]

Tags [Gold Doubloon, Diary, Madness, Daughter, Father-Daughter Relationship, Store, Jazz Music, California, Child as Adult, Knocked Out, Theft, Thong, Barbecue, Teen, Jackhammer]

Genre [Partly Comedy]

Tagline [We're all searching for something]

Plot [An unstable dad who after getting out of a mental institution tries to convince his daughter that there's Spanish gold buried somewhere under suburbia.]

A Review [It was too easy to expect a rug-chewing performance from Michael Douglas as a crazy person, and an exasperated, eye-rolling two-dimensional "oh I'm so put-upon by the world" job from Evan Rachel Wood.Thankfully, those clichés were avoided in this poignant and ultimately joyful and uplifting (thank God!) story of quiet nobility, personal vision and purpose, and underlying love and strength amongst otherwise "broken" people.It's refreshing to go into a theatre not expecting much and coming out enlightened by the combined vision of the actors, writer, director, and cinematographer.Bravo to all involved, and here's hoping to see a strong presence at the Academy Awards.]

Main Characters [Michael Douglas as Charlie and Evan Rachel Wood as Miranda]

A/N: My sister said Evan Rachel Wood looks like me. I don't know about that but I feel flattered cause she's pretty :p *wink* *wink*

and I tag:
1. Bajilah
2. Wee-wee
3. Er-er
4. Aidah
5. Mas
6. My twin
7. Manager
8. Fish
9. Leq-leq


How you know 1?
From Sayyidina Hasan

What would you do if you never met 2?

Life would be a little less interesting, definitely

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?

hahaha no thanks!

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?

um no... that would be kinda weird XD

do you think 7 is attractive?

i guess so haha i never thought of her in that way :)

Do you know anything about 8's family?

a little bit..

Tell me something about 9.

He's my monkey friend ~_~

What language does 2 speak?

Malay of course

Who is 3 going out with?

She's single. Anyone interested? ahha

how old is 4?

older than me, that's for sure :D

5?

also dunno bh..

Who is 6's favourite singer?
i dunno leh.. ask her yourself =.="


Is 8 single?
i have no idea O_O

What is 9 last name?

I forgot..

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?

hahaha seriously dude, not my type :)

Which school does 2 go to?

PTEK

What do you like about 3?
I can usually count on her for anything :P

yeah ok~

Tagged by my twin ^_^

Love survey ^^

1) What are you doing right now?
checking my email for
LJ comments

2) What do you wanna do next?
write another fic

3) Who do you like the most?
CCLL


4) What makes you like him/her?
I dunno...


5) What have you been doing all this day?
I just woke up lerr...

6) What do you hate the most?
being separated from my friends at MD

7) Are you good in playing poker?
haha no T_T


8) What colour do you like?
green & black

9) If you're given a wish, what would it be?
that i could relive last year all over again

10) You got a lot of friends?
I think so =)

11) You think its crazy to talk to yourself?
no... talking to myself is fun hahaha actually, I like to argue with myself O_O

12) Do you have any friends who smell?
dun think so...

13) Have you had your heart broken?
no... my heart is not easily broken.. or maybe I haven't yet found anyone worth having my heart broken over...

14) How does it feel?
I told you oledi... T_T

15) Are you a heart breaker?
I hope not!

16) Have you ever seen a ghost?
I dunno.. I think I did but it might have been my reflection haha

17) Are you in love?
I might be ^_^

18) Do you really love him/her?
It's possible

19) Would you share your lifetime with him/her?
It's a nice prospect..

20) What's the last text you received in your inbox?
Jim2 apologizing for I don't know what and not seeming to mean it.. =.=

21) Who was it from?
Jim2 bah.. majal...


22) Who's on the top of you missed call list?
Ziqah ^^

23) Do you enjoy living?
haha it's definitely better than being dead, ne?


24) Do you have a crush?
yes


25) Who's the last person you saw?
Uh... my mum I guess. Since she's right next to me

26) Do you smoke?
Eww... I HATE smokers...


27) Have you ever experienced deja vu?
I might have..


28) Are you proud of your past?
I guess so...

29) Any reasons?
I don't know

30) Do you believe in karma?
not really~

31) What's on your mind right now?
I am so very annoyed right now

32) When was the last time you met him/her?
Who is him?

33) Is he/she cute?
Majal... Who is he?

34) Have you ever been loved by some one?
How am I supposed to know how other people feel about me?

35) Among all of your exs, who would you pick right now?
I wouldn't pick any but if I really had to, I'd pick Wady :)

36) Missing any of your bestfriend/s?
yes!


37) Who do you love the most?
my little sister...


i tag Mas, Fish and Seniku...

PTEK on RTB

Dad was watching the 8 o'clock news on RTB..
There was a short video of PTEK.
Nice~

Some students ada jua.
I think I saw Ibnu at the Prayer Hall...
I dunno a~

There's around 1200 students there.
I didn't know that..
It doesn't feel like a lot..

