Okay, I have NOT updated this blog since FOREVER... Malas ku bah hahah eventhough I HAVE had a few things worth updating about..
Anyway, the reason for this post is just to update you on a few things.
i. We celebrated Irah's birthday on 30th June by watching Transformers at the Mall. Awesome! Loved the first movie, LOVED the second!!
ii. On 10th July was Heechul's birthday. I wrote a YeChul fanfic! =D Okay, it's a gay fanfic. Manasaja tia. Lol.
iii. 15th July - Sultan's birthday. Also my "aunt" from USA. That's cool. Her birthday on my holiday. Kekeke...
iv. 18th - Irah's dad's birthday. We celebrated at my house. Cake was nyummy!
v. 23rd was Syakirah's birthday. We celebrated on Saturday. Kesian baby ku eh.. Not really much of a celebration. Her friends weren't much help at all. Payah jua tu... T__T' My poor, poor sayang.
vi. Yesterday was my mum's birthday. Yay! Happy birthday mummy! We love you!!! Hari Sabtu baru kami sambut bisai2.
vii. Oh, oh. Also, my cousins went crazy in my room last night and performed this:
They are so crazy XD
Okay bah.. Atu saja a. I hope some of you are happy that I finally updated xP
Oh, by the way. Aku abiz credit. Ada urang mau transfer? hahahahahahaha
Bah Assalamualaikum~
Assalamualaikum.
I felt really angry at someone the other day and basically told him that I hated him. I got over it the next day and decided to just forget all about the guy and move on with my life. Tapinya udah atu, I felt kinda of guilty.
What right have I to be angry at another person?? I'm not perfect.. Semua jua urang buat salah, whether they realize it or not.. I always hate it when people get angry over stupid reasons. Inda ku tau lah a kalau sebab ku kan marah atu talur kah inda a.
People always get angry over unnecessary things. Sometimes it's just part of their nature. Aku nada hak kan bagi apa2 komen arah durang. What they do is none of my business. All I can do is to deal with the situation as best as I can.. Macam keluar topik plang aku ni... =.="
Anyway, my question is, cana kita kan tau alasan kita untuk marah atu reasonable atau inda? The problem is that everyone has different beliefs of what is accounted as reasonable and what is not.. And who's to say which is right?? Ada kita cakap tu nanti, "Skadar jua ya marah ani eh.." But maybe for that person, it's a perfectly reasonable reason to be angry.
All we can do is to learn to control our anger... But then again, kadang-kadang urang inda sadar yang ya tu marah.. Ugh.. So confusing~ T__T
So, here's a few tips to help you to control your emotions if you think you've got a real bad temper... Credits for these techniques - apa.org
i. Breathe deeply, from your diaphragm; benafas dari dada is not relaxing. Picture your breath coming up from your "gut."
ii. Slowly repeat a calm word or phrase such as "relax," "take it easy." Cakap balik2 sambil benafas dalam2..
iii. Use imagery; visualize a relaxing experience, samaada dari ingatan atau imaginasi...
iv. Nonstrenuous, slow yoga-like exercises can relax your muscles and make you feel much calmer. (Ooo... Religious cult!! XD)
Usually, angry people tend to curse a lot with plenty of colourful language. You get overly dramatic in your thoughts. Here's another tip from the same website:
Sentiasa ingat ni: "Every problem has a solution".. Marah2 ganya won't solve the problem and you know it too...
Anda sedang berada di sekolah, menunggu ayahanda yang lewat menjemput. tiba2.. exkekasih datang menyapa anda.. bagaimana kah reaksi anda?
1. Baby sayang intan payung~
-Wth.. Apa ko panggil aku a? O_O
2. Pemarah jua baby ani.. Inda berubah2..
-What?? Sejak bila aku pemarah arah ko ani eh??
3. Awu wah.. Me tau me salah.. Me sakitkan hati you.. Soryy..
-Ani barutah ko kan cakap sorry? Antam tah biskita
4. Kenapa you sorang2 ani? balum balik?
-Nada~ Aku suka sorang2 bah.. Paham kah tu?.. Ertinya aku mo ko lari...
5. Me rindu you..
-Brigali sul mu a.
6. Sanang you lupakn me ah? Padahal dulu you janji inda tinggalkan me and lupakan me?
-Ko jua yang sanang2 mereplace aku... Aku pulang yang lupakan ko ani?
7. You buat me sengsara lapas you tinggalkan me.. You salah, you bertanggungjawab!
-Excuse me? Hahahahahha mua mu a!
8. Me tau kenapa you lupakan me. You ada laki2/bini2 lain kan?;
-Inda pun.. Like I said, ko yang skajap mreplace aku...
9. Banarlah tu? Siapa bf/gf baru you a? Apa istimewanya smpai me kalah?
-Majal banar si tamparan ani...