That many students but the school is still kind of empty.
At MD, wherever you go, macam ada traffic jam.
But at PTEK, everywhere is smooth sailing.
Except when going in and out of the class since there are so many students at one time.

Hopefully, by the time we get our fixed schedules, it won't seem so empty anymore.

You know, I kinda miss Sir Mirul...
Because he was a great Socio teacher...
The teachers we have now are not bad..
But I think Sir Mirul was better...

I talked to Fiqah because Sir wanted to ask for her number...
She said she really missed him.
She said yesterday, she felt like crying because there were these two female teachers where last year there should have been Sir Mirul...

*so sad*

Ngumpat aku???

Supposed to go home at 2.30 today...
But went home at 3.30...
Waited for Irah...
Plus the extra time can be used to write more fics...

Talked with Fawzul while waiting...
Know what he said?..
Him, Azizi and Jun2 (maybe some others I dunno) talk about me... -.-'

Whenever they talk about girls, my name always comes up...
No other girls?
Feel sorry for you guys... -.-

Apparently, they once wanted to practise the 'akad nikah' thing...
Looked around for a girl as the example...
Decided on me... T_T
And they're SO weird!!

Once in Form 4, my name was brought up again...
Someone asked, "Amal mana?"
And they described me somehow...
And then one of the guys said, "Ahh.. Ayam ___ atu kah?"
WTH?? T_T
I forgot what kind of chicken they said...
Kurang asam...

And then, Jun2 brought up my name...
And they asked again, "Amal mana?"
And he said, "Amal buntak!"
Jun2!!
You're not that tall either, you know!
No offence :D

Anyway, I just needed to express myself...
No hard feelings, boys... -.-'
I'd like to kick your asses though...
But I won't so just chill...

*End of Post*

Oh!
By the way...
My phone camera is hating me right now...
I can't use it...
Cause it says "Camera: Feature Not Supported"...
What???
Crap much??!!!

First day officially

Today... They gave us a temporary schedule... Subjects are clashing...
Thank goodness none of my subjects clash...
We had to use the conference room and lecture theatres...
There are too many students to fit into one classroom after all...

Tcher Izan said she's the only one in the History Dept...
Hahahha!!!!!
Antam tah kamu ja...

The school doesn't have a budget...
So much for a new school with great facilities and whatnot...
No trashcans...
Had to use boxes...
What kind of a school is this?

On the upside, there's a hot guy from PTEB...
"Hot Stuff"...
Yes, that's what we decided to call him... Wawawa...
He's in all my A level subjects...

There's another guy in my homeroom that's sort of cute too...
Also from PTEB...
No nickname for him though...
Not yet...

Tcher Izan was kind of fast today...
I just scribbled everything she said...
But I didn't get everything...
She kept looking at me...
When she asked questions, she looked at me...
Hahahha...
I just made a blank face when I didn't know the answer...
Which was often...

Btw, just because there are two cute guys in the school, I haven't forgotten CL2...
I miss him... A lot...

Harry is in PTEK too...
In case I've never mentioned him before, he's sort of cute too and he has SOME similarities to CL2...
And so, Ziqah and I had dubbed him Chong Chong Ling Ling's older brother...
Wawawa... ^_^
So I just felt like going up to him and asking, "Where's your brother??? Why didn't you take him with you???"

I haven't listened to Arashi much anymore...
Too bad...
I lke their songs...
Like Sunrise Nippon...
Which I'm listening to right now...

Anyway...
*End of Post*

PTEK

OMG! First and second day of school... Like WTH?? hahaha stress aku a
Yesterday, my butt really really hurt!! Cause we were sitting on the floor for almost the whole day! Because there weren't enough chairs for everyone and it wouldn't be fair if some sat on chairs while others sat on the floor... But seriously, my butt was aching when I got home hahaha
So I'm in AE5. It was okay. But it was kinda weird cause my whole class is filled with Dks and Aks. Like, class segregation thing much?? I get that it's easier to just sort us alphabetically but really, it totally felt like class segregation.. I blame Sir Mirul fr teaching me that wawawa...
The school isn't that bad, I guess. But the toilets aren't really completely clean and the mirrors are low quality! Bek tah aku pakai ceramin sendiri, walautah ya damit and cute.
Then today, I felt incredibly lonely in class! Luckily I know Masrini who was in my BE also last year... I also sort of befriended some of the other girls but you know~ It's just because we have to or something. During break, I had nowhere to go and I didn't know if Tiah and Syidah were in their classes or not.. So I was left ALL alone in there! Of course, I texted Tiah so she brought Baz, Syidah and Jat-jat to my class. Thanks Tiah!!
We were supposed to get our schedules today but there was some technicalities and Tiah ended up taking Maths, Economics and Accounting kali... Hahhaha as if ;D So hopefully, tomorrow we get our schedules. Or else, we're gonna be really behind.. MD already started!!
I miss MD T^T
Yesterday I was texting Nisa because she was so bored.. Kesian eh.. She said she's lonely! And the library is quiet.. And she got Mr. Simmons Socio... Wow~ Scary~
*End of Post*