10. Me kan tampar tu laki2/bini2 aa, biar ia jangan kcw you lagi.
-Tampar tah pulang. Aku lagi inda tau sapa laki2 a. Mencari tah kau...
11. You masih ingat yang first time tani dating bawah pokok pisang?
-Prasahan ku the only place kita "dating" ani di mall ganya~ nada ku tenampak pokok dalam mall atu...
12. Me masih rindu bau perfume you, tangan you yang halus, pipi you yang chubby..
-Nada ku memakai perfume nya mu... And excuse me? Chubby? Ko ucap aku lampuh kah??
13. You mau go back sama me?
-Inda
14. You tau ka yang me ni bnar2 kan you?
-Ya kan? Inda nampak pun..
15. Me pernah hantar surat cinta arah you.. ada you bca? Ngalih me menulis tu..
-Adakan? Nada ku tau... Jaket ku mana? Dari masatu dah ku menunggu...
16. Nah, kerita babah kan tu, me buka kan pintu kerita aa, and bekenalan sama babah. hehe.
-Antah kau... Agatah ko balik kli eh.. Kana tembak ko karang, bukan aku punya pasal tu...
Hahhahaha saja membuang stress =)
Assalamualaikum.
Assalamualaikum.
Surprise. Surprise. I couldn't resist posting one last time. I promise that this time, banar-banar yang ke-last!! I swear!!! My exam starts on Friday, for crying out loud.. It's Zimah's fault for giving me the idea to post this piccy here.
The piccy was taken after my traditional dance practice which was, I must say, syok banar... Not that I didn't enjoy it before but this week's practice was just really fun for me. I like~
Assalamualaikum.
Yesterday was the birthday of so many people! Like, apakan.. Lawa sangat kah tarikh kemarin atu?.. Lol! Sasak aku a~ Anyway... Who are these people born on this special day?
Okay, the only reason I'm blogging about this is because I get to bunuh dua ekor burung menggunakan seketul batu... As in, since there are a lot of people celebrating their birthday yesterday, it's not like I'm giving up a whole post for just one person..
Not that all you people are NOT special!!! Aku sayang kamu semua! I really do!!! Nganya aku ni pemalas wawawa... And now I'm blogging because I'm supposed to do my English homework but I'm so blank about it that I got bored.. :D
Sebenarnya I was gonna dedicate this post to Eunhyuk of Super Junior for no particular reason lol!!! Daripada orang yang tidak dikenali secara langsung, bektah aku buat pasal ani kan.. Hahahha~
Anyway, to people whose birthdays were yesterday, bukan saja empat urang yang kana sabut di atas, but to everyone yang terasa, happy belated birthday! Aku sedekah doa saja a. I'm flat broke at the moment.. Well, inda plang but yeah..
Assalamualaikum =p
I'm listening to Angel by Natasha Bedingfield at the moment.. On repeat.. It's just so awesome that I feel like sharing it with everybody ~_~
Natasha Bedingfield - Angel Video
Lyrics (courtesy of azlyrics.com):
A.n.g.e.l
A.n.g.e.l
Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I want a be your zone
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man
[Chorus:]
If I could be your angel (your angel, your angel)
Protect you from the pain (from the pain, oh)
I'll keep you safe from danger (from danger, from danger)
You'll never hurt again (no more)
I'll be your
A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'm gonna be your A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'll be your angel
Just like the moon
I'll step aside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
It is with all the props
You're everything I'm not
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man
[Chorus]
Tell me why there's so many good men
Men in the world misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You're gonna have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need
So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, put your hands up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, stand up
Come on girl, and stand up
[Chorus]
[Thanks to Annette for these lyrics]
[Thanks to Alison, Shoshanah for correcting these lyrics]
Basically, this is a tag post.. =D
You and you friends go on a roadtrip !
You can bring '6' friends, who are they?
1. Syakirah
2. Er-er
3. Poo-poo
4. Jat-jat
5. Fad
6. Tiah
Where are you guys headed for?
We have nowhere in mind.. Jalan2 saja buat bodoh ahha
You rent a van, there are only 6 seats. the best driver is driving...
Driving: Jat-jat.. (He's the only one getting a license anytime soon ;D)
Shotgun: Poo-poo (The rest of us would feel weird hahah)
Second Row Right: Er-er
Second Row Left: Syakirah
Back Row Right: Tiah
Back Row Left: Fad
ON THE FLOOR: Me.. Either I'm too nice or they're too mean ahhaha
I N . T H E . M O R N I N G
Who brought nothing?
Syakirah.. She'll probably use my stuff =.="
Who got car sick?
Me. I get sick easily~
Who makes you pull over so they can go pee in the woods?
Syakirah ahahha totally!
L U N C H T I M E
You stop for lunch, where at?
JOLLIBEE!!
Who forgets their food under the seat and causes an ant problem?
Syakirah =.="
A T . T H E . M O T E L
You rent two rooms, each has one double bed but only one has an extra cot.
Where does everyone sleep, and who is stuck sleeping out in the van?
Probably Tiah and Fad together (La ila ha illallah bisingnya tu karang beklaie hahaha), Irah, Syakirah and I will share the bed in the other room, Poo-poo gets the cot, Jat2 sleeps in the van kekeke..
I N . T H E . M O R N I N G
Who takes over 3 hours to get ready?
Tiah.. Too much bodycare products lol!
Who complains that the bagels are moldy?
Either me, Fad or Tiah X) and definitely Syakirah..
Y O U . G O . T O . A N . A M U S E M E N T . P A R K
Who goes on the roller coaster 37 times in a row?
Not me @_@'
Who sits on the merry-go-round the whole time?
Me and Syakirah and maybe Poo-poo =D
Who goes straight to the snack bar and gets a large popcorn, some cotton candy, an order of fries, 2 hotdogs?
Me & Irah hehehe
B A C K . A T . T H E . M O T E L
Who goes right to sleep?
Maybe me and/or Syakirah
Who's building a fort?
Why would any of us build a fort?
Who's crying because they want to go home?
Syakirah x)
T.H.E D.R.I.V.E H.O.M.E
Who sleeps the whole way home?
Me!
Who blasts music?
Irah and Tiah
Who wont shut up?
Tiah and Fad
You hit a huge bump in the road, whose pop goes?
Whose what goes?
Who's excited the most upon seeing a road sign that says you're almost home?
Jat2 x? Considering he's the driver... hahaha
*end of post*
You know, last night, aku ni macam si banar kan sembahyang Isya. Then, tau2, alum lgi masuk waktunya~ Toing~ Macam..... Apakan.. Hahah I thought it was 7.45 but actually it was probably around 7.15 wahahhahhaha!!!! Sasat dah tu... Wrong direction.. I bet if it was a compass, I would be completely lost somewhere in the jungle by now~ T___T Aish.. How embarrassing~
Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
Tag your friends (let them know they've been tagged).
Once tagged, you gotta do it too.
My choice: Super Junior and all its subgroups
1. Male or female?
Twins
2. Describe yourself
Me
3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Lovely Day
4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Over
5. Describe your current relationship.
Midnight Fantasy
6. Where would you want to be now?
Disco Drive
7. How do you feel about love?
Endless Moment
8. What's your life like?
Miracle
9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
L.O.V.E.
10. Say something wise.
Believe
I tag Wee-wee! And whoeer else that wants to do this =D
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*End of Post*
I just got sent an email by my mom. I don't know if someone sent it to her or she found it and decided to spread it herself... It's an article on Brunei, more specifically on our national cuisine, "Ambuyat".
The article is located here. But then, we ALL know that you're too lazy to go check it out.. So I'll just copy-paste it here.
Not your sweet sago pudding
Accidental Gourmet
If Bruneians want to expand tourism, they’ll need to hide their national speciality.
I saw the sultan of Brunei the other day. He walked right by me as he entered a national Qur’an reading contest.
I wanted to ask the sultan a key question about his country’s cuisine: Hey, sultan, why can’t a man worth 22-billion, whose 400-million palace has a 110-car garage and 257 bathrooms, afford a better national dish?
It’s called ambuyat. Don’t look for it at an ethnic restaurant near you soon. It’s not going anywhere, and it’s here for reasons only historians and the streets’ starving cats can appreciate.
After four days in Brunei, I’d describe ambuyat (pronounced om-BOO-yacht) as a big pile of gelatinous, transparent goo dipped in coagulating blood.
First, a little background. During World War II occupation, the Japanese controlled Brunei’s rice paddies and cut off the food supply. One of the lone food sources was found inside the sago trees that fill Brunei’s jungles.
For centuries the Penan people, an indigenous, nomadic tribe who roam the jungles of Borneo, have lived off the sago tree. They still do. During a three-day trek through the jungles of Malaysian Borneo, I came across a Penan family squatting next to a stack of sago pulp.
They put what looked like leafy sawdust in a wooden bowl the size of a rubbish bin and pounded it into small chunks. They then mix it with hot water and the result is a starchy mass that has all the daily nutrients of raw lard.
Brunei, however, has advanced a bit since World War II. With the discovery of oil in 1929, Shell and the beloved sultan have put petrol in every pot. Shaped like two humps on a camel and occupying a small corner of Borneo’s northwest coast, Brunei has gone from a backwater British protectorate to a thriving Islamic republic of 375000 people with a glittering capital and prosperous economy.
Don’t believe me? What’d you pay for petrol this week? Exactly.
The sultan wants to expand tourism, and while he won’t open Hard Rock Brunei any time soon, he is promoting his country’s history. Part of that history is ambuyat. Tourism has grown 7% a year. I’m assuming ambuyat has nothing to do with it.
To try ambuyat, I went to a food-court stall where it was not pictured among the 31 dishes on the menu. No wonder. A picture in focus would scare off wharf rats.