Alphabet Tag

List down all the letters of the alphabet and find a word that starts with each letter that describes you. :D


Awkward
Blank – as in I’m always blank =P
Childish
Dorky
Embarrassing
Funny
Ga-ga – as in I go ga-ga over Yesung’s hotness ~_~
Happy
Insecure
Joyful

Kind? I hope you think so =)

Loving, I think

Mellow :\

Nervous - as in I get nervous very easily

Odd

Paranoid about a lot of things

Quiet

Random

Serious

Talkative - when I feel lie it

Unskilled

Vain

Worrier
Xeric - as in my lips are dry :D
Young
Zippy - as in I walk quickly =D
Okay, somebody please do this so I won't feel lonely! Wee-wee! Bek ko buat!! Why? Because I said so... Wahahha!
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♥WHO/WHAT/WHERE/WHEN/HOW♥


Instructions:

*Copy & Paste ALL QUESTIONS!
*Answer ALL questions
*Answers MUST be clear and concise
*Tag at least 5 people to do this!



♥WHO♥


Who is the most influential person in your life?
My mum. I've always looked up to her. Whenever I reach a fork in the road that is my life, I know I can always turn to her for help. And the great thing is that she doesn't tell me what to do. Rather, she helps to point me in the right direction so that I can make my own decisions. She always accepts that what I choose to do is what I want and she doesn't try to convince me otherwise. There is not enough words to describe how much she means to me. (Oh great. Now I feel like crying >_<')

Who is the one person you can really trust?
Um, I'm not sure. I wish I can say Syakirah but she can be very untrustable. I think I said that before but I don't remember... I don't know eh.. I don't wanna say myself because sometimes I don't trust myself either... Lol... Aish.. Don't know ee. Ah!! I know! My cuzzies~ Irah, Abel & Frah.. But then again, also Ziqah, Nisa, Tiah, Syidah and Masy and.. Hahahha I trust too many people :D Never mind~~

Who was the first guy/girl who made you cry?
Cannot remember... I think c-Wafi from Primary 1 cause he threw a basketball at me and it hit my eye during PE. Haha but I don't remember if I cried or not.. If not him, c-Muid lah.. My first ex...

Who would you be if you were not an 'A' Level student?
I don't know. Because I always thought like this. First I finish PSR, then PMB, then O'level, then A'level, then uni... So, I have no idea.


♥WHAT♥

What is your biggest fear?
I hate semut pedas. Seriously! I hate, hate, hate them! I would rather face my fear of heights than have even one of them on me. Ugh!! Nightmare tu!!!

What is your most treasured possession?
My little sister is my most treasured possession.. Yes, she's my possession ^_^

What's one of your traits that you want to change?
I wish that I would stop talking bad about people behind their backs~ a.k.a. ngumpat..

Which part of your body is your favourite and why?
My hair... Cause it's like a weapon that I use to annoy my sister by flipping it in her face. Mwahaahahha!!!


♥WHERE♥


Where are you most comfortable?
In my bedroom. It's where I can be myself the most.

Where is your Achilles' heel?
Boys =)

Where do you want to go to get away from your problems?
Karaoke booth at Uni


♥WHEN♥


When did you become aware that you were good-looking?
Hahaha haven't I always been? XP Indalah.. I don't think I'm that good-looking~

When did you realised that you wanted to finish your studies?
What are you talking about? I've always wanted to finish my studies. Yes, I'm geeky that way :)

When are you the happiest?
When I'm with my family or friends while they're being happy

When are you saddest?
When I found out that Nisa's dad won't let her pindah T^T

When is your energy level at its highest?
Um, maybe di sekulah with my friends because I always feel the urge to hop around and walk around in school stalking Chong Chong Ling Ling. Or maybe when I read SuJu fics and the main characters get together or something, then I feel like jumping around all over the furniture :D

♥HOW♥


How do you mend a broken heart?
I cry by myself and then I find out that the guy that broke my heart is an asshole so I feel better because he's not worth crying and getting my heart broken over...

How do you cope with stress?
Internet is my saviour... Otherwise, I just rant about it..

How do you know that you're in love?
When even after a whole month without seeing him, even after seeing all th things about him that should put me off of him, I still can't forget about him. I still see him in my mind.. I still think about him whenever I listen to slow love songs, which is all the time.

How many bf/gf do you have so far?
4.. The longest is 4 months hahaha

The 5 people that I tag:
Mas
Manager
Fish
Lina
Anyone who wants to do it XD

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