Two young female cooks invited me into the kitchen to watch the process. It was little different from how the Penans make it. Ema poured a bag of sago that looked like blue-cheese crumbles into a pot of boiling water. She stirred for 60 seconds.
She handed me the result and the necessary dipping sauce, binjai, a gross mixture of chillies, salt and what looked like last week’s tomato soup. Hunks of bulbous matter floated in an orange- brown sea of repugnant fluids.
I was handed chopsticks , around which I was to twist the gooey ambuyat and then dip into the sauce.
The slimy mess slid down my throat like crushed, larvae-coated insect embryos. The sour binjai made my face wrinkle as if I woke up in a dairy farm. I looked over, and a young woman in a head scarf couldn’t stop laughing.
I tried it without the sauce and the ambuyat had no taste. None. But without the lubricating sauce, it nearly stuck halfway down my throat.
So hats off to Brunei for surviving World War II, where ambuyat was probably a tougher obstacle than the Japanese. But if the sultan invites you to the palace, forget the five swimming pools and 564 chandeliers. If ambuyat is on his menu, don’t go. — The Denver Post
Kurang ajar kah inda tu?..
If you do decide to check out the link, there is a picture of the guy who wrote the article. Of course, typical Westerner... Looking down on a cuisine enjoyed by a whole nation.. Well, most of it anyway. How would he feel if we decided to bash bread or something? Lol!!!
Speakin of random, I find the words squatting and totter really funny hahaha!
02) Italicize what is half true.
03) Colour what you wish was true about you.
04) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
05) Tag five people.
I tag WHOEVER READS THIS! merati kamu??? it MEANS, you HAVE to do it if you read it.. MWAHAHAHAHHA!!!!! I will seriously cry if you guys don't do this T^T BUZZ!! BUAT NI!!!
• I miss somebody right now.
• I don't watch much TV these days.
• I own lots of books.
• I wear glasses or contact lenses.
• I love to play video games.
• I've tried marijuana.
• I've watched porn movies.
• I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
• I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
• I curse sometimes.
• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
• I have broken someone's bones.
• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
• I hate the rain.
• I'm paranoid at times.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I need/want money right now.
• I love sushi.
• I talk really, really fast.
• I have fresh breath in the morning.
• I have long hair.
• I have lost money in Las Vegas.
• I have at least one sibling.
• I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
• I like the way that I look.
• I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
• I am usually pessimistic.
• I have a lot of mood swings.
• I think prostitution should be legalized.
• I slept with a roommate.
• I have a hidden talent.
• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
• I have a lot of friends.
• I have pecked someone of the same sex.
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
• love to shop and/or window shop.
• I'm obsessed with my Blog/Livejournal/MySpace.
• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
• I'm a pretty good dancer.
• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
• I have a cell phone.
• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
• I've rejected someone before.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
• I want to have children in the future.
• I have changed a diaper before.
• I have a lot to learn.
• I am shy around the opposite sex.
• I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
• I have at least 5 away messages saved.
• I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
• I own the "South Park" movie.
• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Blogger/LiveJournal/MySpace.
• I enjoy some country music.
• I would die for my best friend(s).
• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
• I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
• I have dated a close friend's ex.
• I am happy at this moment.
• I’m obsessed with guys.
• Democrat.
• Conservative Republican.
• I am punk rockish.
• I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
• I study for tests most of the time.
• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
• I can work on a car.
• I love my job.
• I am comfortable with who I am right now.
• I have more than just my ears pierced.
• I walk barefoot wherever I can.
• I have jumped off a bridge.
• I love sea turtles.
• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
• I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
• I am proficient on a musical instrument.
• I hate office jobs.
• I went to college out of state.
• I am adopted.
• I am a pyro (person who likes to cause/create fire).
• I have thrown up from crying too much.
• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
• I adore bright colors.
• I usually like covers better than originals.
• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
• I can pick up things with my toes.
• I can't whistle.
• I have ridden/owned a horse.
• I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
• I talk in my sleep.
• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
• I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
• I wear a toe ring.
• I have a tattoo.
• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
• I am a caffeine junkie.
• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
• I have been to over 15 conventions.
• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
• I'm an artist. I like to draw.
• I am ambidextrous.
• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
• I have terrible teeth.
• I did this tag even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
• I have more friends on the internet than in real life. ..Sad huh?
• I have lived in either three different states or countries.
• I am extremely flexible.
• I want to own my own business.
• I smoke.
• I spend way too much time on the computer.
• Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
• I have played strip poker with someone else before.
• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
• I can't stand being alone.
• I have at least one obsession at any given time.
• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
• I'm a judgmental asshole.
• I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
• I have traveled on more than one continent.
• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
• I can speak more than one language.
• I would rather read than watch TV.
• I like reading fact more than fiction.
• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
• I have no piercings.
• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
• I've been married and am now divorced.
• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
• I like most animals better than most people.
• I own a collection of retro games consoles.
• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
• I have hit someone with a dead fish.
• I have written/read erotic stories. (fanfic)
• I am compulsively honest.
• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
• I dislike milk.
• I obsessively wash my hands.
• I always carry that something significant around with me.
• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
• I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too.
• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.
• I love Harry Potter.
• My parents are not together.
• I don't believe in love.
• I hate people who walk incredibly slow.
• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
• Sometimes I don't shower before work.
• To me, procrastination is like a disease!
• I want to sleep now.
• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other. (LOL!!!)
• I am a typical Gemini born.
• The more I searched the less I've found.
• As a child I was a huge crybaby.
• I'm feeling alone very fast.
• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess, who saves the day!
• I always have to spell my (real) name.
• I want to die in my sleep.
• I have a strange laugh.
• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
• I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.
• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I will not ever get rid of.
• I sing 80's hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis.
• I have a speech disorder.
• I'm infatuably attracted to men with long, blond, curly hair
• I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day.
• I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies
• I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.
• Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character
• My dreams are so vivid, they feel real.
• I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.
• I can get jealous easily!
• My computer and hard drive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
• I have this thing for hot Korean men.
• Park Yoochun is my favorite pimp.
• Donghae is my sex-slave.
•I can’t cook except for instant noodles and boiling water.
b. Tag eight people. Don't tag who tagged you.
1. What do you eat in the morning?
Depends on apa yang ada
2. How do you style your hair?
Just let it down or in a ponytail...
3. What is making you happy right now?
Right now? Nothing~ I'm depressed..
4. What are you currently reading?
Don't have a book to read at the moment, but I'm waiting for Buttercup to finish reading Breaking Dawn
5. Do you need music to study/write?
Sometimes
6. What is your current addiction?
Nada~
7. Do sad films make you cry?
If it's sad enough.. For example, PS I Love You
8. Do you have a crush at the moment?
Yes T_T
9. What is your favorite movie (that doesn't involve your idol)?
Harry Potter ;p
What was the last thing you ate today?
Corn
What is your favorite color?
Black
What websites do you visit daily?
Hotmail, LJ, Blogger, Google (ada-ada saja tah tu kan ku Google up)
13. What's your favorite food?
Chocolate and ice cream ^_^
14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Japanese, Spanish, Korean and Chinese
15. What's your favorite book at the moment?
Hmm~ The Black Magician Trilogy Book Two - The Novice. I hate the 3rd!! Akkarin died T^T
16. Do you have birthmark?
Two on my thighs and one on my left forearm *proud* XD
17. Who was your childhood idol?
Siti Nurhaliza kali.. Cause she was the only singer I knew hahaha
18. Where would you like your next holiday to be?
UK, so that I can acquaint myself with the place where I wanna further my studies
19. What do you do to fall asleep?
Listen to music... although that might not actually help hahaha
20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
She wrote a poem based on an awesome KyuMin fic!!! and also, she liked my fics enough to add me as a friend!! ;P
Baz is tagged!!
I was remembering New Moon, or was it Eclipse? Whatever... Anyway, in one of the two, Bella was having an epiphany. And I found myself wondering, what is an epiphany? I have no idea. So I googled it..
The first definition was:
a divine manifestation
I didn't understand what that meant.. So I looked at the next one~
twelve days after Christmas; celebrates the visit of the three wise men to the infant Jesus
Credits to: wordnet.princeton.edu
Obviously not what I was looking for...
The Epiphany is a triptych painted by Hieronymus Bosch around the year 1495. This triptych is also sometimes referred to as "The Adoration of the Magi".
Even more obviously not..
Epiphany is a painting by Hieronymus Bosch. It is currently in the Museum of Art in Philadelphia.
Dude, seriously jangan di pajal...
"Epiphany" is episode 16 of season 2 in the television show Angel.
Wahahhaha lagitah awut!!
Epiphany (Greek for "to manifest" or "to show"), is a Christian feast day which celebrates the "shining forth" or revelation of God in human form in the person of Jesus Christ.
No...
An epiphany is the sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something.
Credits to: wikipedia
Ah!! Finally! The last one actually relates hahaha
"An epiphany is the sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something."
Barutah lurus~ Now I understand.. Wahwahwahwahwah..
*End of Post*
Where were you 3 hours ago?
In my room
Who are you in love with?
I really hate this question..
Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Hahhaha funny question..
Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes
When is the last time you went to the mall?
Last Friday, 15th Jan.. I think~
Are you wearing socks right now?
No
Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Don't ask me about the price of things. Aku tau makai ganya haha
When was the last time you drove out of town?
1st January
Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No
Are you hot?
Literally, yes aku kepanasan hahaha
What was the last thing you had to drink?
Oren campur
What are you wearing right now?
Baju three-quarter sleeve and a jacket around my waist.. And of course seluar haha
Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
There's a car wash in Brunei?
Last food that you ate?
Chocolate cake
Where were you last week at this time?
At home
Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
I very-very the jarang buy clothes
When is the last time you ran?
I don't run..
What's the last sporting event you watched?
Soccer game
What is your favorite animal?
Tortoise
Your dream vacation?
Going to Korea to meet Yesung and Henry
Last person's house you were in?
Frah's house
Worst injury you've ever had?
On my cheek
Have you been in love?
I'm starting to have a problem with love questions
Last play you saw?
A View From The Bridge
What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Um... my cuteness? Hhahaha prasan..
What are your plans for tonight?
Delaying from doing my homework until I can no longer delay it
Who is the last person you spent a MySpace message or comment to?
I don't have a MySpace account
Next trip you are going to take?
Possibly umrah
Ever go to camp?
Yeps
Were you an honor roll student in school?
There's an honor roll in school?
What do you want to know about the future?
Who my husband is =D
Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
No
Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Don't think so
Where is your best friend?
Which one?
How is your best friend?
Fine
Do you have a tan?
Dude, I'm an Asian.. What do you think?
What are you listening to right now?
A song by Rain.. I don't know the name
Do you collect anything?
Yes
Who is the best gossiper you know?
Any girl is good for gossip if you talk about the right things
Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Either last year or the year before at night
Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Yes
What does your last text message say?
Mendermalah kpd Dana Pengiran Muda Mahkota Al-Muhtadee Billah utk Anak Yatim dgn menaip dana1/5/10/15/20 utk derma $1/$5/$10/$15/$20 dan hantar ke 8885555. :P
Do you like hot sauce?
Very much
Last time you took a shower?
This morning
Do you need to do laundry?
Only certain things
What is your heritage?
Can you be more specific?
Are you someone's best friend?
I'm really hoping so...
Are you rich?
Well, I'm living in Brunei so yeah, I guess so...
What were you doing at 12 a.m. last night?
Sleeping
I tag Wee-wee :P
I've got a headache!
I'm so blank.
I asked ajusshi if he knew where Chong Chong Ling Ling is now.
He doesn't know.
And after that, my mind just became a complete blank.
I can't even do my work!
I got a History presentation tomorrow!
Omo!!!
Nothing is coming out from my brain..
Help..
I go two Socio essays I haven't done.
Apparently, I also have an English presentation tomorrow.
What??
Hahaha~
I could go crazy like this.
I've got such a bad headache.
Probably from squinting at the TV..
Im too lazy to get my glasses upstairs.
I'm watching House.
I love House.
House said, "Genes matter..."
So, if people wanna have a baby, make sure you have the baby with someone whose genes you want the baby to have.
Apakan??
Hahahahhaha~
Stres~
I feel so depressed right now.
My MSN nick right now is, "I've just collapsed into a depression that is so total I don't know if I can climb back out"..
I wonder, why is thunder more frightening than lighting?
Thunder is just sound..
Lightning does all the damage.
But lightning can be described as beautiful...
Indeed, that's how I describe it myself...
But lightning can be dangerous as well...
So why are most people more afraid of thunder?..
Doesn't make sense, really~
*end of post*
We've started on the Tempest in Literature.
It's okay.
Masih jua namanya belajar kan..
So I got sleepy.
But not so bad..
As compared to other subjects.
For EAS, we have homework!
OMG!
Aku inda suka homework!
But it's not too hard..
So whatever...
History~
Got divided into three groups.
Our group doing Economic...
Me, Tiah, Sheiela, Hajah Amalina, Maizatul, and three guys.
Me, Tiah and Sheiela are doing Economic factors for Dutch East Indies.
'A' level standard..
As in be specific...
Ugh..
Tiah said one of the guys macam saiz dengan aku...
As in sweet & sour...
hahhhahaha!!!!
Vulih.. =D
During PS, finished the points for Socio presentation..
Hot Stuff in the library.
No effect on me much..
Stupid school cat..
Kept following me.
I got scared.. hahaha
I thought it was gonna go sit on my bag or something.
Inda tia jadi presentation..
Toingzz..
Started on marriage.
Not a bad topic...
We only learned definitions today though..
Need an mp3...
Going for umrah in March..
13 hours on the plane!
OMG!
Need something~
Gonna die on the plane if I don't have one :\
*End of Post*
100 Questions! ;D I got most of these questions from a Q & A video of Junsu-oppa~ But I changed some questions for certain reasons that I don't remember and this is the result..
2. Birthdate: 21-04-91
3. Nickname: Amal, Mamal, Lina, Alai
4. Habit: playing with my lips, tapping my foot, staring into space, quickening my pace when passing in front of boys
5. Religion: Islam
6. Motto: Just because you don't like someone, doesn't mean you don't love them/ Looks don't matter but they help
7. Blood type: I wish I knew :\
8. Height/Weight/Shoesize: 14-something/44/36, I think
9. Family: dad, mom, three sisters and 1 brother
10. School/Job: PTEK
11. Hobby: reading, listening to music, talking with my little sister
12. Best at: reading quickly?
13. Habits while sleeping: curling on my side, listening to music and hugging Ashley, my teddy bear
14. Positive traits: I think friendly, sort of and uh.. I'm pretty tolerant of a lot of things
15. I think of myself as: boring~
16. Favorite number: 3/214/248
17. Favorite season: Spring
18. Favorite food: chocolate, ice-cream (but not chocolate ice-cream ke ke ke...) and kolo mee
19. Food you hate: Butter chicken hahaha and anything else that makes me scrunch up my nose
20: Like these celebs: Yesung, Junsu, Jesse McCartney, Henry
21. Favorite sports: I don't really play it but I'll say soccer and netball
22. Favorite flower: lily :D
23. Favorite colour: black, green and silver
24. My recreational culture: what does that even mean? O_O if I had to answer anyway, I'd say... the internet?
25. Most frequently go to: my room
26. Dish you're able to cook best: mee goreng =P
27. Song you like currently: You Are The One by Super Junior/ Don't Say Goodbye by Yesung
28. Prefer coffee, milk or coke?: coffee with milk, milk with sugar... I don't really like coke
29. Most precious person: Syakirah
30. Person you hate most: CCLL, for making me like him so much..
31. Type of people that wil cause the human race to become extinct: Selfish people, people who don't care about the planet
32. Concerns now: my AS results and the adults' reactions to them
33. What was I in a previous life?: a mouse x... (since I'm such a scaredy-cat)
34. If I was born again: a mouse again.. (I doubt I'll change my cowardliness anytime soon..)
35. When's a good time for marriage?: early to mid twenties
36. What to do when angry?: listen to Rising Sun at top volume
37. Do you think of cosmetic surgery?: Ugh.. worst thing to be invented after the nuclear bomb
38. Future wishes: To get over my cowardliness and admit my feelings for once
39. Money spent per month: more than $50...
40. What part of your appearance don't you like?: I don't know... I don't like my appearance in general...
41. If I could become psychic for one day: then I'd predict the future, duh~~
42. Is there someone you love now?: Can it be called love when you've never actually talked to that person?
43. Jinx: I'm comparatively lucky so... yeah..
44. What time do you want to go back to?: when I was little and didn't need to deal with so many emotions at once
45. The thing you regret most: I never have the courage to admit how I really feel
46. Last thing you'd say before you die: kalimah 2 syahadah, hopefully
47. My precious treasure number 1: my adek
48. What do you want to say to conceited people?: Kiss my @#$ :)
49. Ideal girl/boy?: Is there really an ideal person in the world we live in today?
50. What do you want to do on a rainy day/night? (regardless of whether you actually do it): play in the rain.. listening to my music... or else I just want to sleep
51. What was the last thing you bought?: kolo mee :P
52. What kind of people makes you want to hit them?: jerks
53. What kind of people make you scared?: people that make me feel things I never felt or ever had to deal with before
54. If you were to dye your hair: maybe blonde highlights? I like the contrast between the white and the black =D
55. Memorable movies: Titanic, The Game Plan (yes, I cried..), Transformers, P.S. I Love You
56. Memorable time in primary school: the whole Primary 6 year
57. If you were in a drama, which role would you like?: haha I wonder which role would best match my personality? I don't know
58. What kind of friends do you hate the most?: friends who care more about themselves than their friends
59. What do you think of men who wear make-up?: asal ya bahagia, it's none of my business, although it is a bit weird XD
60. Have you ever won any contests?: no...
61. Memorable book including comics: For One More Day by Mitch Albom, The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown, Life of Pi
62. Do you get along with most people?: I guess so
63. A country you want to travel to?: Korea, UK, Japan
64. If you were to have a pet: Tortoise
65. What do you sing at karaoke?: Gemilang by Jaclyn Victor
66. What do you do these days?: Nothing much.. Same old, same old..
67. Who do you want to meet?: him~
68. If you found 1000 dollars: hand it over to the police
69. Do you consider yourself as a loner or a people person?: erm~ both
70. Do you believe in ghosts?: no... spirits yes
71. If the world was to end tomorrow: insaf... (bru lgi 2 kn insaf a haha)
72. Do you think you can always be happy?: I hope so
73. Have you slept away from home?: Once
74. What do you need the most?: I need to know and understand myself
75. The most important thing between two people: trust
76. Games you enjoy/are good at: word games, challenging number games
77. What would you say to someone who's about to die?: may all your sins be forgiven
78. When was your most unfortunate moment?: when my sister got into her little accident
79. If you can't sleep: I listen to music or read a book
80. Do you prefer a bath or a shower?: bath
81. If you could clone someone: I wouldn't.. there are enough people in the world already..
82. The reason Brunei is good/bad: good cause it's safe and peaceful, bad because it's boring
83. Foreign language you want to learn: Japanese, Korean, Chinese, Spanish..
84. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?: Jollibee
85. I want to really do this: kiss him :D *blushes* lol!!!
86. Are you someone who teases or gets teased on?: both ahha
87. How to resolve stress: eating or listening to music or reading
88. Ever wanted to kill yourself?: that's personal
89. What kind of teacher do you hate?: the ones that don't really care about their students
90. Person who influenced you most: I guess my mom
91. If you were pick-pocketed: sabar ja. ikhlaskan tia and hope Allah maafkan dosanya
92. If you met a pervert on the street: ew! I'd run hahaha I got traumatized about this because of my cousin, Frah x)
93. What is something that you can't sleep without?: either my music or something to hug, preferably my teddy bear.. although I'd still fall asleep anyway :)
94. End of the world theory: duh.. ikut kepercayaan Islam lah
95. Do you think life is worth living?: Every second of it
96. Rain, snow, cloud, sun, wind... Your favorite?: Wind..
97. Ever been interested in a guy/girl you met on the internet?: haha guilty~
98. What do you want to say now?: I miss him~
99. Your future plans: Get a scholarship, become a teacher/psychologist/whatever, get married and have kids wawawa
100. Your impression for finishing this Q & A tag: I wish there were more questions =P
[2] Nickname: Amal
[3] Status: Busy
[4] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[5] Gender: Female
[6] Age: 17
[7] High School: SM Sayyidina Hasan
[8] College: Maktab Duli P.M.A.M.B/PTEK
[9] Height: I don't know O_O
[10] Weight: Last time i checked it's 44
[11] Do you like yourself: I got no choice in this case, right? haha
[12] Piercings: No!!! I'm too scared!!
[13] Right or Left: Right?
[14] Are you a freak: Depends on which of my friends you ask that question to... But I think most of them will say no... haha because I'm boring!
[15] Hair: Black and sorta long, though I wish it was longer >_<'
[26] You found your another half: Don't think so...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: If it's who I want it to be, I have no idea where he is now =(
[28] Who you want he/she to be: Aiyoo... You can't guess?
[29] Time(s) you in a relationship: 4 so far...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: Hahha no.. Too embarrassing.
[31] Anyone woo you before: If you can call it wooing haha
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: I haven't even met him yet!! I might have stalked him though.. O_O
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I said I haven't met him!
[34] Ever argue with your other half: Aish.. We don't know each other, man..
[35] You and your other half since: Nada bah nada
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I don't know~
[38] You and your other half in which stage: We have a stage?
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: Nadaaaaaaa~~~~
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: Awal jua @_@' maybe once or twice
* * * * *
Irah and I at MD during the Raya celebration on the way upstairs~
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[41] Your first bestfriend: I can't remember...
[42] Your first enemy: Inda men enemy lah bro...
[43] The friends you love the most: Durang Ziqah.. Then c-Nisa~ and well... All my friends lah!!
44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): I don't have enemies
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Excuse me?
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: Yesung! ;D
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Liars and backstabbers
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Majal usulnya na pandai kan jaga ati bini2
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No!
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Sabar saja
52] If your friend betray you: Well, what can you do? People are not perfect..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: If the guy falls for it, then she can have him
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: Cana tah jua? We're just friends. I don't need that kind of thing right now
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I won't do a thing about it haha
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[57] You always done your homework/assignments: Usually
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dunno e~
[59] Always late to school/college: Hopefully not this year ;)
[60] Your class: You mean subjects or something?
[61] You love your seniors: I don't have seniors haha but last year? Yes! He's so cute ma~
[62] Senior who love you the most: They don't know I exist haha
[63] Your classmate good/bad: Good I guess
[64] Excellent result classmate: This year? I don't know! Baru x a!
[65] Laziest classmate: Can I include me? :p
[66] Smart people: People who learn from their mistakes
[67] Stupid people: No such thing as stupid people. Only slow~
[68] Good looking people: Ooo ada~
[69] Ugly people: I don't judge
[70] Funny people: If by funny you mean evil, I can honestly say Tiah.. Wawawa~
[71] Cute people: *sigh* I don't know where he is~
72] Bad people: I don't people are bad.. Just human..
[73] Honest people: I don't really get the question sebenarnya
[74] Acting people: What does that even mean?
[75] You are what kind of person: Not bad person? hahha janan tanya c-Baz!! Ya jahat! haha
[77] Hugs or kisses: With who?
[78] Shorter or taller: Manaaja ti
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Manasaja tia
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms =)
[81] Listener or talker: Dua2 pun buleh..
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic!!!
[83] Good husband or good father: Both
[84] Age to get marry: 23? =P
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 5
[86] Career: Sapa? Me or him?
[87] Salary: Don't care
[88] Retirement age: Antah..
[89] Properties Value: What kind of a question is that?
[90] Wishes: To see him again..